Close to You

Dream Big

Disclaimer: I own no one! The restaurant Coastal Kitchen is located in Seattle, WA. I don't own that either.

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Randy hated reading the newspaper. It depressed him and never seemed to have good news.

That was the first thing he had ever told John.

Don't shove newspapers in my face. I refuse to read them.

John respected Randy's wishes. He felt he should pick his battles. A newspaper was not a good battle.

When John shoved the newspaper into his face, Randy didn't know whether to be angry or see what was so urgent.

"Read this!" John said, sounding stunned. Randy snatched the newspaper from him. Then, he glanced down at the article.

Wrestling's Newest Couple Brings Controversy

By Morris Santini

What comes to mind when you think of wrestling? Dropkicks? Full Nelsons? Not anymore.

Last week, World Wrestling Entertainment debuted the newest wrestling couple, John Cena and Randy Orton. Two men, sources have revealed the couple is actually dating.

The scene, which took place on Monday Night RAW, stunned several liberal people.

"I think it's disgusting." a mother said. She had brought her young sons to the show. "It's unnatural to show two men kissing. My sons won't watch wrestling until this changes."

The following statement was released by the main office.

"WWE believes in showing all types of people, gay AND straight. John Cena and Randy Orton embody what the WWE is"

It is not known if Vince McMahon will allow them to be linked on the show.

"What the hell is this?" he asked, surprised. He didn't understand. What was the big deal? He loved John Cena. Why was that so hard to believe?

John glanced over. He could hear someone softly sniffling. Shaking his head, he noticed Randy trying to divert the other man's gaze.

"Babe," John's voice was a soft murmur. "Don't cry," Randy turned around. Tears were pouring from his eyes.

"I just got something in my eye," he said. John rolled his eyes. He was obviously lying.

"Dry your eyes." John said, standing up. Gently, he placed his arms around his lover. "This will all blow over."

Randy nodded, unable to find the words to express what he was feeling. He felt at peace in John's arms. He had never felt so much emotion. Feeling John's tender touch was sensual.

"We need groceries," Randy said. John released him from his grasp.

"We can't starve." he declared.

Wandering the aisles of the local supermarket, Randy could feel people staring at him. He could sense it. He knew people knew who he was.

"Don't hang your head," John murmured, elbowing him in the side. "Walk with pride." Randy sighed. He didn't see why he should. Obviously, the world hated him.

Randy kept quiet. He couldn't understand why the world was so bigoted. So, he was in love with a man. It was no big deal.

John had never seen Randy like this. The Randy he knew was never quiet. He had never gone so long without hearing Randy laugh.He had to do something to make Randy feel better.

The young man spent the rest of the day in a funk. He didn't really eat. He barely spoke to John. He couldn't function.

"Trish?"

"What?"

"Did I wake you?"

"Kind of,"

"Sorry. I'm worried about Randy,"

"How's he?"

"Depressed,"

"Show him how special he is. He just needs a boost to his self esteem,"

"Alright,"

John pushed Randy out of bed. Reluctantly, Randy dressed. He didn't feel like going out, but he knew John wanted him to.

Having lived in Seattle for some time, John had developed his favorite haunts. One of his frequented haunts was a restaurant called Coastal Kitchen.

Randy took a seat across from John. The restaurant was lively, and filled with noise. For once, he was just a nameless face in the crowd. Just the way he wanted it to be.

"Be right back," muttered John. He slid an envelope across the table. Then, he moved in the direction of the bathroom.

Trembling slightly, Randy picked up the envelope. What was it? Was this John's way of breaking up with him? Why was he being so paranoid?

Dear Randy,

Deciding to come out is never an easy decision. To each is his own. I came out to my friends before my family. They accepted me. Once that happened, I realized I could tell my family, and everything would be alright.

You chose to come out to the world on national TV. I know you're sick of hearing it, but that took courage. I certainly wouldn't have had the courage to do that.

You are an amazing individual. I can't imagine my life without you in it. You're going to change the world. I know that much.

Don't let the world get you down. I love you, Babe.

Always remember that.

I love you.

Love,

John

Randy glanced up as John sat back down. He couldn't find the words to express what John's note had made him feel. Momentarily, Randy's eyes connected with his lover.

John nodded, figuring out what Randy was trying to say. His eyes said it all.

It was obvious.

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Hey!

I've been suffering from a mild case of writer's block. Hope you enjoyed this chapter! Thanks to Keira for her overall help.

-Jen

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