Sex, Love, and Secrets

kai's kitty: You'll see if Rei finally falls in love with Kai! This story is far from over, so mant things can happen.

Miguelslover - i want that lobster doll! I can't find one anywhere! sobs Lobsters are sooooo adorible! They look so cuddly with their big bone-beaking claws...

Okay well, ya see...one of my friends stories got me suspended from this website. I would of had this story up a day earlier BUT, i was suspended. Damn. I didn't get a lot of review for this stories last chapter. I need atleast 5 reviews before I start a sixth, becasue I gotta start working on my 'Longing for someone you love," sequel. So, tell your friends and family! No don't tell you family...your parents would not think this story is good for you...so tell your friends and review! Ryu

-Lies-

Rei yawned and opened his eyes just enough to let in any light. "Shit" He thought as he suddenly realized where he was. He was still at Kai's. His parents would be worried to death! He sat up quickly and looked at Kai beside him, sleeping like a baby. Rei sighed, and got out of bed to find all his clothes. He searched for his phone but couldn't find it anywhere. Under the bed was the first thought that came into his mind. He got down on all fours and peeked under there. He found no phone but did find that Kai was a neat-freak. Not a single piece of clothing or paper, or even dust was located under the bed. He growled and sat back up disappointed, only to find Kai staring back at him.

Rei practicly fainted from shock. "HOLLLYFUCKKAIYOUSCAREDMETODEATHWHATTHEHELLDOYATHINKYOURDOIN!" He said really fast, before toppling sideways, then landing on his back. Kai giggled.

"Sorry." He said. "I just awoke and didn't see you next to me, I thought you left." Rei panted, still shaking from fright. "Well, you didn't have to sit there and..and scare me like that!" Kai rolled his eyes. "I said I was sorry silly, but what were you looking for under my bed?"

"I was looking for my phone." Rei replied. Kai pointed to the bedside table. "Oh..." Rei mumbled, feeling so what embarrsed, seeing as it was right in front of his face. Rei went to grab the phone, but Kai's hand got there first. "Hey!" Rei shouted. Kai laughed. "Come and get it kitty! Meow!"

"Damn Kai, give me the fucking phone!" Rei thought, diving after Kai's arm. But Kai held his arm up high, out of reach of the small neko-jin. "Ohhhhhhh...So you want your phone lil kitty? Well, you'll have to work for it!" Rei leaped up at Kai's arm and was able to snatch the phone but not get it out of his grip. Kai fell forward, pinning Rei onto the bed, holding his hands down. Rei struggled and hissed, trying to free himself, but Kai's strong grip held him down firmly. With Kai's free hand he flipped open the phone. "You have 12 missed calls..." Rei wriggled even more. He knew exactly who had tried to call him too.

Kai checked the missed call's number. Rei was getting mad. How DARE Kai get into his personal stuff? Kai raised an eye brow. "You're friends with Tala?" Rei shoved Kai's arm off him, and ripped the phone out of Kai's hand. He hmphed and shoved the phone into his pocket, and countiued putting on the rest of his clothes, not answering Kai.

"You shouldn't hang out with Tala, I don't like him." Rei spun around. "Just because you don't like him doesn't mean I have to hate him." Kai stood up suddenly, anger glowing in his eyes. (A.N.: He's still naked here folks...)

"You WILL stay away from him! He is NOT a good person to be around!" Kai yelled back. Rei shook his head. "No! I don't have to Kai! How can you judge him! You don't even know him!"

"Just stay away from him! I know he's bad! I've heard really bad things about him!" Rei put his hands on his hips. "Oh yeah, like what?" Kai thought for a moment, then when Rei thought he was lying, Kai spoke.

"I heard...I heard he skips class a lot, he's a drug addict, and he's a whore...and...and...and he..." Rei rolled his eyes. "That's BULLSHIT Kai! None of that's true. Who told you that?" Kai crossed his arms. "I won't tell you." Rei began tugging at the end of his hair, like he usually did when he was extreamly angry. "Don't fuck with me Kai! Who told you?"

"No one!" Kai shouted back. Rei balled his hands into fists, his eyes glowing. "Well, whoever told you, is a LIAR! Tala has only skipped class twice, he does NOT do drugs, and he is NOT a whore!" Rei turned around and exited the bedroom and marched down the hallway to the front door. Kai grabbed some boxers and put them on, (A.N: finally...) and followed Rei. Rei picked up his shoes from the ground but dropped them when Kai caught him by the arm and pushed him up against the door franticly. Rei squealed.

Kai brought his lips to Rei's ear and gently whispered to him. "Please Rei, he may have not done the things I said, but, please, just stay away from him. It's for your own good."

Rei shoved Kai off of him, knocking him back a few feet. "Pffft." Rei said. "You sound like your jealous of him, like he's gonna try to take me or somethin!" Kai gasped and stuttered. "N-no! I never said that!"

Rei laughed. "It SOUNDS like it! What, do you think he's fucking me on the side or somethin? Afraid he'll get to me before you can? Well, you're wrong Kai! Wrong!" Rei grabbed his shoes up from the ground and ran out the door, tears streaming down his face. He had never told so many lies before. And he had never felt so much pain from telling them. Rei ran. He ran all the way down the street, and so on. He stopped only from exustion, collapsing on the sidewalk. He panted, and the tears streamed down his face. He told himself to stop crying, but tears still poured relentlessly. He felt he could cry no more, but the tears countinued falling. He tried to stand back up, but exaustion pulled him back down, along with his conscience.

"How could I do that to Kai?" He thought, his forehead pressed against the pavement. He had lied, about everything. Tala had skipped more then two times, he had skipped like 20, and He and Tala had gotton there hand on pot and did get high before, but that was only once, but he wasnt sure that Tala still did it. And the last part was only parcially true. Tala only had sex with Rei, and no one else, at least that's what Rei thought. Then the worst of all, he said that Kai must have thought him and Tala were fucking, even though he said it wasn't true, Rei knew it was 100 true. But he loved Kai, more his spirit then his body, and he didnt want to loose him.

Even though it had only been a few weeks, Rei felt more then just a sexual love towards Kai. Unlike Tala, Kai had something about him that didn't make Rei want to have sex with him, but merely sit in his arms, and hold him tight. Rei cried. He wanted to run back and appologise to Kai for yelling. But, then there was Tala. Rei loved Tala, in a different way then Kai, but he did feel for him greatly. He didn't want Kai to rat Tala out like that. He knew Tala was better then that. It didn't matter what Tala did, he was still a really great person. Rei struggled to his feet. Tala. That's who he'd go see. He would find out if Kai was lying or not. Rei had realized he hardly knew anything about him, except for he had a lobster fetish, loved Russian pop, and had a bed that ate things. All three of those sounded a little strange. A little too strange...

Rei forced himself onto his feet. He felt a power grow insdie that he never felt before. Did Tala have secrets? Was everything he said just something to cover up what he truly felt? Rei thought about it as he trudged onward. The music. He knew hardly any Russian, except the bits and peices he picked up off of Tala here and there. Could he understand any of the music Tala played? Usually music is an expression of one's soul. Or of one's desire. Tala wasn't depressed, or he'd have on slow sad music, and if he was a drug freak like Kai said he was, he'd probably have on strage circus music...or rock, but techno? Rei's brain began to hurt. He never thought hard like this, not even in Math. He picked up his feet and walked faster, before coming to a halt at the street corner to read the sign. It was Tala's street! He had led himself to Tala's house somehow. The sky had turned a light blue as he walked on, the sun was beginning to rise. He thought of his parents. "Fuck them." He thought. Rei had more importent things to do.

He approached Tala's house. The car was there, which meant his parents were home now. He went around the side of the house and knocked on the window to Tala's bedroom. He didn't actually think anyone would answer, but the window slid open, and Tala peeped out, his eyes half closed from tiredness.

"Hey Rei," He mumbled, a smile coming on his lips. "Why ya here, at this time in the morning?"

"I wanted to talk to you." Rei replied. Tala pushed the window up all the way, so Rei could climb in. Rei entered the oh-so-familier room, and joined Tala on the bed.

Tala yawned. "What did ya wanna talk about?" Rei shrugged. "Well, last night, I went to Kai's house and...we had sex-" Tala interupted him. "Really! How'd he do? Was he good? Is he a mouner or a screamer? Is his dick really 3 inches long, I heard it was three inches long."

"What? Who said it was- wait, no! We're not gonna go into that. Well, I woke up earlier this morning and while Kai was sleeping and realized I had to go home or my parents would freak. So long story short. He held me down and got into my phone and saw that you called 12 times. Now he's pissed cause he don't like you, and he said bad things about you, and told me to leave you alone and stop hanging around with you."

Tala didn't at all sound surprised about anything Rei was saying. "What did he say about me?" Tala asked calmly. Rei shrugged again. "Well...well he said you were a drug addict and a whore...he didnt really say a lot, he just said he heard you were a bad person. Tala rolled his eyes. "I don't care what that freak says..." Tala said, with a small yawn at the end of his sentence. "So, you came to me at 6 o'clock in the morning to tell me this?" Rei nodded. But then began to shake his head. "Well no, there's more. I want to know if what he said was true." Tala turned to Rei, the look of bewilderment on his face. "What? What makes you think i'm a whore and I do drugs?"

Rei bit his lip. "It's just that, Kai made me realize that I don't know a lot about you." Tala turned his head and looked away from Rei, but then quickly reached for his bedside drawer.

"I guess I could tell you Rei, it doesn't really go along with what Kai said, but I guess it's clsoe enough." Tala pulled out a small plastic orange bottle which was labled 'Zoloft' on the side, followed byTala's name. Rei stared at it and almost laughed. "You're on Zoloft? Why the hell would your parents put you on that? Your everything BUT depressed." Tala let out a sigh. "Yeah, I know. It's a light dose the doctors are giving me though, and I guess my parents think i'll become one of those crazy goth teenagers that end up jumping off bridges." Rei laughed. "I don't think so Tala, you always seem so cheerful." Tala put the medicine back in the drawer.

"Well, yeah, but ever since i've started taking this medicine i've been feeling weird. Sad sometimes you know, and a feeling of want, but I just don't know what it is that I want. I've also had a horrible headache since after you left last night, I don't think I should have jumped around to my music so much."

Rei put hand to Tala's forehead. He did feel a little warm. "Why don't you ask your parents to take you off the drug sice you're feeling this way. It must be a side affect, seeing as how you're not depressed, and the medicines not finding anything to cure." Tala shook his head. "I already asked them. I told them I wasn't depressed, and they said that they knew that but...nevermind..."

"What?" Rei asked.

"Nothing, nothing at all."

They both sat in silence, just enjoying eachothers company. It seemed like forever before any of them said a word. Rei looked at the clock. 7:15. He'd better go home before his parents woke up and found him still missing. Rei sat up, causing Tala to jerk somewhat.

"I gotta go Tala, my parents will call the police and report me missing if i don't go back before they wake." Tala opened his arms and Rei kissed him lightly on the lips. The feeling of dread washed over him again. The same feeling he had when he had told Kai that he had never slept with Tala. Rei was the first to pull away. Tala gave a tired and surprised look, but said nothing. He just lowered his head back onto the pillow. Rei picked up his shoes he had not yet put on and finally pulled them on to his feet. He opened the window and was about to step out when he remembered something else.

"Oh Tala, I almost forgot, I wanted to ask you if, well...if I was the only one?" Tala blinked his eyes a few times. "No." He replied simply, his eyes at his feet. Rei purced his lips and nodded. He took one big step out the window, closed it, and was on his way home.

"Maybe," He thought, "Maybe Kai was right after all."

Wow...this chapter got dark fast. Rei THINKING? Tala with his techno. Shows what you feel or usually desire. hint hint Hm...Kai knows some things about Tala...but who told him? Tala on Zoloft? But that's a medication for 18, right? For depression? Not likely. hint hint Why are these sudden thoughts of dread sweeping over Rei evertime he kisses Tala? What happened in the course of an hour to make Rei leave his old ways? Things are beginning to a little darker. BUT i'll lighten the mood by saying Ian gets his nose so pointy by sharpening it on a rock every morning. It doesn't hurt, (much) Why do all my fanfics get dark around the fifth chapter? Every single one of them...well...I only have two others...der...This is a romance/humor story for crying out loud! Where's Tala with his fuzzy lobster doll?

(heads up next chappie peeps!) REVIEW! NOW! BEFORE I EAT YOUR...ARMS!

Tala: mmm...arms...

Rei: wat?

Tala: nothing...cough i don't eat limbs in my spare time, I SWEAR!

Also, none of you noticed in the last chappie, Kai reached for somethin, what was it i dunno, but his hands were still tied up! I'm not gonna bother changing it. I'm too lazy. I'll see if anyone first discovering this story see's my big mistake... now! REVIEW!