Sex, Love and Secrets
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Chapter 7: Saying Good-bye
"Oh Lee, Lee what do I do?" Rei asked, lifting his head up, tears falling rapidly down his face. "I don't know Rei, you havn't even told me what happened yet..."
Rei layed his head back on Lee's shoulder and began his story. "Kai and I have been going out for almost three weeks now, but I'm sleeping with Tala on the side. I had sex with Kai the other day, and we got in a fight afterwards because he looked in my phone and saw Tala was trying to call me. I guess he didn't like Tala. He said Tala was a drug addict and a whore, so I went to talk to Tala about it. I-I asked Tala if he was seeing anybody else besides me, and he said he was. Then this morning...this morning Tala told me it was Bryan...Bryan Kuznetsov. I was jealous, and I was upset, because I cared for Tala and I didn't want that other boy to get in my way. We got in a fight, and now...I don't think i'll ever be Tala's friend again!"
Rei suck his head back into Lee's shoulder and began sobbing loudly. Lee sighed. "Oh Rei-Rei...I thought you would have learned by now. I left you because I caught you around Kevin, and I thought it would teach you something. Apperetly it didn't, because you did it again. How do you think Kai will feel when he really finds out you've been with Tala the whole time? He'll leave you, you know he will. He'll do the same thing I did. Then who do you go to in times of need? You say Tala doesn't want you anymore, so there's going to be no one left."
Rei sniffled and glaced up into Lee's creamy brown eyes. "I have you Lee." Lee was silent. "No, you don't Rei...you had you're chance with me before, and you failed." Rei whimpered, "I'm sorry Rei...I'm...I'm going out with someone else, and I don't to leave them for you. I'll be your friend and all, but I won't be your boyfriend."
Rei began sobbing uncontrolably again. "No! Please Lee! Tala has left me, Kai will leave me, the only person I have left is you!" A bell rang, signaling the end of first period. Lee stood up, Rei was latched to his leg, his nails dug into Lee's pants. "Rei get off! I hafta go..."
"NO!" Rei shouted. Lee reached down and pried Rei's hand from his leg, and scrambled away to the door. "No no no...Please don't go! I need you Lee, I need you!" Rei rolled helplessly on the bathroom floor, his body shaking spasmodicaly. Lee stared at Rei with pity. "Get off the floor Rei, you look pathetic." Then with that Lee left, leaving Rei alone on the floor.
Rei knew he needed to get up. Someone would come in sooner or later. Rei wiped his face eagerly with the back of his hand, drying the tears from his face. He stood up and kept stumbling from unstablitiy, but finally managed to stand flat on his feet. He limped over to the sink and began to wash his face. He glanced up in the mirror and winced. He looked horrible, his eyes were red and bloodshot, his face was pale, and his hair was matted. Rei retrieved his backpack from the corner and pulled out a hair brush. He brushed quickly, unknotting his black hair. He pulled out some make-up he never really wore and applied it to his face. He put on some white powder to cover his reddened cheeks, and some eyeliner to darken his eyes and somewhat cover the redness. He still looked upset afterward, but atleast he looked a little better. He left the bathroom right as the 2nd period bell rang and had to sneak into second period, luckly the teachers back was turned.
"'I'll have to tell Kai sooner or later." Rei thought. "But wait," He told himself. "I don't have to tell Kai! Kai will never have to find out. I just appologise for our argument a couple days ago, and everything will be back to normal." Rei smiled to himself. Everything would be okay.
The end of 2nd period seemed to come even quicker then normal, along with the 3rd and so on. Rei never saw Kai in the hallways, he was hoping he would so he could pull him off to the side and appologise so he could get it over with. The day ended much better then it began for Rei, and he felt like walking today, so he went ahead and left the school instead of waiting for the bus. Not a second after he walked out the front doors, he spotted Kai. Kai smiled at him when Rei approched.
"Come on, Rei, I wanna walk you home." Rei smiled, things were already getting better. Kai held his hand as they walked silenly down the road. Rei was the first one to speak. "Kai, I wanted to appologise about our fight the other day. I didn't mean to be son rude..."
Kai didn't sat anything. Rei looked up at him, he was frowning. "Rei...uhh..." Kai let go of Rei's hand. "Tala told me everything Rei." Rei gasped and practicly fell over. "Wha? He told- what did he tell you?"
Kai put his hands on his hips. "Don't play dumb Rei. He told me everything about you both. You were with him before you were even dating me, and he told me all about your jealousy of Bryan earlier in the bathroom." Rei gulped.
"I-I'm sorry Kai...I learned my lesson earlier...you will forgive me, right?" Rei whimpered and put on his cute-face. Kai scowled. "I don't know if I can forgive you Rei, you lied to me."
"Please Kai! I'm really sorry! I promise it will never happen again!" Rei felt tears coming on, but he didn't want to cry in front of Kai and have eyeliner streaming down his face. Kai stopped in the middle of the sidewalk. This reminded him of Tala's and his fight earlier this morning, and he knew what happened after that.
Kai reached over and grabbed hold of Rei's hand. "Come here..." He said. Rei took a step forward. Before he could ask what Kai was even doing, his lips were embraced within Kai's. Rei let go of Kai's hand and wrapped his arms around the stronger boy. Kai broke the kiss suddenly.
"Woah..uh...what?" Rei said. Kai pushed Rei away and began walking again. "Uh...woah...Kai um...what happened?"
"I shouldn't be kissing you after what you did to me..." Kai said. Rei giggled guiltily. "Well...um, uh, I thought you..." Kai shook his head. "Just shut-up Rei, hurry up, I'm still going to walk you home." Rei closed his mouth and still followed Kai. Before long they were at the driveway to Rei's house.
"Well...I'll see you later Rei..." Kai said, turning quickly. "Wait!" Rei shouted after him. He ran up, grabbing Kai's shirt and pulling him back. "Atleast walk me to my front door, please?" Kai's crimison eyes were flaiming, but he didn't refuse. "Fine..." He said with a sigh.
Rei smiled and led him up the driveway to the front door. "Okay can I leave now? Good." Kai turned again, but Rei pulled him back. "Not yet my love!" Rei giggled. Kai growled. "Reii..."
"I need a kiss before you go!" Kai rolled his eyes. "I don't think you deserve a kiss. Not after you cheated and lied to me, you're lucky i'm in a good mood, cause I get scary when I'm mad." Rei snickered. "Oh come on baby, you know you wanna kiss me." Rei fluttered his eye lashes and smiled. Kai had to admit, he did have sex appeal.
"Fine, one kiss." He said. Rei grabbed his hair gently and pulled him down for a kiss. "Wow..." Kai thought as Rei worked their kiss. He found himself beginning to take control, falling into Rei's miraculous show of passion.
"Mmm...baby you're so good." Rei moaned. Kai was slightly aroused by this and slid his hand into Rei's backpocket. "Dammit," He thought. "Why does Rei make me want him so bad?" He leaned Rei against the door and countinued their kiss. Rei's arms found their way around Kai's waist and pulled his body closer.
Kai removed his lips from Rei's, and Rei began to protest, but he grinned when he felt the lips return, this time on his neck. Rei let out a satisfied sigh. "Just...one little fuck Kai...that's all I want." Kai pulled his head away. "No Rei, you definently don't deserve that."
"Pretty please?" Rei frowned. He tightened his grip around Kai's waist and pulled him back until their noses were touching. "I said no.." Kai growled. He was starting to get pretty pissed at Rei's refusal to let him leave.
"My parents won't be home until later tonight, so we have the whole rest of the afternoon just to us. I'll even let you be on top this time." Rei whispered in Kai's ear, causing him to flinch. He had already felt himself getting aroused in their kiss, and Rei's offer of sex wasn't something he could force himself to pass up so easly. Kai put his large hand around Rei's slender waist, "Okay," He said, "One time, that's it." Kai felt nervous, this didn't feel right.
"Okay then, follow me." Kai followed Rei into his house and Rei him led his to his room. "In here." Rei said. Kai followed Rei in and he heard Rei lock the door behind him. Kai threw his backpack off and layed it by the door, along with his shoes and socks. Rei took off his shoes and socks to and was the first one on the bed. He opened his arms and Kai entered them. "I hope you know how to fuck." Rei whispered. Kai chuckled. "Of course." He pushed Rei onto his back and joined him in another kiss. Rei moaned with delight. "I love you Kai..." He sighed.
Kai ran his hand along the belt on Rei's pants. He wished he wasn't wearing it so he could get inside quicker. "I'll do it." Rei said, leaning up. He jumped off the bed and removed his belt quickly, along with the rest of his pants down to his boxers. Kai watched Rei, his eyes not even blinking, as he fumbled with the button of his pants. Rei saw him and giggled. "Why don't you let me get that?" Rei walked over and unbuttoned Kai's pants and pushed them to the ground. Kai stepped out of his pants and joined Rei back on the bed where they began to make out once more.
His hands groped around Rei's lower backside and played with the waistline of Rei's boxers. He let his hand slide in and move around. Rei wiggled his hips closer to Kai's body. "Mmmm." he moaned.
Rei layed back and let Kai remove the rest of his clothing. He closed his eyes as Kai began to massage his lower body. He soft sighs became short, gasping breaths as bucked his hips into Kai's warm touch. Rei felt the pressure growing inside him, and he knew his release wouldn't be far. He opened his legs further and whimpered. Kai apperently took the hint, stripped down naked, and began thrusting his length into Rei's tight cavern.
"Oh...oh baby...oh yes...nnn..." Rei sunk his head back into the pillow and moaned loudly. Kai became even more aroused by this act of pleasure, and joined Rei's chorus of moans. Sweat gathered on the edges of his pores, his body shook, and he came. He collapsed onto the other boy below him, with one final scream.
Kai stood up as soon as he was capible of doing so, and began to get dressed. "Wait Kai! What are doing you just can't leave!" Kai ignored Rei's whining and put his belt back on.
"Kai!" Rei stumbled over to Kai and held down his arms, stopping him from puiting on his clothes. Kai rolled his eyes. "Rei..." He said, "I told you I was leaving after this."
"Well you don't have to leave now!"
"Yes, I do."
"No!"
"Good-bye Rei."
Rei rushed over to Kai to stop him from leaving the room. "Don't leave Kai! I won't let you! If you say good-bye to me now...you'll be saying good-bye to me forever!"
Kai stared down at the gleaming yellow eyes he once saw as innocent, but now saw as discusting and tainted. "Rei...maybe I should say good-bye forever, it would be better for you, and me..."
"What! You can't just dump me! Not after we had sex!" Rei's eyes sparkled with tears as he tried to hold Kai back. Kai growled furiously.
"Fuck off Rei! Sex doesn't solve anything, and I don't know why you havn't learned that yet!" He flung Rei onto the ground and exited the room quickly before Rei could get back up.
Rei pulled over a long shirt he found laying on the ground, and ran after Kai, just in time to stop him at the front door. "Stop Kai!" He cried histericly, "If you leave me Kai...I won't have anybody left!"
"And you think I don't already know that! I don't think you understand what you did to me! You lied, you cheated, you used me for looks, and you never even cared about me! Then you think I would have never found out, that you would have kept screwing Tala behind my back and everthing would be fine and dandy! I don't think you so, and now it's over!"
With that, Kai left, leaving Rei speechless after him. Rei wanted to run up to his room and cry away the pain, but his legs failed to carry him, and his eyes refused to cry. He dropped onto the floor and only whimpered at his loss. He knew it was his falt, and Kai had pointed it all out and only made it clearer to him. Rei had made a big mistake, and he couldn't fix it. This meant no more Kai, no more Tala...no more life.
Rei eventually crawled back to his room, closed his door and layed on his messed up bed. He knew he'd get over it eventually. He had already tried to make things right and things just didn't work, so maybe he should start over brand new. Start over fresh, start a relationship with someone totally new. Make new friends that cared about him. But how do leave something behind when it's the one thing that rules your life? How do you let go?
Rei sniffled and closed his eyes. He lay ruined, ashamed, hopeless, and utterly broken. Sleep clouded him like a blanket. Things may be bad right now, the worst evert. But things can only get better, right?
I hope this chapter was good, it seemed a little rushed to me. The lemon scene was not as good as it could be, i'm all lemon-scened out. i'm trying to decide where to end the story, maybe in two more chapters...anyways, school starts for me tomorrow, and I'll be back to working again. This time i'll be sure to keep my fan fic notebook off my desk so ms. poopy jones won't take it. I hope all your holiday were great, and your returning to school won't be to painful. Ciao! (REVIEW)
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