Sex, Love and Secrets

Chapter 8: Dance!

Kai buried his head in his pillow.

"Oh god, what was I thinking!" He sighed, "I just left Rei! I fucked him and walked out. I am such an ASSHOLE!" Kai jumped up and hurled his pillow across the room, and it landed in the pile of other pillows. "Fucking idiot!" he screeched. "But he deserved it, all of it. Now he knows what it feels like to have someone to walk all over you. That bastard, I hope he burns...I hope he goes to hell and...and burns! Stupid, fucking, whore, bastard, stupid...stupid STUPID AHHG!" Kai reached around for another pillow to throw, but all objects near him had already been thrown across the room.

He could feel tears gathering up in his eyes. He didn't want to cry, but his heart was broken. He took a sheet and pulled it over his head. "I love you Rei..." He whispered, and began sobbing quietly.

Rei knocked on Tala's door and his overly happy mother answered the door. "Um, hi, could I speak to Tala?" She nodded and called to Tala. Rei took a breath. He hoped Tala wasn't furious with him still. He felt bad for treating him the way he did. He loved Tala, and Tala was the last person he could look to as a friend. Kai had left him, Lee was still avalible as a friend, but Rei didn't want to invole himself with Lee. Lee was innocent, conversing with the likes of Rei would taint him. Rei didn't want that to happen.

Tala eventually arrived at the door, an angry look on his face. "What do you want slut?" Rei winced. This wasn't how he wanted to start a conversation with Tala.

"Um, Tala...I just wanted to appolgise to you, i'm...i'm really really sorry...I still want to be your friend."

Tala crossed his arms. "Don't you think it's kinda late for that bud?" Rei gulped.

"But...I'm really sorry Tala. I don't have any friends anymore, and you're the only person I can look to now..."

"Kai left you I presume?"

Rei nodded.

Tala sighed. "I have Bryan over right now, i'd invite you in, but you to might quarll."

"Oh..." Rei mummbled. "I'll be nice to him, I promise, but if he hates me i'll just leave..."

"He doesn't hate you Rei, actually. Believe it or not he told me he's rather fond of you. He's says your dedicated and strong at heart. He says you act like you'll never give up and he admires that in you."

"Really?" Rei gasped. "Well, I think Bryan pretty cool too. I think i've always been jealous of him because he's like a reflection of me, sorta, ya know?"

Tala giggled. "Yeah, I think you and Bryan would get along real good, if you'd both settle your jealousies of eachother."

Tala led Rei into his room where Bryan was sitting on the bed flipping through pages of a lyric book. He looked up as they entered the room. "Bryan, you wouldn't mind if Rei came in for a while do you?"

Bryan smiled. "Not at all!"

Rei and Tala both sat on the bed next to Bryan. Nobody said anything at first. Rei wanted to appologise to Bryan for being such an ass, but he couldn't make the words.

"Well someone say something..." Bryan said.

"GUESS WHAT!" Tala shouted suddenly, flailing his arms out and practicly knocking Rei off the bed. "COME ON GUYS GUESS!"

"Um..okay...um...what?" Bryan asked.

"CHICKENS!" Tala shouted. Bryan shook his head and Rei laughed. "Interesting..." Rei giggled.

"No really, look." Tala reached onto his bedside table and grabbed a CD off the table. "I got the new t.A.T.u. CD! Arn't you proud of me Rei? Well, actually I know you could care less...but Bryan isn't proud of me, he says there's no reason to be proud about having a CD. He said he's had their CD WEEKS before I did! He's an ass if you ask me..." Bryan chuckled and went back to his lyric book.

"Well...I"m proud of you Tala. It takes guts to go to Wal-Mart and buy a 13 dollar CD..." Rei said.

Tala coughed. "Um...actually my mom bought it for me..."

"Oh." Rei said. "Well...I guess i'm glad for you, you're happy right?"

Tala nodded. "VERY!" He squeeled, and scrambled to his stereo to put the CD in.

"Uh, hey Bryan?"

"Hm?" Bryan mummbled, still reading lyrics.

"I uh...I wanted to appologise for being such an ass at school yesterday. I guess...I guess I wasn't ready to share Tala and I guess I didn't want to be the only person to be sleeping with him."

Bryan laughed. "No problem Rei. I adore you. I like how you don't give up on yours and Tala relationship because you know without him you won't be getting any good sex."

Rei raised an eyebrow. "Uh okay..."

"But I can see why you didn't want to give up his body, cause damn he's good in bed!" Bryan laughed but Rei only chuckled. Yes, Bryan was right. Tala was really good in bed, but it only made Rei feel left out. He couldn't sleep with Tala anymore and Kai had left him. He didn't know how long he could go without sex. He had never gone a week without it.

"Let's dance Rei! You too Bryan get ur ass on the pretend dance floor!" Tala yanked Rei off the bed, and Bryan wasn't far behind.

I complicated our lives
By falling in love with him
I complicated our lives
Now I'm losing my only friend
I don't know why, I had to try
Living my life on the other side
Now I'm so confused
I don't know what to do

The music boomed. "DANCE REI! DANCE!" Tala shouted over the music. "YES! DANCE!" Bryan shouted. Rei laughed. He didnt know how to dance, neither did Tala though, and neither then Bryan, they looked like retards as they jumped up and down to the beat. "What the hell?" thought Rei, "Why not?" He jumped and down with Bryan and Tala, and eventually a pillow smacked right in his face. A pillow fight had begun. Rei was laughing for the first time in about 2 days. All this fun and laughter made him completly forget about Kai. He had Tala back, but only as a friend, and that was good enough for him. Also, Bryan was his friend now, which made one less enemy.

Bryan and Tala started screaming and singing as another CD was entered into the player, and when it kicked in he heard it was in Russian. Even though he couldnt understand it, it didn't matter. It was music and it made him happy. Jump up, shout it loud and dance.

should i make another chap? does kai deserve to be left forever? or should they get back together? sorry it took so long to update my myspace was being a little fuck and i was with my mom eating brownies all last week and practicly cutting off my finger. ah well, review, tell me if u likes, and i will update. I'm half way done with 2nd chap of ADDICTION and 3rd chap. of ANGELS FALL FIRST, if any of you peeps care. so review, i got to get off the computer before i get strangled by my fowther...if it is, thank you all for your lovely reviews! kisses i love you all! stay around for sequel to Longing for Someone you Love if you like that one. Give me some idea to build on too, please? CIAO!