My god! It's been so long since I updated this! SO SORRY! To be honest, I forgot about this story...SO SORRY!

Anyway, to make up for my many months of silence- not only will I start updating this fiction again- BUT- this chapter is also sweet, sweet Haru X Yuki action. Lol. I amuse myself.

I wonder if my writing his improved in so long? Enjoy...

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He didn't know anything...Akito knew nothing about me and Haru.

Yuki should have felt a lot more pleased with the fact he had managed to keep his dirty little secret safe, but something bothered him.

He knew what he was doing was wrong, and he was tired of keeping it hiden from other people.

Having such a sordid secret was weighing Yuki down.

Maybe I should tell people about me and Haru? If we started going out like normal people, I wouldn't feel so bad.

But...what about Kyo?

Yuki stopped walking, and noticed where he was actually heading.

Ha ha. I'm going back to Haru's room and I didn't even realize.

I know I love Kyo more than anything- but maybe I should date Haru.

Loving someone who doesn't love you back is just too painful. I feel so alone when I'm not with Haru- even though he is not the one I love.

Yuki sighed, and knocked on Haru's door- which was opened quickly.

"Yuki!" Haru lookd concerned and forced Yuki to come inside, closing the door after him."What happened? Are you okay?"

He loves me. But I don't love him.

Why don't I love him?

Yuki looked blankly at Haru and grabbed the top of his shirt. Haru stopped talking and looked down at Yuki, who had slowly started undoing Haru's shirt.

"Yuki," Haru let out, before pressing his lips against the rats.

Yuki let has hands wonder over Haru's now bare chest, and the warmth he found there was comforting.

So what if I can't get Kyo? I can fake love here with Haru.

Haru fumbled with his belt and zip, while still kissing Yuki.

Yuki moaned softly- finding the kiss fulfilling and let any thoughts about Kyo wash over him. He gave into Haru's will completely, and smiled unmoving as his clothes were ripped off of him piece by piece.

Yuki panted, lips parting from his cousins for a heavy pause- the 'if I'm gonna back out, do it now' silence that he and Haru did without thinking about anymore.

The look in Yuki's eyes warned Haru that he wouldn't be allowed to turn back even if he wanted to.

"Fuck me," Yuki moaned huskily, tugging the top of Haru's jeans futher down his thighs- and licking down his chest in the process. Haru raised a slender eyebrow towards Yuki, who's head resurfaced from it's descent.

"You don't love me," Haru said dully, suggesting that he didn't actually care either way.

"Love has nothing to do with what we're doing," Yuki smiled- before pushing Haru back onto a chair behind him, making his boxers and jeans come to rest at his slightly parted knees.

"Don't use me as a tool to get over Kyo, you asshole." Haru snapped through the atmosphere, which made Yuki step back.

"I-I'm not," He leaned over Haru, and bit down on his ear. Haru winced, and took advantage of Yuki leaning over him- by taking the rats nipple into his mouth.

Yuki let out a soft moan, before he let Haru's hands ease him down onto the chair, and onto Haru.

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The loud moans were easy for the cat to hear from outside in the hallway. Just in case he was mistaken as to whose voice's were making the noise- every once in a while "Yuki!" or "Haru" would be let out.

Kyo's fists were tightly clenched- his fingernails had broken the surface of his skin and blood was slowly dripping down onto the wooden floor.

He felt totally empty. Completely hollow and alone. His worst nightmare had actually come to pass- and it was acting out in front of him; no picture, just the sound- which left more than he wanted to the imagination.

"I love you, Yuki..." Kyo whispered at the door, before completely collasping- crying violently and passionately. His hands reached towards the door handle, but he didn't have the mental strenght to open it- let alone touch it.

He just sat by the door and waited for them to stop.

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Semi- cliff hanger? Poor Kyo-chan...

Thanks for reading, and I'd love to know what you thought of this!