You know, they say that the most dangerous person is one with nothing left
to lose. Well, SD-6 tried to make me that person. They tried to strip me of
everything. My freedom, my personal life, my friends, my fiancé. the list
goes on and on. Hell, they even tried to take my identity away from me.
So, thanks to SD-6 and Salone, I have nothing left to lose, except the three most important things in my life. My father, Vaughn and my friends. And if there's one thing I'm not prepared to lose, it's them. I don't think I could live without them. You call it an excess of love for them or you can call it cowardice, but I can't imagine a future without them. I don't think that I want to live without them.
I want out of this life that I'm forced to lead so much sometimes I can feel it. I know that I'm good at what I do, but that's not the point. I know I've realized that I want out before, but I can't think of anything else that I want more. I know that we can do it, that we can take down SD-6 with a little help from the CIA. After all, it's what we - my father, Vaughn and myself are trained for.
The only problem is, I haven't come up with a single plausible plan. Oh, I've thought of ways and plans that might work, but they're much too risky to try. I'm not willing or able to risk my father and Vaughn's lives. On top of that risk, there's the risk of exposing my father and myself as double agents which would have fatal consequences for both of us. So no, for now, I have to just try not to crack. Because there's nothing else I can do.
The torture in Moscow has changed my. I'm no longer the same woman who boarded that plane to Russia. I'm. colder now, more willing to kill the bastards who left me there to go through that. I joined SD-6 out of loyalty to my country. As is turns out, I've been betraying them on every mission I've worked. When I first joined, I thought that I was working for the good guys. I couldn't think of a worse group of people to work for. They lie to all of their employees. They kill innocents without a second thought. And I'm determined to stop them from ruining anymore lives.
So, thanks to SD-6 and Salone, I have nothing left to lose, except the three most important things in my life. My father, Vaughn and my friends. And if there's one thing I'm not prepared to lose, it's them. I don't think I could live without them. You call it an excess of love for them or you can call it cowardice, but I can't imagine a future without them. I don't think that I want to live without them.
I want out of this life that I'm forced to lead so much sometimes I can feel it. I know that I'm good at what I do, but that's not the point. I know I've realized that I want out before, but I can't think of anything else that I want more. I know that we can do it, that we can take down SD-6 with a little help from the CIA. After all, it's what we - my father, Vaughn and myself are trained for.
The only problem is, I haven't come up with a single plausible plan. Oh, I've thought of ways and plans that might work, but they're much too risky to try. I'm not willing or able to risk my father and Vaughn's lives. On top of that risk, there's the risk of exposing my father and myself as double agents which would have fatal consequences for both of us. So no, for now, I have to just try not to crack. Because there's nothing else I can do.
The torture in Moscow has changed my. I'm no longer the same woman who boarded that plane to Russia. I'm. colder now, more willing to kill the bastards who left me there to go through that. I joined SD-6 out of loyalty to my country. As is turns out, I've been betraying them on every mission I've worked. When I first joined, I thought that I was working for the good guys. I couldn't think of a worse group of people to work for. They lie to all of their employees. They kill innocents without a second thought. And I'm determined to stop them from ruining anymore lives.