Secrets

Chapter 2 - Thoughts

Disclaimer: Not mine, It's JKR's, Got it?

James' POV

"Ok who besides me, thinks I should go out with Lily? Because she is not only hot she is smart and I think she digs me." I was asking my half asleep friend.

"I don't care go ask her out if you like her this much" Sirius said rolling over desperately trying to get away from me. Unfortunately he was already at the edge of his bed, so he fell to the floor with a satisfying thud. He mumbling something about how he should kill me one of these days.

"you wouldn't kill me, then you would only have a serious Remus, an annoying Peter, you really need a stag in your life." I said jokingly while Sirius crawled back in his bed.

"Ok either go bug Remus and Peter or go to sleep." Sirius half pleaded me.

"Alright see ya, if you need me I have the mirror, or just check the map." I called over my back as I walked out the door, I had just decided I was going to go to the library to see what I can mess with.

I was looking through some spell book when I saw it a spell to make you telepathic. It was really complicated so I was sitting there for hours. Even thought the full moon was tonight I really wanted to know what Lily was thinking. The book said you had to be looking at the person to hear their thoughts so if I just didn't look at any one I wouldn't get a huge head ache. So I spent the whole morning in the library when I finally figured it out so I tried it out and it worked because when I looked at the librarian I got really scared, she was singing in her head. (and let me tell you she really can't sing)

I ran to lunch tell the Marauders. But when I told them they just looked at me like I was insane. Just then Lily Evans walked in looking really sad.

"Lily come sit with us, you look sad what's wrong?" I called out to her. When she sat down by me, the only thing I could think was YES .

"I don't know why you think I'm sad there is absolutely nothing wrong." she said sniffling.

"well maybe I think your sad because your crying" I told her, but I was not expecting her to do what she did next. Lily threw her arms around my neck and just sobbed into my shoulder.

"my best friend Ian his d-dad, he died and I-I guess Ian couldn't take it h-he tried to co-commit sui-suicide and now he-hes in a coma."

"I'm so sorry Lily." just then I looked right at her head and I heard what she was thinking.

I'm just going to run away tonight if I have to I'll fly away. Why is James being so nice to me it's not normal, ugh but why do I feel comfort from him? This isn't normal either.

I looked away I wasn't going to intrude in her thoughts any more. Holy shit this was fucking serious I don't know what the hell to do.

"well do you want to go up to the common room so you can lie down? You might feel a bit better."

Lily just put her arms further around my neck so I pulled her in closer to my body, but then she fainted.

"oh shit! Well way to go lover boy! What did ya do?" Sirius said.

"um nothing? I don't think." I replied trying to wake Lily up by turning her over and blowing on her face (didn't do much just moved her hair out of her face.).

"well could you at least help me get her up so I can take her to the common room?" I asked the rest of them.

"ok can some one get her bag and some one help me get her up."

Sirius helped me get her legs up so I could carry her, and Remus got her bag and set it on top of her, Peter just sat there useless.

"alright now I think you should take her to the hospital wing." Remus told me. And considering he is the most sensible of us all I took his advice.

Just as I was walking out of the great hall a completely black falcon landed on Lily's knee and started screeching at me as though I did something wrong! Lily started waking up.

"Leo? Leo what's wrong?" Lily opened her eyes completely.

Oh my god what happened? Why is he holding me?

"wait before you say anything, you fainted I was just taking you to the hospital wing. Please don't scream at me"

"ok well I'm fine now you can put me down" Lily said while I was setting her down.

"um do you have a broom?" I just didn't want her to leave.

"no why?"

"never mind, you need help up the stairs?"

"I'm fine James I think I can get up the stairs by my self." which turned out to be completely untrue on the first step she nearly fell.

"Here come over here with me I know an easier way." I offered my hand to her and she took it so I led her over to a tapestry and pulled it to the side to reveal a tunnel.

"how did you know about this?"

"uh I found it one day and now I use it a lot." I let her in before me so I could hear her thoughts.

This is really weird I've never seen this before, I can't believe how nice James is being to me. Ugh I want to kiss him but- no I can't. UGH! Why are you thinking about that now? Of all times—god where do your priorities lie stupid Lily.

Hmm so Lily wants to kiss me, this I is getting interesting. Lily put her arm around me shoulder for support I guess she wasn't feeling so stable on her own. We were walking down the passage for a while, it felt like it got a lot longer since the last time I used it. We were almost at the end now and I could see a little light. I turned to Lily the little bit of light from the corridor beyond was out lining her face I could see a hint of her beautiful green eyes. Just then I leaned in and kissed her, she kissed back just before she pulled away.

Oh shit, what am I doing?

"Potter! I have a boyfriend."

"oh shit."

:End:

A/N: About the iPod at the beginning its not set in the 70's it's in now time sorry but I felt like changing it. Next chapter will change from Lily's POV to James' so sorry if you don't like POV changes.