A poem I wrote a while ago and just discovered last night. Told by Lulu.
You
Choking back tears
Choking back emotion
Releasing all my fears
Screaming out from devotion
All is quiet, still and silent
I hope that it will cleanse me
My body mind and spirit
Have all been tainted
I need solace
To be able to survive
When I look at you
I try to make you smile
To make you laugh and joke a bit
But it never lasts a while
Hurt, anguish pain and angst
Is this all I will know?
When memories are all that's left
What will they show?
Will they show rare the rare times, happy memories?
Or will they cease to provide the comfort that I may need?
Will they be bold, will they be bright?
Will they be dark, and black and gaunt?
To lay in the murky depths and haunt…
Me…you…us…
Insomnia runs rampant
In the mind of the troubled
In my mind it's persistent
That's why my eyes hurt so much
That's why I can't stand anybody's touch
And that's why I died a long time ago
Maybe not physically
But in my soul
No matter how dark the night
Morning always comes
But I have no been able to see the rising sun
The burning ball of gas
That sets in the west
Has only came back once
But never again
My world crashed around me
And I have nowhere to go
The only things I have are my mind, body and soul
So now I will tell you
Why I wrote this down
I did it to teach you
To keep what you have
Keep who you have
Treasure existence
And your guardian angels above
For if you care my friend
They will treat you with love
Hope it was ok. I tried to write what Lulu may be feeling, her emotions and feelings and what she was thinking when she lost Chappu. Review and tell me what you think.