AUTHOR: trista groulx (dustytiger)
DISCLAIMER: alex, jimmy, kim, bobby, bosco, yokas, sully, davis, DK, walsh, lombardo, carlos, doc, ect NOT MINE don't own 'em, it's unfortunate really, i'm just borrowing 'em, letting them play a little, and then returning them (reltivly) unharmed, still not working, so don't sue, all you'll get is my credit card debt and two bratty calico cats!
RATING: PG-13, T, TV14, if you can handle the show you can handle this, just adult situations and language warnings, nudity but it's fic you don't see anything unless you've got a graphic imagination!
CONTENT: so far... alex/jimmy sex, bobby/kim ust, kim/bosco sex, bosco/jimmy feud, walsh/alex ust
SPOILERS: anything and everything up to a rock and hard place
SUMMARY: bosco sees something he probably shouldn't have which leads him to believe that kim's a slut, and he has to tell his partner all about it!
AUTHORS NOTES: you're such a good rabbid rabbit of doom laugh, and the muse is also being forthcoming, this one deals with bosco faith, no shippiness sowwie, still a fun little lesson tho
DEDICATION:
Bosco was walking back to where the crowd had gathered to watch the fire. He had been doing crowd control with his partner, which he hated. As he was standing around yelling at people he felt the urge to go to the washroom.
On his way he had noticed that there were a couple ambulances sitting waiting for victims. On his way back he quickly glanced to see if Kim was on the scene too. Maybe he could convince her to come talk to him while she waited. He noticed that one of the buses had left.
He glanced over at the one that was left he could see if Kim was still there. She was really easy to recognize she was the only one with a long brown hair in ponytail. When he saw her he was very surprised by what he saw.
She was engaged in a quick, sloppy, but not very chaste kiss with someone else in a medic's uniform. He tried to pick up his jaw off the ground, but the other medic pulled her back, wrapped his arms around her waist
Bosco knew he walk away quickly, hoping not to get caught when he realized that he had watched them for a long moment. He assumed that they were trying to keep whatever was going on a secret. He was pretty sure the guy was her partner.
When he got Yokas looked annoyed with him. He had taken a little longer then he probably should have in the washroom.
"What?" he asked, innocently.
"What took you so long?"
"God, I had to take a leak, next time I'll stop in the middle, if you want me to!"
"Just hurry up next time!"
"I went as fast as I could."
"Sure, you did."
"I don't take as long as you!"
She shook her head. "That's different, you don't have to sit on the disgusting, probably peed on many times seat."
"That's disgusting!"
"And true, you can get all kind of diseases if you don't put something on the seat, or kind of hover over it.."
"I'm just glad I have a penis."
"You would," she muttered under her breath.
"What did you say?"
She shook her head, but didn't want to repeat it to get him started on a rant. It was not long before they were able to leave the scene. Bosco was really glad about leaving. They both got into the car, and drove away.
"She's a goddamn slut!" Bosco exclaimed.
"Who?"
"Kim!"
"What changed? You were practically bowing down to her dirty alter this morning, and you never called her a slut for it."
Bosco shook his head. "I saw her kissing some medic when I was coming back from the can."
"It could have been her partner."
"If I kissed my like that, she'd kick my ass and have me up on sexual harassment charges so fast it'd make my head spin!"
"Maybe-"
"I know what a friendly kiss looks like, and I know what a not so friendly, wanting to hide it kiss is. It was that more then a friendly kind of kiss."
"So what?"
"She tells me last night she doesn't want to see me, she's not looking for love."
"And you are?"
"Quit interrupting me! So she says she's not looking for anything, and all this shit. Now I see her today making out with some other guy."
"It's gone from a kiss to making out, has it?" Yokas laughed.
"I'm serious, this was something."
"Next you're gonna say you saw 'em coming out of the bus buttoning their shirts up. You're just pissed off cause she had her way with you and then left you in the cold."
"Whatever."
"You're mad cause she beat you to the punch. Had she just given you her number you probably would have never called her again."
"That's not true!"
"Bullshit! You do it to most of your, dates."
"But she's different."
"She's only different cause you weren't the one to say I'll probably not call."
"She's special."
"It's not love, it's not even lust, Bos, you got your ego bumped. You had a great night with her, and you got your ass kicked by Doherty and for what? One night, and for her to tell you she wasn't interested in another night."
Bosco shook his head. "That's not it at all."
"You're full of it."
"You don't even know me."
"I know you better then almost anyone else, I've been riding with you too damn long."
"Even if I went back in time I wouldn't tell the past me not to do her cause Doherty would kicked the crap out of me. It was worth the look on his face!"
Yokas shook her head. "So what's the big deal?"
"It just pisses me off the day after she's with me I see her with some other guy."
"You don't know that it meant anything."
"It does make her a slut, and my previous statement was right."
Yokas shrugged. "How about we change the subject?"
"Why?"
"Cause I don't really feel like having this conversation."
He smiled. "Why not?"
"It just bugs me, all right?"
"Why?"
"I don't like hearing about your escapades."
"Look I'm just pissed off, and I need to talk to someone."
"Why me?" She asked.
"Cause you're here. It just pisses me off that she tells me she's not interested in another night with me, but she's got her claws into someone else already. Obviously she's looking for more then a one night stand."
"Maybe she just doesn't want a relationship with the likes of you."
"Why wouldn't she want that?"
Yokas shook her head. "For one thing, you don't like commitment very much."
"I'm not saying I wanna marry her."
"Also, you don't tend to stick around women who have kids. The only kids you seem to like are mine."
"I wouldn't have to meet hers."
"If you were looking to have something more then a one night stand with her, you'd probably end up having to meet him."
Bosco shook his head. "Look, I just."
"You're pissed off that you weren't the one to say that you had a great time, and don't bother calling, cause I'm not answering the phone."
"That's not it at all!"
"It is, and now you're getting defensive about it. If she hadn't said it, you probably would have, and we wouldn't be having this conversation. You would have just come in this morning bragging about this chick you nailed, and that would be that."
"You don't know that for sure."
"Not for one hundred percent sure, but pretty damn close. I'm sure that one of the main reasons you actually went along with her was to piss off Doherty, not because you thought she was special."
He shrugged. "That was defiantly part of it."
Faith rolled her eyes. "Then get past it, brag about it like you do with everyone else, and let it rest."
He nodded. "Think I'll hear from her again?"
She shrugged. "I don't know. I guess if things don't work out with her partner, you may. You may also need to watch your back again if it happens that way."
"Yeah."
"But, honestly, I doubt it. If she said she wasn't looking for anything serious, she probably wouldn't come back for more."
"Why not?"
"Cause after a couple of times being with a guy you have expectations."
"Like what?"
"At least to be somewhat in love with him, to be able to justify your actions."
He looked at her puzzled. "Justify what, exactly?"
"Guys are expected to go off and be womanizers, there's nothing wrong with that. Does even the phrase male slut have anything on she's a slut?"
Bosco shrugged. "I guess not."
"Exactly. Women are taught that you have sex because you love a man, not cause you enjoy it, and no matter how much you want to think you can get away that voice will always be there. Reminding you that you want to be a good girl not a slut. So if you're sleeping with a guy a few times you have to feel something for him to justify it."
"Sounds confusing."
"It is."
"That why you don't do the one night stand thing?"
She sighed. "A lot of it right now has to do with the fact that I'm married, but yeah. I like to think that I'm a good girl from the most part."
"But the bad ones are so much more fun."
"So I've been told, but even the bad ones have the same pangs of self loathing if they're with the same guy too much without caring about him."
Bosco looked puzzled for a moment. "I don't get it. I mean, I've had long standing casual flings with women."
"For you they were just casual, for them it was probably meant to be something more."
"I think I'm starting to see why a lot of women hate me."
Yokas laughed. "Probably."
"Though I say, hate the game not the player!"
"Not the way things work right now, and it's not even the player that some of them hate. It's themselves for doing it."
Bosco shook his head. "Everyone does it, you may as well enjoy it."
Yokas laughed. "Yeah, but it's supposed to be done for the purpose of procreating."
"Don't remind me! I don't even want to think about that!"
"I don't wanna think about any half Bosco's running around New York!"
"Don't say that!"
"Why the hell not?"
"You're gonna jinx it, I've been lucky so far."
"As far as you know!"
"Quit saying that!"
"Well it's the truth."
He shook his head. "All right let's change the subject."
"All right."
"How are your kids?"
Bosco knew that that was the best way to get her to talk about something else, that wasn't overly serious. Yokas had pretty much figured out what he had been doing, but she didn't care at least she could pretend that someone wanted to hear about her kids.
tbc... (next we shall learn lesson 8; boys)
end notes: i told you i'd have some more stuff at the precinct ;) there's just more drama at the firehouse right now, don't you think? anyway i hope you like it, pls keep the reviews coming i love 'em they keep me going hugz and kissez trista