babygirl2006: thanks. I'm glad you like it :)
SVU Chicky: I'm not usually too interested in song fics either, but I've gotten inspired.
CaliChica-RumbleQT: drama is fun. hehe
This chapter is short, but I like it. Its Spencer'sthoughts in third person. Hope you like it too.
Artist: Alana Grace Song: Black Roses Red
(I don't own anything)
Can I ask you a question please
Promise you won't laugh at me
Honestly I'm standing here
Afraid I'll be betrayed.
Spencer had been thinking a lot lately, and she had come to a conclusion. She had a crush on Ashley. She'd known for a while, but she hadn't even had the courage to admit it to herself. Why was it so much harder for her to make a move on Ashley than it had been to make moves on guys in the past? She felt paralyzed the the space between friendship and more than that. She hadn't had experiences with girls, Ashley had had plenty. That was one thing that scared Spencer.
As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreams
So let the morning light come in and let the darkness fade away
Chorus:
Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?
She dreamed of Ashley, and that was scary too. When they weren't alone, she was safe from the desires. But when they were alone, Spencer felt whole. It sounded corny, but it really felt as if Ashley completed Spencer in the best possible way.
Drowning in my loneliness
How long must I hold my breath
So much emptiness inside I could fill the deepest sea
I reach to the sky as the moon looks on
One last year has come and gone
It's time to let your love rain down on me
When she was by herself, Spencer yearned for Ashley, and was infinitely lonely. With Ashley anxiously shutting her out, it was even worse. There was a big part of Spencer missing. On that particular Friday, Spencer looked up at the moon. She was tired of being lonely, and there was only one way to remedy that.
Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz
I'm feelin like I'll blame it on love (x6)
Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz I'm feelin like I'll blame in on love
I'm feeling like I'll blame it on love (until fades)