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Disclaimer: Don't own nothing but the poems and the story setting.

Warning: Crappy poems. Fluff and a tiny bit of angst

This is actually my second piece the other one was a draft and I replaced it. So if it's changed a little, don't be surprised.

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Crimson Eyes Rejection

Takao Pov

"Kai, I'm going up to change, ok?"

He blushed and nodded at me as I walked up the stairs. Feeling his eyes on me, I shook my head. Yes, I know that he likes me. It was pretty obvious, the way he stammered, the way he blushed. Gosh, He's and open book. Yes, I'm not as dumb as I seem. Surprise? Well I love him too. But I'm not as dumb as to show him that. No, I'm not. Or I'll be a walking tomato.

Anyway back to my situation. The gang is currently at Kai's house for our Friday movie night. It was Kai's turn. I walked up to the room and changed to my nights. I just wore an oversize shirt with stars on it and a santa hat but with the same blue background and stars on it just like the shirt. Guess who got it for me for a present? I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth.

Now back to Kai. I knew he loved me, yes, I loved him back. But I guess I thought he'll never be serious with me. And another thing, when we finally do confess, it'll be him to do the first. No Takao Kinomiya does not, will not make the first move.

I went out of the room and stretched. Out of the corner of my eyes, I saw a dimly lit room. Curiosity got the better of me, I walked over to it.

Kai's Pov

"Kai, I'm going up to change, ok?" I nodded at him and stared at his petite figure. I felt the blood rising up my cheeks, spreading all around my face.

"Kai, you ok?" Ray asked me.

"Yeah, I'm ok." He stared at me.

"You're thinking 'bout him, aren't you?"

"Aren't you suppose to be playing with Max." I smirked as he blushed at my words.

"KAI!" He was about to argue but I heard Max called him back. How obvious can those two be?

"Coming.." I chuckled lightly and he glared at me. Saw him walking like a robot back to Max, I sighed.

I walked to the couch and closed my eyes briefly and my arms crossed as usual. My thoughts wandered to the midnight haired angel. My angel...The things he does..

The way his smile brighten up the days. His melodious laughter calming others. The way he walks that makes me stare. That certain sparkle in his elegant stomy blue eyes that made me want to submerge myself into those mysterious pools. The way his hair would fall back on his shoulders just waiting for me to touch it. The way his butt...Ok bad thoughts. ...

Anyway the whole thing is I'm in love with Takao. I sighed and the back of my head on the couch, not really caring of the neck ache coming my way. I closed my eyes.

Takao Pov

The room caught my breath. It was filled with red carpets on the floor. With crimson silk for blanket of the bed so was the curtains. Everything seemed so red, so silky. I looked at the desk beside the bed and what laid there.

My eyes widened as I saw the picture I gave him for his birthday. Holding it, I traced Kai's face and smiled. It was the only picture that I could fine with him smiling and that was because I jumped from behind and practically glomped him. Something else caught my eye.

I opened the book ever so slowly and read some of them. Most were about his day and some were abot him getting annoyed at Ray blushing on and off like christmass lights. I chuckled at that. Who thought Kai had a sense of humour? Then an entry title caught my eye.

Entry : Takao Kinomiya

Date: 1st Jan

Time: At night, I dont care

Well just great. My heart just have to beat so fast whenever his near. Shit I hate the way he does this to me. I hate the way he makes me reveal what's underneath me. And hate the way he is my everything. God I even kissed him I bet he's angry at me. And well my past..you see..It's not that good. He'll hate me for it too...

He kissed me? When ?

Flashback (The dojo)

"Kai!" He came onto me with a drunken smile. He closed the door. That idiot.

"Hey Takao-chan.." I blushed. Takao-chan?

"Argh. You're drunk Kai. I told you, you shouldn't have drank too much. Since we're already in MY bedroom. You might as well sleep in the bed." I pulled him to the bed. I saw him turn to the clock. I too looked at it.

"1 min to midnight, Takao."

"So?" I pretended not to notice and continue to drag him to the bed.

"Do you know the first person you kiss at the strike of midnight during New Year. You'll be with that person forever..."

"So what? When I finally put you to bed, I'm going down to enjoy the rest of the party."

"Put me to bed, huh?" He gave me a cheeky smile. Argh, I hate double meanings. I heard him muttering something as he stared at the clock. Then I heard loud noises from below.

"Eleven! Ten! Nine! " I slowly turned around. Everything so much slower. "Eight!" Seven..six..five..four..My heart beat so slowly.

Three...

I faced him..

Two..

He leaned in...

One..

The fireworks exploded. And we kissed...

End of Flashback

I blinked my eyes. As tears blurred my vision. That kiss. That was my first kiss. And it was taken by him and he wasn't even thinking straight. It was with him. We always flirted but never like that. It was always small touches but... no nothing like that. Then I felt the pages of the book, it was wet. I almost forgot about it. I wiped my tears and continue to read.

He never took me seriously, not once. God Why me? Why did I have to fall in love with an angel loved by all. In the crowd of his admirers. I was the small timid one at the centre always there, never known. Anyway I wrote a sappy poem just to..Well just to write it.

I am these crimson eyes beholder,
You're not allowed any further,
I know what would happen when you're near my heart,
Slowly, cunningly ,You will rip it apart,

Sorry but I fear only for your harsh rejection,
So I love you were never allowed to be mentioned,
They lived happily ever after is just fiction,
I understood this fact in my cold lonely mansion,

Do you know?I hate touching those silky midnight threads,
Hate it when stormy blue and crimson red met,
Do you know?I hate those sweet delicate fingertips,
Hate those brief touches of your pink luscious lips,

I hate those significant words not mentioned,
And this is my own crimson eyes rejection

I shook my head and smiled. So I guess he hate it. I smirked and took the pen that was beside the diary earlier.

Kai's Pov

I walked up the stairs. What's taking him so long?

Then suddenly the wind rushed past me and I saw a blue blur. Oh it was Takao. Why is he in a hurry anyway? I looked up and saw that I forgot to turn off my room light. Sighing, how can I be so forgetful?

At the entrance of the room, I saw my diary opened and I walked up to it. Strange I thought I closed it? It was opened to a certain page, my breath hitched. Those aren't my handwriting.

I read it...

You stood there, thinking of what could be..

Did you ever thought of asking how I'd feel?

Hiding yourself behind those walls...

Don't you think I could see it all?

The way you hide, the way you stood..

Do you really take me for a fool?

Pushing all those warm feelings aside..

Don't you know I'm the one hurting inside?

You can't think for me, feel for me...

Are you blind? Can't you see?

I have a heart, I have a mind..

Can't you leave your past behind?

I'll be your dragon..

You'll be my phoenix..

You're heart's broken..

Don't worry, I'll fix it..

Normal Pov

Kai walked down the stairs. And he saw his dragon sitting down on the couch alone. Kenny was at the corner typing away and Hilary was chatting away. Max was sitting in front of the couch while Ray was lying on Max's lap. Hilary turned to Kai and waved.

"Hey Kai! The movie's starting!" He nodded and sat next to Takao. Takao looked up and for a moment Takao's elegant stormy eyes met Kai's fiery crimson ones. Takao smiled.

"Want some popcorn, Kai?"

The End

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So want me to continue or leave it like that? Erm..I'm still not sure if I should continue.