Authors Note: Alright update time as usual it's a good day. Any who thank you to the reviewers. Now to begin this story I haven't updated in a while because I'm working on a novel with my friend Carla. So yah, sorry again
Previously on The Ghost of You: "Hiro stop please all I want is you" liar a voice said in my head saying it loud and clear, he grabbed me roughly again pulling me to him tighter and he said angrily staring straight into my violet eyes.
"Stop lying when you look at me you see Yuki don't you? Don't you? He said a bit louder. I moved away from his grasp and I heard his soft sobs "how could I have being so stupid to actually believe you would want me?" I moved forward grasping him tightly
"Hiro I do want you" I said smiling happily why are you such a liar? The voice repeated in an angry tone. He pushed me and I fell to the ground with a thud and I looked at him a few tears dribbling down my eyes, his voice was full of anger and betrayal
"Get out of my sight you disgust me" I looked at him my knees wobbling; my head bowed my head shaking softly my pink hair falling over my eyes.
"Hiro, why don't you want me?" I said my voice slightly strained and saddened, he said softly with a bit of anger behind it "you don't want me all you want his him" he said his feet clicking on the ground behind him and I was left on the ground, withered and alone. I felt my body get up I needed to get home, but home to who and to where. If I returned to Hiro's would he accept me?
I sniffled slightly it was already 8 by the time I had finished walking the streets around town and I noticed I was in the bad part of town, I didn't care anymore. As I was heading toward Hiro's maybe if we talked about it, we could work it out. I felt a pair of cold hands touch me.
Enter Lemon... (This is rape so be warned I tried not to go into much detail for this)
I turned and noticed a man he was in his early twenties he had long black hair and bright blue eyes he had a semi muscular body he wore a long black trench coat and a button down shirt he moved toward and cupped my chin and said in a lazy tone
"You ,looking for a good time beautiful?" I shivered and moved away quickly he pulled me back and gripped me rougher and said it again louder and I nodded no and he laughed coldly stroking my hair and pulling it roughly
"Well you don't have a choice" he said sliding his fingers under my shirt stroking my skin lightly. I felt my tears prick up and I cried softly as his hands stroked my crotch
"Stop crying beautiful I'll make you feel good" I started to cry louder as he unzipped my pants and he placed his lips over my erection I cried and had no choice but to moan into the pleasure I felt my erection pulse and spill forth he smiled evilly and sucked it dry and I cried louder. He looked at me and smirked "You like that you little bitch" he raised his hand and slapped my ass and I cried out my tears coming faster and faster "Shut up you stupid whore"
He slapped me across the face holding me against the wall and he undid his pants and his large erection was placed at my hole he roughly shoved himself in, I cried out in pain I felt my ass ripping in pain and I had no choice but to accept it. I heard his loud grunts of pleasure and I felt his erection convulse and ejaculate I felt my body fall to the ground in a heap and he moved forward and uttered
"See you around beautiful" and he left me their feeling used and abused. My mind was spinning the tears I held back released and I cried, I cried for Hiro , I cried for this, I cried for Yuki and most of all I cried for myself I needed a razor and I needed it now but I couldn't find anything and I felt myself become sick. I needed to get out but my body just would not move and I felt my body become weak.
"Yuki" My head hit the cement and I felt two arms encircle me I remembered a figure carrying me back I remembered feelings his warm hands and his soothing voice. I remember the distant look of blonde.
Chapter 6: Will you be with me?
Yuki's P.O.V (Finally)
I looked down at his sleeping figure and stroked his hair I remembered how I had found him I was walking down the street and heard a tussle and looked to see what was going on and their lying in his own puddle of blood was Shuichi.
I had moved so fast I had picked him up gently and I placed him in my arms and I felt a tear slid down on his face and I almost cried poor Shuichi I felt my blood boil whoever did this would pay dearly. I carried him quickly to my apartment lying him gently down into the bed I saw the blood drip from his wounds and I quickly got a towel; I felt his breathing quiet down as he drifted off to sleep.
"Shuichi why were you out there alone?" I uttered stroking back his pink hair watching the way if fell over his body. I felt my body start to get sleepy and I placed myself into the bed next to him just like old times. Shuichi groaned and rolled over so he was lying on my chest and he held me gently. That night I had finally gotten a good night sleep, The next morning I felt a body stir beside me and I heard his breath quicken I opened my eyes to find a shaking Shuichi
"Yuki what am I doing in your bed?" he said quietly I moved forward and told him the story he smiled warmly he hugged me gently my member strained under the covers. I pushed him away quickly I couldn't let him see me this way I mean he was just raped as it is. That brat had no idea how much I had missed his little body and his gentle touches and the way he would tell me how much he loved me. It warmed my cold heart to the core, this little brat had really left an impact on my life.
Shuichi moved forward "thank you Yuki" he said again bowing his head I grasped his chin and tilted his head upward his swan like neck exposed "Where was Hiro when this was all happening?" He stopped breathing and didn't reply he moved away sitting at the edge of the bed closing his eyes, his breathing was quicker and more abnormal.
I reached for my cigarettes and uttered in my usual tone while puffing the cigarette in the air "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to" he moved toward me and uttered very quietly
"But I want to"
Shuichi's P.O.V
I don't know what had possessed me to tell Yuki the story he looked at me curiously as I told him my story. He looked away and said clearly "well so does Hiro know what happened tonight?" I nodded no and he sighed my eyes watered slightly and I curled up into a ball and wrapped my arms around myself. Yuki moved behind and placed his arms around me and uttered softly into my ear
"If he really loved you why would he let you go?" I shivered and started to cry harder my tears dropped faster and faster. He held me and I cried. I cried in Eiri Yuki's arms, I cried for what I had lost for what I could never have.
It felt right being in Yuki's arms again like old times he tilted my chin upwards and he placed his lips over mine I moaned softly and wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss. We separated looking deeply in each others eyes, golden brown met violet and he moved away quickly
"I'm sorry I took advantage of you" I laughed and blushed and looked away "You didn't take advantage of me I liked" I covered my mouth quickly and moved away from him. I felt his body jump onto mine and he uttered again
"So you liked it did you?" he said while stroking the side of my body gently causing me to shiver in pleasure. "Yuki" I uttered in a husky tone. I moved away No remember what he did to you but I miss him so much, so much it hurt I needed a blade. He stroked my face gently trailing his fingers up and down my body.
My mind was in a conflict could I really go back to Eiri Yuki after everything? He looked at me his eyes glazed over with lust I remembered this face well. When he was drunk or if he was sober this face always managed to arouse me.
"Yuki do you miss me?" He looked at me and pulled my chin upwards "What do you think?" he uttered placing his lips over mine quickly and I felt every emotion every sin everything was placed into one kiss.
I had missed him so much I had missed his touch, his love and most of all him. The bed shifted when we moved and we both separated we blushed and looked away from each other what could I say?
"Shuichi will you give me another chance?" he said softly my eyes widened and I looked at him gently and I moved toward him the words at the tip of my tongue could I really take him back? Could I really forget everything? My body quivered as the words itched to be set free, I felt my hands become clammy and I started to break out into a cold sweat. Images of us, images of abuse everything was flooding into my mind at this one second I had to answer I had to answer Eiri Yuki.
"Yuki I"
End Chapter
Authors note: Sorry to make it a cliffy I mean I didn't want to but it just seemed right I'm kind of writing another story to so if I don't update for awhile its not because I don't like you guys it's because of that.