Authors note: Thank you to all the reviewers I'm happy I have 20 story alerts. This chapter will center on Yuki and how he feels about all of this and their may be so interaction between him and Shuichi.

Previously on The Ghost Of You: The air smelt of cheap perfume and I pushed him away quickly his eyes shone in surprise "what is it?" he said putting his hand on me. I pulled away in disgust and I cried softly how could I have believed him? I got up and uttered softly

"Cheating on me with some girl right Eiri?" He looked at me and dropped his head his fingers weaving through his hair and he shot his head up "I didn't mean to, it was when you were gone I was lonely" he said softly the tears prickling in his eyes.

"If you really missed me that much you wouldn't have done it "I replied looking away the tears trickling down my eyes falling on the ground my feet passing over the ground as I hurried out the door.

As the door slammed behind me I didn't hear Yuki's choked sob and his lonely

"Don't leave me alone again".

My eyes turned angry and I screamed angrily it had started to rain and my hair stuck to my face

"I can't believe I thought you changed, I can't..." my voice died as the tears fell down my eyes. I sat down in the pouring rain and I cried sobbing to the world to erase this bitter pain. I had given him my heart and yet again he had ripped it out. He had made me feel like a child all over again. He had betrayed me and I had willing fell into his trap.

As the rain started to stop I felt a warm hand touch me and I looked up and I gasped

"Hiro" I uttered his hair was clinging to his body it looked like he was tired and was exhausted. "Were you looking for me all night"? I uttered he blushed slightly and turned away and nodded.

He picked me up gently pulling me to my feet and I hugged him tightly telling him everything that happened as we headed toward his house. He held me most of the way and as we headed inside he lay me down and uttered gently

"I'm sorry Shuichi" he uttered tucking me gently into bed and I curled up in the covers. I felt his soft hands hold me and caress me and I moaned slightly.

I hugged him as I slept, I felt safe in his arms, I felt loved and most of all I felt like I was needed but as I slept I still always thought of him my blonde haired beauty. It didn't matter if Hiro made me feel loved or safe it was always him.

It just wasn't fair, Could I never find peace? Could I go on living like this? My mind whirled and I eventually fell asleep one thing on my mind.

Yuki...

Chapter 8: Friendship…

Yuki's P.O.V

I sat in the spot where Shuichi had just left, what was wrong with me? I wanted to be with him but I couldn't control my cheating. Did I miss him so much that I would go and cheat on him with someone to make me feel whole again? I ran my fingers through my blonde hair watching the soft tendrils fall over my face and glisten in the room. Everything around me was spinning, the ground had gotten smaller and I felt myself fall, fall deeper into my own pit of despair. All this work all this stress it was causing my ulcer to act crazy.

I heard a loud knocking at my door and the scream of surprise from brother in law Tohma Seguchi. I felt his warm hands surround me I leaned into his arms muttering "Shuichi" under my breath. That was the last conscious thing I remember saying or doing.

I heard the soft voices of people and my body being surrounded by a soft bed and warm blankets lined with fur. I opened my eyes lazily and I scanned the room everyone was here even Shuichi. As usual he looked uncomfortable as I heard Tohma's voice lecture him but I only caught a few words because I was still half asleep.

"You did this to him"

"No I didn't"

"You should have stayed with him"

"Would you stay with someone who ch"

I felt Tohma wrap his arms around me quickly as he swiftly walked away from Shuichi, "So Eiri how are you feeling?" he uttered I lazily muttered ok and I saw Shuichi's face smile happily in the corner. I noticed Hiro's hand lazily lingering on Shuichi's pale skin. I growled softly causing Tohma to look over.

Shuichi moved toward me and he asked me stoically "Are you ok?" I moved toward him touching his face gently. He angrily pushed my hand away and Hiro now stood in front of me "don't touch him" I growled and I stood up quickly knocking over the chair beside my bed.

"I'll touch him all I want" I yelled grabbing Hiro by the neck pinning him to the wall. I felt Shuichi touch my back and he uttered weakly

"Please don't hurt him" I growled and dropped him and grabbed Shuichi pulling him out of the room. He tried to pull away but I held him tighter.

As we made it to the hallway he glared and pulled out of my grasp quickly

"What do you want from me" he yelled angrily his pink hair whipping around him like a halo.

"I'm sorry" I uttered gently he looked at me his violet eyes cold as ice.

"You're sorry, you're fucking sorry I don't need your excuses I trusted you and this is what you do, nothing has changed at all" I moved forward

"Please can't you give me another chance" I said pleading with him bending on one knee it was like I was proposing marriage to him. He looked at me gently placing his fingers in my blonde hair

"Yuki I'm sorry but I don't want to be hurt again" he said softly. I moved forward quickly pulling him into a tight embrace.

"Shuichi I know I've hurt you but let's start over I'm Eiri Yuki" I said looking into his eyes. He slowly took my hand from now on I would try to be friends with Shuichi and then I would get back my Shuichi.

I grabbed him and pulled him forward "So you want to do something tomorrow" I uttered breathing on his neck gently. He nodded blushing slightly.

As I walked back to my room smiling happily tomorrow I would start over with Shuichi Shindou.

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