Authors note: Wow Thank you to all the reviewers sorry I haven't updated in awhile the teachers are starting to really pile on the work. Well at least a Christmas break is coming, now enough of this on with the story.

Previously on the Ghost of you: "I hate you Eiri Yuki"

I heard the doorbell ring more and more and I shouted in an agitated voice "Coming" I slid down the stairs my loose fitting white shirt clinging to my skin my charcoal colored pants fitted me like a second skin.

My pink hair was brushed and appeared shiny in the light. I looked sexy if I do say so myself, I opened the door and looked around there standing in a long black shirt was Yuki. His blonde haired covered his face and it seemed to glow.

I felt my face heat up and I reached forward and gave him a gentle hug. His long arms wrapped around me and he grabbed my arm and he led me toward the car. The music blared as we stepped in.

I felt him utter gently "So where do you want to go?" I leaned back and didn't reply I didn't really care. He placed his hand over mine and he said gently

"How about in the park?" he questioned, my violet eyes widened in happiness. Did he mean the park? Where we met my face brightened slightly and I nodded yes.

As we arrived there he grabbed my arm and we set up our blanket and I looked around. The park was quiet the air was warm and the trees were blowing lazily around us. He brought out the food and my face lit up.

Strawberry pockey, He smiled and handed it to me and my eyes lit up and I ate it quickly. I felt all the sugar rush to my head and I squealed in delight. Sugar Freeze was that even possible? Yuki shook his head and muttered

"Damn brats don't eat so fast" I spit it out getting some on Yuki's face. He looked at me and his eyes seemed to twitch. I rushed forward wiping it off. Yuki moved forward and grasped my hand.

"You damn brat you know how all night I have been trying to resist you" He moved his fingers through my hair and I moaned slightly. I moved away quickly

"Aren't we supposed to just be acting like friends?" I uttered his tongue gently caressed my skin. I looked away and whined gently

"Yukiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii" he looked at me and smiled and let me go and he sat down beside the tree. He said quickly "Do you remember the first day we met?" he uttered gently pointing to the all to familiar bench.

I smiled gently and uttered back with a slight chuckle "How could I forget?" I remembered it all too well the blowing paper and the all to familiar "You have no zero talent" I laughed at the memory and Yuki chuckled to

"You know you still have zero talent" he said flicking his fingers through his hair. I growled back angrily and screamed

"I have talent you're just blind" I screamed he shook his head throwing an acorn at my head and I growled in anger, stupid Yuki and his stupid acorn.

For about an hour we just sat their enjoying each others company I looked at the watch and sighed.

"I have to get back soon" I said and sighed tonight Hiro was coming and I didn't want to tell Yuki that you know. We were having some a wonderful evening I didn't want to ruin the evening.

Yuki smiled and replied "but the night is so young" he said suggestively and I blushed and slapped him gently.

"I have to get back I have a busy day" I replied and he smiled and pulled me forward and pulled me back into the car.

As we drove to my house he leaned forward and he said gently "How about Thursday at 2pm" he uttered and I nodded gently he leaned forward kissing me gently. I literally melted in his grasp and he let me go smiling sweetly.

"See you Thursday" I quickly bounded out of the car and waved I felt like a school girl after sex and as I was about to bound into my house and scream how happy I was I saw a very angry Hiro standing at the door.

Chapter 10: I don't think I'll ever understand

Shuichi's P.O.V

Hiro stared at me coldly and I moved past him pushing him out of my way.

"Did you have fun on your date?" he said angrily sarcasm laced in his voice. I glared at him not replying just staring straight ahead of me. Hiro grabbed me harshly pushing me roughly against the wall. I looked down at him not saying anything still.

I don't know where it came from but my soft voice interrupted his rage

"Hiro, why won't you let me be happy?" he dropped me on the ground with a thud and I looked up at him and his fists clenched and unclenched. He pulled me up gently. "I just don't want you to get hurt again" he said softly.

I laughed coldly my voice echoing over the room "you don't want me to be happy you just want yourself to be happy" I felt his hand backhand me quickly and I clutched my red cheek tightly and looked up at him gently my eyes tearing gently.

"Don't ever think for minute I would only want my own happiness I guess the thing is I wanted your happiness a bit too much" he said sadly moving toward the door. I felt the soft click of the door close and I closed my eyes and let the tears run free.

Hiro I don't think I'll ever understand maybe one day I will... I stared at the walls and sighed softly. All Hiro ever wanted was my happiness? Was he afraid of me getting hurt? Was I afraid of getting hurt? Did it even matter anymore? I felt the coldness overtake me and my eyes watered again. I needed to get away to escape.

The coldness of the bathroom floor hit my skin and I looked around blade, blade, and blade where are you? As I searched quickly the pain increased I needed to cut to escape. Where was it? I looked around the cabinets it wasn't their a little note lay in the corner.

Dear Shuichi if you are reading this then you are most likely looking for your blade. I hate to disappoint you but I threw it out. I know you can survive without it.

Your friend Hiroshi Nakano

I clutched my arms gently and I started to cry, Hiro even now he cared about me even when I treated him like dirt. I closed my eyes gently and felt the cold tile of the bathroom floor touch my skin.

The phone rang quickly and I moved quickly and picked up the phone the heavy breathing of person was heard.

"Shuichi it's me Tohma it's Hiro he's being in accident" I clutched the phone tightly and it clattered to the floor. My eyes glazed over slightly and I whimpered slightly.

"Hiro" I moved quickly toward the door a loud knock was heard and I opened it to see a saddened Yuki at the door.

"Shuichi I heard about Hiro" at those words I moved forward quickly embracing him and he calmly stroked my hair.

"It's ok i'll take you to the hospital" I smiled softly and he picked me up gently carrying me toward the door we walked slowly toward the car and got in.

As we arrived at the hospital I ran toward the secretary she directed me toward his room and as I walked in and looked. I saw something truly disturbing their laying on the bed was Hiro. His usual fair skin was paler than usual and his red hair was a mess of curls and knots.

I moved toward him ready to stroke the sweat off Hiro's forehead when I felt a cold hand touch mine. It was Hiro he looked at me and muttered under his breath

"What are you doing here"? The words struck me harshly and I cringed back in disgust.

"What do you mean what am I doing here you're my best friend of course I'm here" He looked at me strangly and rolled away on the bed facing away from me.

"Whatever you don't need to be here go hump Yuki it's what you do best" I cringed at his harsh words and moved forward quickly.

"Hiro don't be this way you know you're my best friend" His laugh was cold and bitter.

"Yah that's me only the best friend you can't see past anything to see as maybe I want you as more than a friend" I looked at him and stepped back and closed my eyes. I moved toward him and embraced him gently uttering gently in his ear.

"Hiro this is all I can do" I uttered I moved forward quickly placing my lips on top of his I watched him kiss back. His red hair moved around me gracefully and I stroked his hair gently and I held him gently.

Hiro looked at me and smiled and replied gently "Thank you Shuichi" he smiled softly and as we talked gently he held my hand and I smiled warmly down at him.

"Hiro, how did you get into an accident anyway?

Author's Note: Well next chapter we will see how Hiro got into an accident. Maybe it had something to do with Shuichi or maybe Hiro's just a reckless driver or not careful.