Authors Note: I hope you liked Shuichi's little mind trip this trip is going to go on for awhile. Anyway thank you for the loyal reviewers their always in my heart now on with the story

Previously on the Ghost of You

"Just leave I just want to be alone" Tohma sighed and left the room leaving me to my thoughts. I grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around myself closing my eyes gently.

The room around me was white and the curtains around me opened up revealing feathers and a soft light. A man seemed to be wrapped in a silk blanket his hair was darkish red and white wings surrounded his body and his skin appeared a soft pale white.

I moved forward pulling the curtain apart and gasped and covered my mouth the beautiful angel man was covered in a thin layer of blood but it made him look more beautiful. I moved forward and touched the man and he looked at me softly.

He grabbed my chin and looked into his beautiful eyes and I knew immediately it was

"Hiro" I screamed running forward grasping his body quickly he moved toward me and held me gently.

"Shuichi..I've waited for you to come see me I have a favor to ask of you though will you please forgive yourself. I recoiled in fear and backed away closing the curtains behind me. He pushed through the curtains and grasped me tightly and wretched away

"No leave me alone I won't forgive myself not EVER" He pulled me forward again his wings surrounding us creating a glow around us.

"I've forgiven you why can't you forgive yourself" he uttered gently petting my pink hair gently.

"No your not real Your just a FIGMENT of my worry" He laughed softly and nodded no and said softly

"I am Hiro Nakano's angel and I am here to help you Shuichi Shindou" I laughed hysterically

"You're a FIGMENT JUST A FUCKING FIGMENT" he moved toward quickly and placed his lips upon mine and his white wings tattered gently and feathers surrounded us.

"Can't you understand I'm trying to help you?" he screamed holding his finger in front of him causing a light circle to appear he pulled me forward pushing me into it.

"If I can't convince you I'll have to save you"

Meanwhile outside Shuichi's body..

Yuki shook Shuichi quickly crying out quickly "Shuichi Shuichi" He had started being like this since an hour ago. A doctor had come and confirmed he had fallen into a coma from stress.

I opened his eyes to find himself in front of Ng-Studio's I noticed Hiro was standing beside him his wings outstretched to the heavens. His white belly top gleamed silver in the light and his long white pants stood tall and brave.

"Shuichi were here for a reason" He said softly pointing to the Ng- building. "Go in their face your fears when you are done I will be waiting for you" He said gently pushing me into the building. Unknowns to Shuichi this was only the beginning of his journey into his mind.

I looked around what did he mean face my fears? Everything looked normal but that wouldn't last long. I heard the cry of a man and ran forward and arrived in the recording studio. It was dark and seemed deserted but as I got closer I recognized a familiar figure.

It was me well a version of me he was on his knee's crying in the darkness. He was being pelted by paper I took a closer look and noticed the paper had lyrics on it. It was Yuki his hair was thrown back he looked good but something wasn't right here.

I moved toward the scene and pushed the other Shuichi away to only see myself go through him like a ghost. Yuki was laughing his cold voice was familiar and always the same.

"You have no talent you have zero talent GIVE UP" I saw myself cry harder and I shuddered in fear. Was I really this afraid of Yuki? I moved forward touching Yuki he turned quickly and a piece of paper appeared in my hand and I gasped Yuki was smiling a cold smile his hands were clasped together and he was gently stroking me.

"Come on throw it he won't care let him cry" I gasped and I felt my hand pull back on its own. I moved my hand to stop it and heard Yuki's cold laughter "What's wrong your lyrics suck? Just finish him now he always gives up anyway its not like he cares anyway". I looked at Yuki and felt my hand push the ball forward I moved forward holding the ball

"No his lyrics don't suck why can't you ever SUPPORT ME" I screamed watching the mirror image of Yuki gasp and shatter he was a mirror. I ran toward the other me and pulled him up quickly.

"Help me destroy him do you always want to be put down by him? Do you always want him never respecting you STAND UP FOR YOURSELF" I screamed the other Shuichi looked at me and smiled a sad smile picking up a piece of paper and throwing it and as I felt my body disappear I saw him being surrounded in light and from the room I saw him utter

"Thank you"…

I didn't know what that meant or why I was hear but maybe I was here to face what I could not face. Hear to make amends hear to finally know if I was loved. Was that Yuki my Yuki? Or was that how I perceived him. I saw the familiar figure of Hiro as I appeared in front of him he looked at me and smiled sadly.

"Did you see what you wanted to see" he uttered quietly

"Yes..." I uttered gently.

The glow around us heightened and off we went in a great adventure in my mind

Chapter 13: Trials Pt2

Shuichi's P.O.V

I felt my body lift off the ground and I sighed Hiro hadn't said anything in quite some time and it was starting to unnerve me. His eyes narrowed slightly and I looked around and noticed him staring ahead of me.

It was Yuki my heart skipped a beat and I ran forward this Yuki had to be my Yuki I ran forward not paying attention to Hiro's look of worry as I looked back he was gone again. I felt Yuki's arms encircle my waist and I sighed happily his body shifted and he gently nibbled my ear.

His dark wings unfolded from his back unknowingly to me and I smiled happily. His eyes glowed a soft red and I snuggled further. His fangs bit into my ear softly and I cried out backing out of his grasp quickly. He smirked a soft smile and I blushed deep red.

He moved forward "Shuichi come with me to the darkness" I moved away quickly and as he walked closer I pushed him away.

"You're not my Yuki" I said crying out the scenery started to change surrounding us in a velvet soft bed with dark black curtains. He smirked as his shirt disappeared leaving Yuki naked to my terrified eyes. He moved forward cupping me gently and I felt my body fall on the bed.

"What's wrong Shuichi I thought you loved me don't you like my body anymore?" I looked away quickly I felt his soft hands press me down. The bed shifted slightly and handcuffs surrounded my body and I looked up in fear.

"Yuki" I uttered in a terrified voice.

Outside Shuichi's body…

His body shook and he screamed Yuki ran to his side quickly and the doctors held him down as he tossed and turned. His body was cold but yet warm and sticky. The heart rate monitor seemed to quiver in delight as he tossed and Yuki watched on sadly.

Tohma stood beside him shaking his head sadly "It's alright Eiri Shindou-san is a fighter he'll survive"

Yuki nodded saying nothing only continued watching.

Back in the body Of Shuichi…

Yuki smirked above me and slid his fingers hotly down my skin and I winced it was like hot flames and it hurt. The handcuffs grew tighter as my skin started to burn. I screamed loudly as he nipped my chest.

"Get off" I screamed loudly the handcuffs seemed to laugh in response and he ignored me and continued.

I had to get out I had to take control of my life I could no longer just let Yuki have his way with me. I struggled more and Yuki laughed my eyes glowed white. The cuffs broke and angel wings supported forth. I knocked him back my eyes glowing dangerously.

"Don't ever touch me without my permission again" my hand moved forward and the white destroyed him I watched smiling softly and a single tear slid down my face.

"Sorry Yuki" The room changed and I felt my body lift from the ground and I landed beside a person he looked at me it was Hiro.

He looked at me gently and held me and I cried and he uttered gently

"I'm sorry you had to do that" I cried harder my wings closing around us and I felt right now all I wanted to do was stay here and never return. Never return to the hardships and the problems of life. I just wanted to sit here with Hiro and let him stay with me forever.

Hiro shook me quickly and I looked up he smiled weakly and I saw some of his body fade. "The more you complete the more I disappear" he said softly. I cried out and he laughed softly "don't worry I want you to keep going"

After that we never spoke of that again and we would never again until the time came. I noticed part of his wing was broken and it was falling apart. I reached forward he stopped me and I smiled sadly. He was dying all over again and this time I was really there to see it.

I noticed the air was warm and gentle Hiro eyes were red and I felt the heat surround my body. I wanted to say something but what could I say he was dying and I could do nothing.

"Shuichi don't be sad I'll always be with you but one day you have to release me" he uttered gently another feather fell as it landed it seemed to burn up and disappear.

I felt my body convulse in the darkness Hiro looked at me sadly his mind a jumble of emotions would he survive? Would he give into the darkness?

Hiro grabbed me harshly and we walked faster "Stay behind me" he screamed I looked ahead it was me but I looked different darker. My hair was dark black, dark thick mascara covered my eyes, a leather shirt with rips all over it and leather pants that seemed to glow. His look was dark and uncaring and he was how I felt when I cut myself.

He smirked and walked toward us and lifted up his sleeve revealing cuts and he laughed softly cutting himself right in front of us. Blood poured around him and I closed my eyes wishing it would just go away.

Hiro grabbed me harshly and pulled me forward "your not ready to see this yet he is for later" He laughed again and said in a mocking tone "Aww poor Shuichi afraid of little old me doesn't he want to come cut himself with me?" I didn't say anything what could I say?

Hiro pulled me away "Shuichi he'll come later" I nodded gently and as we walked away I saw him look at me and smirk and he mouthed the words.

Be seeing you…

As we continued walking I noticed Hiro's grave face and his look ahead the sky was dark red and I noticed it was raining blood, Hiro's blood.

Author's Note: So what did you think? Good bad what could I have improven? Anyway More reviews faster update.