Previously on The ghost of you: I had to get out I had to take control of my life I could no longer just let Yuki have his way with me. I struggled more and Yuki laughed my eyes glowed white. The cuffs broke and angel wings supported forth. I knocked him back my eyes glowing dangerously.

"Don't ever touch me without my permission again" my hand moved forward and the white destroyed him I watched smiling softly and a single tear slid down my face.

"Sorry Yuki" The room changed and I felt my body lift from the ground and I landed beside a person he looked at me it was Hiro.

He looked at me gently and held me and I cried and he uttered gently

"I'm sorry you had to do that" I cried harder my wings closing around us and I felt right now all I wanted to do was stay here and never return. Never return to the hardships and the problems of life. I just wanted to sit here with Hiro and let him stay with me forever.

Hiro shook me quickly and I looked up he smiled weakly and I saw some of his body fade. "The more you complete the more I disappear" he said softly. I cried out and he laughed softly "don't worry I want you to keep going"

After that we never spoke of that again and we would never again until the time came. I noticed part of his wing was broken and it was falling apart. I reached forward he stopped me and I smiled sadly. He was dying all over again and this time I was really there to see it.

I noticed the air was warm and gentle Hiro eyes were red and I felt the heat surround my body. I wanted to say something but what could I say he was dying and I could do nothing.

"Shuichi don't be sad I'll always be with you but one day you have to release me" he uttered gently another feather fell as it landed it seemed to burn up and disappear.

I felt my body convulse in the darkness Hiro looked at me sadly his mind a jumble of emotions would he survive? Would he give into the darkness?

Hiro grabbed me harshly and we walked faster "Stay behind me" he screamed I looked ahead it was me but I looked different darker. My hair was dark black, dark thick mascara covered my eyes, a leather shirt with rips all over it and leather pants that seemed to glow. His look was dark and uncaring and he was how I felt when I cut myself.

He smirked and walked toward us and lifted up his sleeve revealing cuts and he laughed softly cutting himself right in front of us. Blood poured around him and I closed my eyes wishing it would just go away.

Hiro grabbed me harshly and pulled me forward "your not ready to see this yet he is for later" He laughed again and said in a mocking tone "Aww poor Shuichi afraid of little old me doesn't he want to come cut himself with me?" I didn't say anything what could I say?

Hiro pulled me away "Shuichi he'll come later" I nodded gently and as we walked away I saw him look at me and smirk and he mouthed the words.

Be seeing you…

As we continued walking I noticed Hiro's grave face and his look ahead the sky was dark red and I noticed it was raining blood, Hiro's blood.

Chapter 14: Truth

Shuichi's P.O.V

Hiro was gone when I looked over was this a bad omen? I noticed the surroundings change to that faithful day the day Hiro died. I saw myself talking to him screaming as he died. I felt a cold hand touch my shoulder and I turned it was Hiro he looked sad almost sullen his wings were falling apart and he uttered "Please tell me Shuichi why you let me die? I said nothing I just looked straight ahead of me pretending I didn't hear the question.

If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I couldn't reply why did I let him die? Hiro shook me harder his wings disappearing completely "Let me rest in peace tell me why?" I didn't reply did I really want Hiro to rest in peace? His tears hit my face and he shook my harder clinging to me harshly "tell me please…" he begged. His eyes eyes were shining and I knew if I told him he would disappear.

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah

I held him gently and uttered gently "I don't know" he looked at me angrily and his body started to disappear and he looked up at me a sad smile gracing his face and he mouthed the words "lies hurt shu-chan" I reached toward him and moved forward to grasp him but I fell instead.

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

I looked up and noticed the room change to the bathroom it was my bathroom a dark figure was above me and he was sitting their almost smirking. His dark hair covering his eyes and he smirked dropping the blade infront of me and I gasped clutching it tightly this was it my salvation.

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

It was him it was me; He laughed coldly and lifted me quickly off the ground slamming me against the shower curtain. "So you've finally come back to me little Shuichi" I trembled slightly as he slid the blade over my skin and I whimpered. He gently slid his tongue down my neck and bit lightly.

((You wonder if Shuichi having sex with himself))

I whimpred nervously and attempted to break free but only to find myself pushed on the cold bathroom floor. His fingertips were cold and uncaring his eyes were empty and lifeless. His body was mine and it just felt wrong. He ripped open my shirt revealing my chest to his hungry gaze and he slid the cold blade across my skin. I struggled and attempted to move away but he held me fast and I cried out as he sliced me softly. I whimpered and screamed as he cut again he moved forward licking the blood as it flowed. I felt my mind scream somebody anybody help me. A soft voice entered my mind and whispered gently you have to help yourself do you want to die? Did I want to die? What a question for a long time I wanted to die but now I wanted to live. I wanted to run outside and play with Yuki I wanted to feel his skin touch mine. I wanted to kiss away his tears and show him I truly did love him. I felt my body glow and a large light from my body shot him back and he looked up at me and smirked "Dont be afarid little Shu-Chan embrace me for I am you" I felt my anger spike and I moved my hand forward plunging it into his heart and he looked at me in shock. As I literally tore his heart out. My hand was bloody and cold and the heart beat lifelessly in my hand and I squeezed it watching him die and he looked at me gently his hair shining pink and he uttered quietly.

"Goodbye…Shuichi" I looked up and noticed my body was in a bed and the shocked expressions of Yuki and Tohma and everyone else gaze were on me. I looked around the room not saying anything to any of them and noticed two transparent figures sitting in a chair in the corner of the room together their bodies intertwined it was Hiro and Shuichi they smiled softly and disappeared.

Goodbye…

Authors note: Thank you to all who reviewed I think the next chapter will be the last so everyone review nicely anywho give me some ideas for a new story.