Authors note: Well this is the last chapter I would like to thank everyone who reviewed nods I don't want to bore you so off I go.

Previously on The Ghost of You: I couldn't reply why did I let him die? Hiro shook me harder his wings disappearing completely "Let me rest in peace tell me why?" I didn't reply did I really want Hiro to rest in peace? His tears hit my face and he shook my harder clinging to me harshly "tell me please…" he begged. His eyes eyes were shining and I knew if I told him he would disappear.

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah

I held him gently and uttered gently "I don't know" he looked at me angrily and his body started to disappear and he looked up at me a sad smile gracing his face and he mouthed the words "lies hurt shu-chan" I reached toward him and moved forward to grasp him but I fell instead.

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

I looked up and noticed the room change to the bathroom it was my bathroom a dark figure was above me and he was sitting their almost smirking. His dark hair covering his eyes and he smirked dropping the blade infront of me and I gasped clutching it tightly this was it my salvation.

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

It was him it was me; He laughed coldly and lifted me quickly off the ground slamming me against the shower curtain. "So you've finally come back to me little Shuichi" I trembled slightly as he slid the blade over my skin and I whimpered. He gently slid his tongue down my neck and bit lightly.

((You wonder if Shuichi having sex with himself))

I whimpred nervously and attempted to break free but only to find myself pushed on the cold bathroom floor. His fingertips were cold and uncaring his eyes were empty and lifeless. His body was mine and it just felt wrong. He ripped open my shirt revealing my chest to his hungry gaze and he slid the cold blade across my skin. I struggled and attempted to move away but he held me fast and I cried out as he sliced me softly. I whimpered and screamed as he cut again he moved forward licking the blood as it flowed. I felt my mind scream somebody anybody help me. A soft voice entered my mind and whispered gently you have to help yourself do you want to die? Did I want to die? What a question for a long time I wanted to die but now I wanted to live. I wanted to run outside and play with Yuki I wanted to feel his skin touch mine. I wanted to kiss away his tears and show him I truly did love him. I felt my body glow and a large light from my body shot him back and he looked up at me and smirked "Dont be afarid little Shu-Chan embrace me for I am you" I felt my anger spike and I moved my hand forward plunging it into his heart and he looked at me in shock. As I literally tore his heart out. My hand was bloody and cold and the heart beat lifelessly in my hand and I squeezed it watching him die and he looked at me gently his hair shining pink and he uttered quietly.

"Goodbye…Shuichi" I looked up and noticed my body was in a bed and the shocked expressions of Yuki and Tohma and everyone else gaze were on me. I looked around the room not saying anything to any of them and noticed two transparent figures sitting in a chair in the corner of the room together their bodies intertwined it was Hiro and Shuichi they smiled softly and disappeared.

Goodbye…

Chapter 15: The Ghost of you

Shuichi's P.O.V

I looked around the room and smiled softly no one moved no one talked. It was dead quite I noticed Yuki was standing near me it looked like he was shivering slightly. His hair seemed a mess his usual cold eyes were shivering shakily.

"Hey guys" I uttered softly unsure of their reactions Yuki moved forward and embraced me quickly uttering apology after apology and I smiled softly stroking his hair gently. I felt his tears stain my shirt and I shivered.

Everyone had left the room leaving me and Yuki alone he said beside on the bed and I embraced his tenderly and he stroked my pink hair affectionately. "Yuki did you miss me?" I asked innocently knowing the answer already.

"What do you think? You baka" he said playfully causing me to giggle. Yuki didn't say much for his visit with me it's like he had something to hide or nothing to say. I sighed and looked around the room maybe I was just imagining those ghosts I closed my eyes and smiled a real smile for once.

It felt strange, though Hiro was gone I could finally move on even if that meant with Yuki or without Yuki I would move on.

5 years later…

I kicked some dirt as I walked to the graveyard alone… it had been 5 years since I had been here. It all looked the same the dirt, the tombstones, the flowers and that same depressing feeling. The roses in my hands gleamed beautifully in the bright sunshine causing me to wince slightly.

I knelt quietly at the tombstone reading the name over Hiro Nakano I placed the flowers on his grave almost imagining a hand sprouting forth from the ground and encasing it in its boney hand and pulling it down. I choked back a few tears and stroked the letters lovingly and kissed each letter with care.

I stood up and said quietly "Hiro its been 5 years since I've visited you theirs so much I have to tell" I said choking on my own words.

"Well as you suspected Yuki's not here he's off, god knows where he left me the night I returned home" I played with my hair recalling the memory well…

Flashback…

I felt Yuki's hot tongue devour my body and I moaned in happiness how great it felt to be in his arms again unknown to me this would be our last time together. He made love to me gently and uttered sweet nothings something I would never hear from Yuki again.

The morning after I found myself alone and I rubbed my eyes maybe this was a joke but all his stuff was gone he had left nothing only a note.

Dear Shuichi,

By the time you get this letter I will be gone. I have decided to stop all contact with you. I find this hard to explain to you but the more we are together the more pain we cause each other, though you are probably angry at me right now all I can say is I'm sorry.

Goodbye Shuichi Shindou...

I choked on the letter and felt my hot tears hit the paper and I dropped it that night I had erased Yuki from my life. I had burned anything left by him. I had redecorated the apartment and I had let another person in my life disappear.

I chuckled softly at the memory and continued "Bad luck had made it big in America and were going to tour their I know you would be proud if you could see us now"

I knelt down placing our new album in my pocket on his grave and covered it in dirt and chuckled "If you need some music in heaven hear you go".

"Before I go I just wanted to say I love you you've always been my best friend" I felt a cold hand touch my shoulder and I turned it was him the man that haunted my dreams that caressed me by I was lonely, who made fun of me when I was acting like an idiot it was him Eiri Yuki.

He moved toward me and I backed away tripping onto the ground and he offered me a hand I slapped it away "why are you here?" he shrugged smirking slightly causing my anger to spike.

"Shuichi I've come back to tell you I'm sorry" I laughed coldly walking around him

"You're sorry, you're fucking sorry after what you did to me your sorry just won't cut it" he moved forward so quickly I could resist him and his cold lips touched my hot supple lips. I tried to push him away only to be met with more kisses.

I pushed him away harshly a few tears flowing down my eyes I looked away and ground out "go away I never want to see you again" I heard his sharp intake of breath and he moved forward embracing me from behind. His tongue slowly trailed down my ear and uttered huskily "Dont lie" I attempted to move from his grasp only to be pulled further into his embrace.

"Shuichi I left because... I needed time, time to think about us I knew when you woke up that time when you were in that coma I couldn't face you I couldn't look at you and realize that I wasn't right for you. You deserved someone who would treat you right, hold your hand and tell you everything would be ok and I knew I couldnt be that person" I choked back tears and moved forward embracing him tightly.

"Yuki all I wanted was you thats all I didnt care if you did any of those things all I wanted was you and I still do" I covered my mouth quickly turning away and he moved forward licking my neck gently.

"Then you've got me" he uttered Shuichi smiled a true smile and embraced him as they walked away their fingers intertwined. Golden brown met purple and they finally knew they had their happy ending. Both not knowing if this was the end or the begining but they knew it was something.

Something Magical...

Unknownest to us a figure was perched onto a gravestone smiling sweetly his long red hair was covering his face and his angel wings covered his body gracefully. He moved forward and raised his hand to touch Shuichi but only to find his hand go through it. He clutched his hand fearfully and cried out. He watched the lovers disappear and uttered.

"Goodbye...Shu-Chan"

On the day of that visit Shuichi let go of him he let go of...

The ghost of you...

Authors note: Ta Dah its done I hope it was good if any of you guys want to give me an idea for a new story don't hesitate to tell me.

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