Chapter 9 I Won't Be In His Way

I sat at the subway station all night and thought about all the things that happened. Tina and I never had a fight that lasted over 4 hours. Before 4 hours, one of us always would call and say sorry. But I have a feeling that it's not going to happen this time.

To add to that, I just found out that I'm a princess. I never in my entire life thought that I could be a princess. I mean, I knew my father was pretty powerful and rich in Genovia, given all the houses or mansions as I would call it. I would have gladly accepted anything than being a princess.

But I guess it was my destiny, even though I'm not a big believer on destiny. Just like it was my destiny for Michael and me to be just friends. Even though I tried to convince myself many times tonight that we were meant to be just friends, my heart still aches at the thought of what he said.

You know, maybe it wouldn't be so bad to think about my dad's suggestion and move to Genovia. Then both me and Michael can move on with our life. Not that Michael needs to move on with his life. I mean, his life's perfect. But I can move on with my life and forget about Michael. Michael can get on with his life and meet pretty girls and form a band and live his rock star life.

That was how his life is supposed to be. And that's how it will be for him. As for me? Well, I have to move to Genovia sooner or later so why not now? I'll go to Genovia, learn to be a princess and rule one day. That's how my life was supposed to be from the moment that I was born.

And I won't in his way.

But there's that little voice inside my head that says, "Why though? Why give up when you haven't even tried?" Then there's that second voice that says, "But he already said that we were just friends..."

And then they just argue over and over and over, until I nearly went crazy.

With that in mind, I decided to go home. Suddenly, I felt water trickled down my cheek. I looked up and saw that it's going to rain soon. Real soon.

I ran to the nearest place to escape the rain but I wasn't fast enough. The rain came pouring down on me and soaked through my clothes. Then I couldn't help myself.

I cried. I cried the hardest that I never had before.

Then out of nowhere, someone came up to me. I didn't know who it was. But it was not in my interest either. Suddenly everything seemed to black out and that was the last thing that I remember...

When I woke up, I was in a very comfortable place. I sat up and wondered where I am when I heard a lot of whispers, "She's awake! Hurry... go tell..."

I looked around and saw a lot of kids that look awfully like Tina's brothers and sisters. Hmm, what is this all about? I mean...

Wait ... this room looks a lot like Tina's room too! It even has the Prince William's poster that we waited 5 in the morning to get. Maybe this is Tina's room!

But how did I get here? The last thing I remember was someone walking up to me... was that person Tina? No, it looked too tall to be Tina.

I got out of bed and walked to what I thought was the living room. But before I got there, I heard harsh whispers.

"But what?...why was she...how...world?"

"I don't know...her ...apartment..."

I didn't know who it was but they did not sound like people I want to be around with. Oh god. Please God, get me out of here. I'll do anything!

But I don't know what happened. Maybe I was not my usual self. But I just walked in.

... And I saw Michael and Tina sitting there talking. They stopped abruptly when they saw me coming in. Tina stands up and walked toward me and said in these exact words, "Mia, I sorry. I heard your voice mail. I went over to Michael's but he said you already left. I ran to the loft but you weren't home then Michael said you might be at the subway station..."

I stopped her in the middle and hugged her and said, "It's okay Tina. Everything's fine. I'm just glad to be here."

Michael came up to me and said, "Can I talk to you alone?"

Tina answered for me and said we could use her room. So, Michael just literally dragged me there and that's where we are now.

Oh great, more torturous words. Just peachy. No no no really. This is going to be an awfully long night.

Sorry guys. Got to end there. I'm in a very depressed mood since I read Harry Potter 6.

I got another idea for a fanfiction and it's currently being written and undergoing a lot of editing. I don't know when it will be done. I guess it'll be done when I'm satisfied with it. This story is reaching it's climax and it'll be finished soon. Then I'll have to finsh my other story Destiny Will Bring Us Together which I haven't updated in forever 'cause I'm rewriting the end.

Anyways thanks to those who reviewed and I'll update as soon as I get a chance to.

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