I can't believe it! CHAPTER 2
"WHAT! How can that be!" Remus exclaimed confused, embarrass and quite distressed. "Men can't get pregnant," he gasped, collapsing into the closed chair, which he leaped out of once the nurse said the last three words.
"Well… erm…" the nurse stammered trying to think of the best way to explain how Remus got pregnant.
"Well… erm… what" Remus asked starting to get a bit nervous.
"Ok. Do you want to now all the facts?" the nurse asked hoping that Remus would calm down.
"Please" he sighed not looking up since tears of distress were welling and his eyes.
The nurse sat down so she could look at Remus then started to explain. After the long minutes trying to digest that he was pregnant and why the nurse finaly stoped.All in all aprantly he was born with female parts. "Do you want me to say any more?"
"No, it's all right I think I sort of understand" he said shakily and smiled weakly. "But would you tell me the things that are going to happen to me during, what I assume is going to be nine months carrying a baby"
"Yes, well if you don't mind me saying, but do know who the father is?" the nurse wanted to know because of the many men she has treated who had know idea who the other father to their child was. Remus nodded. "Well if you want to discuss with him if you want to keep the baby or not because there is always the option to have an abortion" she said softly.
Remus looked up at her and said in a soft but confidant voice "I'm going to keep this child" and smiled.
She smiled back, quite relived since most decide to get rid of the baby with out a moment's hesitation. "Ok, well you will have morning sickness for about tow more months, and you will gain weight. You will have to book a fortnightly appointment to have cheek up's on you and the baby during the nine months. Sometime during the ninth month you will go into labor we will explain things from there. You must try not to get to stressed because that can trigger an early labor. Also when you get more heavily pregnant you wont be able to do things that you could before like lift heavy objects and you wont be able to perform spells properly, you will tire quickly and should avoid flying and apperating, the shock of witch could be dangerous for hes health". Remus nodded understanding everything. "Also the tests show that you are about three months pregnant" that made Remus look up. Wow three months I never knew it was that long! Remus thought amazed.
"So is it a boy then?" he said wanting to know.
"well do you want to know?" Remus nodded "well its a girl!"
It was about an hour later before Remus left. He was trying to get as much information as possible from the nurse. As he made his way back to the main entrance he was wondering what the future would be like for himself, Sirius and the new baby, which was growing inside him right now.
Nearly 10 minutes later he appeared back in Sirius's bedroom. He found the man sleeping in a tight ball on the bed. He walked over to him and kissed his ear then whispered "love, I'm back". Sirius's eyes flickered open and when he saw who was next to him he leaped off the bed and gathered Remus into his arms before Remus could say hello.
"Why did you take so long" Sirius crocked, he sounded like he was on the verge of tears.
Remus made Sirius look at him, smiled and said "Sirius, love, I'm pregnant". Time just seemed to slow so seconds felt like minutes and minutes felt like hours before Sirius laughter of joy and kissed Remus so passionately that he nearly collapsed.
Sirius led Remus to his bed, where they lay down and refused to let go of each other. After long minutes of proving that they didn't want to be apart again Remus reluctantly stopped kissing Sirius, but his lover didn't take the hint that he wanted to talk to him and carried on kissing his neck and worked his way up to his ear. "Si, please, we need to talk about this", the smaller man squeaked to his long term, and hope fully permanent, partner in a soft voice, the feeling of Sirius's lips on his neck was tantalizing and as a result it made his voice squeak when he spoke.
"About-what-love?" he said between kisses.
The kisses were distracting Remus so he had to pull away. "Sirius I'm serious," he whispered but his voice was strong. "What are we going to do about the baby?" it was still to fresh to say with out difficulty and there was a part of his mind witch couldn't give in to the truth.
Tentatively Sirius put his hand on Remus's stomach, "I don't mind, what do you want to do, it is in your stomach" Sirius said meekly, looking in to Remus's eyes.
"That's true but it is our child," Remus replied, emphasizing that the baby growing with in him was both of theirs and not just his.
Sirius was thinking about those words when the thought started to sink in. This could be his chance, maybe his only chance, to become a parent. And with that a thought kept repeating in his head, please keep the baby, please don't have an abortion.
They just sat there in silence until it got unbearable. It was Remus who broke the silence. In a hushed tone he said, "I want to keep the baby," he tried to put on a brave smile and gazed even more deeply into his lover's eyes.
Sirius beamed truly and hugged his wolfy lover so tightly that Remus let out a squeak, he loosened his grip and exclaimed "oh, love that's, that's so bloody wonderful!" He lost control of him self and burst into excited laughter.
Remus returned the strong hug and said joyfully "thank you, oh thank you so much!" As the last three words escaped his mouth his voice started to crack and a large tear spilled over his eyelid.
Sirius pulled back, tears of joy and happiness were welling in his, and wiped the tear off his lover's cheek, "we are going to be parents" he managed to say before his own voice started to crack. He closed the space between them and kissed Remus passionately.