Hey…
Mmmmmm… Sorry to ask, BUT IS ANYONE READING THIS? I don't have a single manifestation of life! Is everybody dead?... sorry, thought I should ask… you know, there are reviews, that help the writer a lot! So, why not write one and help me here with the next chapter? Why don't you? Or just tell me that I suck… like "YOU SUCK! GO HOME!" or "ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT? DO YOU THINK ANYONE IS READING THIS CRAP?"… I just don't know! Please say something… it helps a lot, and it gives me motivation to keep it up!
Well, I have the pleasure to introduce you a friend of mine, my BF! LOL! She's a great person, and you're dead if you think the contraire! Love you!
Here goes… dedicated to you guys…
This song is from Serial - Brilhantes Diamantes; to people that don't understand it, it's a song that is not properly adequate to this story, but the chorus has something to do with it.
It says that he doesn't change his attitude for instants, all moments are shinning diamonds, I open you the door latch of the door of the maze, I sing what I feel this gets out of me by instinct…
Little thing: …… means later in time, but still in that persons POV.
Disclaimer: I own John, Rita and the Plot.
LONG LONG LONG LONG… CHAPTER (ehehehehe, great talk Chelly)
If she did not exist, she was to be invented! Chelly, thank you very much! You've been having a great help and an awesome friend! As I would say in Portuguese: Tens sido uma amiga óptima! D
Tuesday
Brilhantes Diamantes
É mais um dia
O sol já brilha
A urde acorda
Começa a rotina citadina
Que a mente afoga
Por isso, foca na tua sina
Traça a tua rota
Procura a tua saída,
Eu abro-te o trinco
Da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto
Isto sai-me por instinto
Nesta vida
Não vou desperdiçar mais um segundo
Vou dar o máximo, rápido prego a fundo,
Rumo ao futuro
Podes crer que não me afundo
Na sociedade consumo
Que dá frutos sem sumo
Fortaleço o meu carácter
A 1 nível profundo
Com verticalidade
Como 1 fio-de-prumo
Longe do luxo,
Ossio e comodidade
Prefiro valores altruísta de fraternidade
Dos quais não abdico
Nem por breves instantes
Pois todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Já se faz tarde
O percurso é longo
Mano, dá-me pratos, tarola e bombo
E um sample divino
Para mostrar o caminho
Descobrir um mundo novo
Como Cristóvão Colombo
Nada temo, não tombo, nem me rendo
Vou aprendendo
Surpreendendo
Não, perco tempo
A dizer mal doutrem
E se digo bem de alguém
Não e porque convém
Nao sou interesseiro,
Sou verdadeiro
Esse pessoal oportunista
Deve-me dinheiro
Tou farto desta maquina capitalista
No fundo
Quero mais humanidade e justiça
Pra acabar com a ganancia e cobiça
Que enfeitiça, alicia
E alimenta a desigualdade
Tanta dificuldade
Aguça a minha vontade
De criar, alcançar
Um pouco mais
De liberdade
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Mais uma noite
A lua sobe
A urda dorme
Sinto o calor
Da rima que me consome
Tenho tanta fome
De microfone
Ganho o poder enorme
Dum ciclone
Debito palavras sincronizadas
Com o metrónomo
Quero-me tornar
Autónomo, e não autómato
Pois sou um ser orgânico
E não mecânico
Não posso viver fechado
Numa sala de pânico
Amordaçado, sem poder
Soltar o meu cântico
Que me mantêm
Único e autentico
Pois quero ser fértil
Não quero ser fútil
Nem de ser um inútil
De criatividade estéril
Sou hábil, não devil
Com psicose de posse
As minhas ansiedades
São de arte ignose
Limpem-se as lágrimas
Que o sorriso se esboce
Sente-se a Fénix em nos
Comece a metamorfose
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Não mudo a minha atitude, nem por instantes
Todos os momentos são Brilhantes Diamantes
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Canto o que sinto isto sai-me por instinto
Eu abro-te o trinco
Eu abro-te o trinco
Canto o que sinto
Isto sai-me por instinto
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Eu abro-te o trinco da porta do labirinto
Mia's POV
I'm going to school now. I wish I wasn't! My leg isn't hurting me anymore. I tried to convince mum that it was, but she gave me some pills and send me to school. So I'm now listening to Lilly in the limo. She can be so annoying!
I'm going to call John when I get to school. I told him I'd call him today. I can't tell him that I can't go, because I would be lying, so I'm just going to say yes. I know that I lye lots of times, and I'm trying to stop that, so yes, we're going out… I wish he was Michael!
We got to school now, Lilly left for her locker and I'm going to call him.
I dialled his number and waited for someone to pick up the phone.
"Ummm…" Someone said in the other line in a sleepy tone.
"John?" I asked.
"Ummm…" He said again. "He's not here…" He said still in a sleepy tone.
"Oh… Sorry. Please tell him I'll call later."
"Yeah, okay…" He said more normally. "Bye." Then he hangs up on me.
Michael's POV
I woke up thanks to John. He left his cell phone at home, and someone called, to be precisely, a girl. I didn't saw her name in the monitor because I was sleeping, I didn't open my eyes to get it. Her voice seems familiar, but once again, I was sleeping so I can be wrong.
I think it's useless to try to sleep again. I'm going to have a shower.
…………………………………………
I got of the tub and grabbed a towel. I shaved and I'm now leaving to bathroom. John is here already.
"John, you left your mobile at home."
"Yeah, I came back to pick it up!"
"Oh… some girl called."
"Who?"
"Dunno. I didn't saw her name on the ID. She said she would call later."
"Oh… ok. I'll see who was it and I'll call her. Thanks dude. See you later!"
"Bye!" Now what to do?... I'm not going back to her high school…
Mia's POV
I think that it was his roommate. He must have left his cell phone in the dorms. This class is making me fall asleep. It's almost ringing, but I feel like I spent my whole day here. Mr. G keeps talking and talking, but I'm not listening. I'm thinking of him. It's so natural to think of him…
The bell just rang now. I'm not going to call him again. I really don't want to go. The worst is that I feel bad to go out with John. I mean, he's cute, but I don't like him that way!
My phone started to ring and I looked to the ID. It was him.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Hey Mia! You called?" Oh… his roommate told him.
"Yeah…" Now tell him you can't go out. "I just wanted to say… that I can go out with you today..." WHAT? Where did this came from? I'm used to happen this with Kenny, not with John. He never invited me to go out, but you know… I thought I was able to say no!
"Great! You talked to my roommate; I left the cell in the dorms. Sorry 'bout that. Well, when can I pick you up?"
"Umm… I think after class, but we just have time for a coffee because I have some lessons to attend after that."
"Oh… ok! Then I'll be there. See you later."
"Bye." Then I hung up. Lars looked at me with a questionable look. "Don't ask!" I told him.
Michael's POV (A/N this is after Mia classes… meaning she is going on her date)
Ok, once again, I'm going to try to talk to her. But this time I'll go to her house. And I'll talk to her!
I grabbed my keys and my wallet and directed to the subway. I got out in her stop and started to walk to her house.
Mia's POV
When I finished classes, I went outside with Lilly and Tina. Lilly went home by subway and Tina in her limo. I waited for john to get to school.
We entered in the limo, and he told me we were going to a coffee shop near his college. By this I shivered, I knew there was a remote possibility of seeing Michael there; however I said nothing and motioned to Lars to go.
When we got there I asked a bottle of water and an ice-cream. He ordered a coffee.
"So, Mia, how was your day?"
"Fine I guess… nothing very special happened. And yours?"
"Oh, I went to my house. I needed more things of my old room. Cd's and stuff like that. So, where do you need to go after?"
"I need to go home and change my clothes, and then I have classes…"
"What are those classes you always have?"
"Oh… some classes with my grandmother I need to go." I realize that if I referred to her as Grandmere he would ask who she was and he would strange…
"Oh… ok... So, do you want to come with me on Friday? We have a college party…"
"Oh, I'm not sure… I probably have to study…" Lie…
"Come on, you're not telling me you're going to study at night! And I would like you to come! I could present you to some friends of mine!"
"Maybe… if I don't have anything to do… and maybe I have some things to do with Lilly… I'm not sure…"
"Ok…" Then we stood there like ten minutes in awkward silence.
"Umm, john, I got to go, or I'll get late to my class. Thanks for inviting me."
"Oh you're welcome! I think we can go out some other time, like for the party!"
"Maybe…"
"Yeah, can you take me home?"
"Oh, yeah! I just need to change my clothes before."
"Thanks!" He said. Lars understood we needed to leave, and he grabbed his things as I grabbed mine.
Hans drove us to my house…I left John in the limo with Lars and headed to my house. I'm telling mum to open the door though the intercome.
"Yes?"
"Mum? It's Mia. Can you open the door?"
"Ohh… ok!" She opened the door, but not without screaming "Mia's here…" to Mr. G, I guess…
I'm entering now at home. Mum gives me a kiss, and I can't see Mr. G. I'm going to my room.
"Michael?" When I opened the door I saw him sitting in my bed. I looked behind to see if my mother knew he was there, but she was in the kitchen.
"Hey Mia…" He said.
"Err… hi… umm, Michael, I need to change my clothes… I'm late to go to Plaza… I need to go to Princess lessons… so…"
"What?" He's asking.
"Umm… could you please get out?" I asked a little embarrassed.
"Ohh, yeah right. Sorry, I'll just wait outside." He was embarrassed to when he left.
I'm trying to get dressed, but I don't know what to choose… I guess I'll just take my jeans with a shirt and a jacket.
Finished… I'm going to have to listen to him? I can't… I've been avoiding him for a long time now, I can't talk to him now… John is downstairs… what if they come upstairs to see why I'm taking so long to get there? I really can't talk now… and I didn't want to… what if he came here to tell me that I must stop loving him and that I should move on? Or what if he wants to tell me he's dating Rita?
I decided myself! I'm not going to talk to him…
I'm going to leave my room and I'll just direct to the door. I started to walk to the door; I opened it and got out.
"Mia, can we please talk?" Michael said tiredly.
"Sorry Michael, but I'm really late for princess lessons, some other day…" I started walking towards the loft door with him behind me. "If you want to, you can talk till we get downstairs." I was trying to make him give up, without success.
"I can go with you and then, after princess lessons we can talk."
"Michael I'm really busy today, some other time!" Luckily I won't see you anymore. What am I saying? I want to see him; I just don't want him to say those things I don't want to hear!
We had gotten downstairs, and I was outside of the limo with Michael while John was in there. I was hoping Michael would go away before John saw him or he saw John.
"Alright Mia, but I'll come here, because you are always avoiding me…"
"Okay…" I said. I just wanted him to leave. If he saw John he could get pissed at me.
He started walking away and I directed to the limo. I opened the door and there they were… John and Lars. I told Hans to drop John in college. I realized I could have given a lift to Michael, but then they'd meet.
Hans is driving me to Plaza now, and I see Michael at the end of the street… He doesn't seem fine to me… He looks sad… Maybe something happened… should I stop the limo? Maybe he is going to Rita's house… I mean, I don't really know if they're dating, but I guess… No, I'm just going to my lessons with Grandmere…
A/N Finished at last… this chapter took so much time… and I have been being so occupied… / Hope you like it! ;)