Disclaimer: I only own the following poem, "Lost"
"A
Robin to a Raven"
Part
Six:
Robin;
There
are days when I get lost in myself
In
the ever blackening void that I used to call my mind
It
once was my friend, but it has abandoned me,
Just
like everything else I could ever find
I
think too much causing me to get into trouble
I
get lost in memory, lost in remorse,
Lost
in self-accusation, lost in myself
The
only way out is the hard way, of course
I
struggle against myself, pulling, hurting, strangling
Tearing
myself apart, and dividing my already broken heart
I
can't give up, I just can't! I have to resist with everything I
have
I
have to win by any means necessary, I have to outsmart
No,
no! Leave me be! No more hurtful memories
They
sting, they poke, they jab at my vital place
I
curl up into a ball trying to protect it, the only thing
I
have left is my heart. Without it I would only be occupied space
Please
. . . don't leave me. Please stay with me
Until
I can find myself, again. Until I can come back
From
my emptiness inside of the darkness and the cold
Please
stay until I can fend off this internal attack
How
could you - the only thing I have left - leave?
Why
did you leave me alone, so I could be a victim to me?
Isn't
it so ironic? My heart being so heartless
I
should have known, I should have seen . . . what was to be
There
are nights when I get lost in myself
In
the ever blackening void that I used to call my heart
It
was once my friend, but it has abandoned me,
Just
like everything else that left to depart
(what's left of) RAVEN
Fin
A/N: So that's why she doesn't want a relationship! She's been hurt so much, poor thing.
Signed,
Her
Sappiness