Hello again! Here is chapter 14 as promised! Well it's called Flashbacks so enjoy!
Akurei's POV
I was alone. I'd been like this for well over three weeks...Yes, Emi had come in search of me many a time, but...I couldn't face her, no. I was a monster, a pitiful excuse, even by hanyou standards. I let the scent of blood overtake me; I let the rage, anger, and frustration consume me. I didn't deserve her; no, I deserved this as my punishment. Inuyasha-sama had come and he had actually captured me, I'll never forget it.
Flashback
"Let go of me!" I yelled as I struggled in vain to escape Inuyasha-sama's tight hold.
"You are coming back home."
"NO! I CAN'T!"
"Why the fuck not!"
"Because...because..."
"Because what?"
"Because I'm a fucking monster!"
"How so?"
"How...HOW SO! Did you see what I fucking did to Kagura!"
"What's your point?"
"My point is, I'm a dangerous animal, I don't deserve to be around anyone."
Inuyasha-sama sighed as he turned his back to me still keeping a tight grip, "So what are you planning on doing?"
I sighed as I continued to struggle against his grip, "I'm staying here." Inuyasha-sama, much to my surprise, released me.
"Very well...I understand your reasons." I opened my mouth to comment, but he merely silenced me, "I know you haven't told me your reasons, but I have a clear idea. You believe because you couldn't control your demon side that you are unworthy of being with people that can. You believe that you are a liability, a danger if you refer to their safety and well-being. Truth be told, you probably are. But I am much the same."
I stared at Inuyasha-sama's back, mouth agape in surprise, "B...but...but you..."
A dry laugh escaped him, "What? Do you think because I'm village leader I am not a danger? Everyone is, all hanyou have the ability to lose control, and it is what makes us more powerful, yet more inferior than demons. You see, when we transform, we lose ourselves in exchange for power that surpasses that of a demon. We are considered inferior, not because we are weak, but because we cannot control our strength." He let out a deep breath as he began to walk away, "Just remember...you are mated to Emi...she will miss you and will not return to the village without you. Accept what you are and return soon with Emi, I'll give you one month before I come and get you, by force if necessary. I wish you luck...I truly do."
"WHAT IN THE 7 FUCKNG HELLS DO YOU MEAN?" Inuyasha jumped away into the trees before he gave an answer.
End Flashback
And so it has been for the past few weeks, I have yet to accept the fact that Iam what I should be.
"And rightfully so..." I jumped back at the sound of the voice, "What...?" I called out in the darkness, "Who are you?"
"I am the voice of truth."
"Voice of truth...?"
"Yes, I am the voice that leads you to your decisions."
"Then where were you earlier?"
"I was asleep in the back of your mind. I have awakened to open your eyes to the truth."
"What truth...?"
"The truth, that you are a creature of darkness."
"What?"
"You are a specimen of death. You are the champion, and the failure. You are the Hero, and the Villain. You are judge, jury, and executioner...yet you are just a vigilante. You are all that is right, yet you stand for all that is wrong. In short you are unworthy of her."
"Her?"
"Your mate."
"Emi?"
"Yes, you are not what she deserves, you are less than dirt, and you are of noble blood, yet you are tainted; you the son of the former great demon of the south. Emi, as you call her, is a being of purity and good. One of darkness and evil such as you has no right to even look at her."
"Your wrong..."
"Am I? Why do you think you were confused as to if you loved her or not? It is because your heart is filled with darkness, buried hate, anger, and chaos. You cannot be with her...at least, not yet."
"What…? Why not? I Love her! I do!"
"Yes...I can tell, in your heart all that keeps you from being driven insane is her. When you transformed, the only thing you remembered was she. She is your salvation. But to claim her you must prove yourself."
"How do I do that? TELL ME!"
"Take back what should have been yours. Take back the southern lands. Only that way can you quell the darkness in your heart. Destroy the ruler and take your rightful place. Then, your noble blood restored, you can give her the life she deserves."
I rose to my feet, "Yes, I'll do it. For Emi I shall take back the southern lands."
No sooner did Akurei disappear that a being stepped out of the darkness, blue hair glowing an eerie platinum in the light of the moon. "So it has begun, telepathy is indeed a wonderful gift. Soon my love...soon you shall be restored. But first the hanyou must destroy the ruler of the south, the only man that can stop us. Soon..."
Emi woke with a start in the room that she had been staying in. 'what the hell? Just another nightmare…I keep getting these stupid things since he left.'
Flashback
"Akurei come back! STOP PLEASE!" tears escape her eyes as she ran after him. Blood still dripped off of her in heavy doses from the wounds that Kagura inflicted upon her. "STOP! YOU FUCKING IDIOT!"
Emi tripped over a large rock, 'oh Crap! Come on Emi pull yourself together; I have to find him!'
"It has been hours is he really worth it?"
She looked around. "Who in the seven hells said that?"
"The part of your head that is not a bitch... Ok… well maybe just the voice of reason inside your head."
"Fuck not you again! Get lost I don't have time for this!"
"Your perky today aren't you?"
"Shut the hell up!"
"Is he really worth the effort? The strength that you really don't have at the moment? Come on girl you are still bleeding and it has been two damn hours!"
"He is worth ever ounce of my strength bitch. I don't care what you think I am going to find him."
"He is filled with darkness and evil you on the other hand are pure… an angel. Why him? Why now?"
"What the fuck. Me an angel?"
"Ah… ya you!"
"Why him? I love him. Why now? Because this is when he popped up! He is not indignant"
"No you don't love him you are just infatuated! You hated him the first time you spoke now you love him? And what the hell does indignant mean?"
"I thought you were a smart ass… indignant means filled with anger you stupid jack ass! I DO LOVE HIM! Why would I be out here if I didn't?"
"Whatever just don't come crying to me when he drops you like a rock…"
She got up after that and continued to run. Another hour passed before Emi collapsed. When she awakened she was laying on a futon within a large room. This was definitely not her hut or any other within the village. A girl walked into the room; Emi pretended to sleep she was ready to jump up and defend herself. She walked up to Emi and removed the blanket from her. Then she changed the bandages.
The girl got up to leave she started to the door, "If you don't mind me asking what is your name?" Emi asked with her eyes still closed.
"It is good to see that you are awake. My name is Rin. May I ask yours?" Rin answered.
"Thank-you for saving me Rin-sama." She blushed lightly as she said her name, "My name is Emi. Just Emi no fancy endings for me."
"Please Emi just call me Rin," Rin walked back over to the futon and sat on the floor beside. "May I ask you what happened?"
Emi opened her eyes, "only if first you answer my question." Rin nodded, "where are we? And how did I get here?"
"We are in the castle of Lord Sesshomaru. I found you passed out in the forest and brought you here to recuperate."
"I see. Well I lets start for the beginning, I was… well still am a hanyou I was always shunned and looked down upon by the species who created me. I was alone until I found my way to a village of other hanyou a place where I was not looked down upon. My Master/ Sensei took me in and showed me how to live, within the village all of us hanyou made friends and family bonds; I was then met by a male hanyou just recently named Akurei who is now my mate and…."
Rin interrupted, "what is the name of your Sensei?"
"Inuyasha-sama."
"INUYASHA!"
"Yes Inuyasha-sama he saved me why?"
"Inuyasha-sama and Lord Sesshomaru are half brothers…" Rin got up and left the room.
End Flashback
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