Author: Deep Within

Rated: K+

Type: Romance

Disclaimer: InuYasha is not mine, but I wish h-- the show was

Deep Within's note: Guess what? This chapter some how got messed up. So I have to rewrite the whole chapter again. Which totally sucks. So, people that already read this chapter, you'll see a lot of changes.

Reviewer: Since chapter four some how got messed up, and I forgot all the reviewers for chapter three, so I'll just say: Thank you!

"Of course I miss them, I just want to have some time to myself," she answered him.

"What if they all die if you and I aren't there? Humans, Demons, and anything else might kill them. Do you want that to happen?" He asked her.

"No, but can't I just have some alone time?" She asked him.

"Think of all the innocent creatures that will die, Kagome. They'll die without doing anything bad, they'll die knowing they only have one person to blame it on, and that person is Kagome."

InuYasha can sure give people guilt, Kagome thought.

"InuYasha, think about me. I haven't been with my mother for months, maybe even years. I took a test, and probably got a good grade on it. I got too spent time with my friends, time with my family. I got to do tons of things I haven't done. I spent so much time with you, it seems like you are my family. And my real family, now seem like they are just people that I don't even know."

"Stop being selfish Kagome," he replied quickly.

"I'm not trying to be selfish; I just want to be normal. I have two lives. One, where I'm a miko, and another, where I'm normal. That one is the one I want to live for a while. It's the one where I can be normal, a normal human being. In the other one, I'm a miko. Kikyou's reincarnation. I'm not even me there. I'm a reincarnation there, here I'm Kagome Higurashi. I'm normal here, and I want to be that for a while."

"You are really her reincarnation. You are acting like her. She wanted to be normal so much, that she caused herself so much misery. I'm sorry to call you selfish," he whispered, hoping that Kagome didn't hear him, but she did.

"It's okay," she whispered just like InuYasha.

Kagome did realize that she did act like she was Kikyou. She did wanted to be normal like her; she had the same feelings, like her. Kagome didn't want her life to end liked how Kikyou's was like, so for a moment, she got that 'I want to be normal' thought out of her mind. She knew that was one of Kikyou's wishes; it was a simple wish, yet so hard to grant it.

Both of them were silent for a moment. But, Kagome's mother shouted and ended the silences. "It's dinner time!"

They both walked to the dinner table, sitting in a chair not next to one another, not saying a word, either. They didn't even eat a single thing, even InuYasha didn't eat, and they were having Ramen.

"You two seem sad, could you two talked to one another?" Kagome's mother asked.

Of course, they didn't answer.

I wonder where my Diary is. Nobody was in my room before this happen, nor did anyone know about it..., she thought.

Kagome looked at her room; her diary was nowhere in sight. She couldn't see it all. The room was still quiet, but InuYasha broke the silent-ness because he was looking through Kagome's room for something. Then she looked at InuYasha when he said, "Hey Kagome! What it this book called a 'Diary'? Is it something that teaches you how to cook?"

"InuYasha, hand it over or else!

He wasn't noticing what Kagome had said, and he was flipping through the pages of Kagome's Diary. "'Dear Diary, I'm back home again because of InuYasha. Some times I can't stand him, but deep inside I--"

"InuYasha SIT! Sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, and sit!" She shouted as loud as she can. As you may know, if you are a girl, and have a Diary, the girl would never let you read her Diary, never ever, unless you beg to death.

InuYasha fell down to the ground ten times because that was about how many times she said sit. "Why did you do that wench? That hurts really badly!

"That's what you get for trying to read my Diary. Now hand it over InuYasha," she told him.

"No! I want to read it, it has great information," he quickly response.

"Hand it over!"

"No!"

Hand it over!"

"No!"

Kagome and InuYasha repeated the words all over again. They repeated it, again, again, and again, and again, and again. Until Kagome said, "Hand it over or I'll say it InuYasha."

"No!" He responded quickly.

"InuYasha, sit!" She shouted of top of her lungs.

InuYasha fell down heavily on the floor. He had bruises all over his head by time he woke up. Kagome tried to get her Diary off his claws, but she couldn't get them off for some reason.

"I wonder why I can't get the Diary off his claws. It isn't like his claws or magical or anything."

In a moment of time, Kagome got tired of waiting for InuYasha to wake up. She only wanted him to wake up so she could have gotten her Diary from him. From a few moments after Kagome's last try from getting her Diary from InuYasha, she thought that maybe if InuYasha was awake, she could get it. But after an hour of wait, she grew tired. Maybe, the smell of Ramen might wake him up, Kagome thought. She walked down the stairs as fast as she could.

"Where the hell am I?" InuYasha asked as if he was the only one if the room, though, he wasn't. Souta was in the room also. Kagome had told him to watch InuYasha for her, just in case if InuYasha woke up and read her diary while she was downstairs making Ramen for him.

"You're in Kagome's room, of course, InuYasha. Where do you think you're at? Then town's dumpster place?" Souta laugh with his remark on InuYasha.

"Okay… now, tell me why head hurts so much." InuYasha rubbed his lightly; it did in fact, hurt.

"I think Kagome must have use 'sit'-" Souta stopped. He just used 'sit' on InuYasha, thus, InuYasha fell onto the ground, giving him another ache on his head. "-Sorry, InuYasha. I didn't mean to use that word on you." He stopped once again, he was about to say 'sit.' "But, Kagome's gone for the now, you don't have to worry if she'll use the word again."

Why was he able to use the word and make me sit? Only Kagome can do that. The old hag's spell must be wearing off after all of this time. "I knew it was the wench was the reason why I was hurt!" InuYasha mumbled. He sat up a little bit; he leaned against the back part of the bed. "Now, explain to me why this book-" InuYasha lifted the book up. "-is so important to her? I just read a few words and she got all mad!"

"That's her Diary… She cares for it very much. She told me the reason why was because she writes all her thoughts, dreams, secret, and stuff that goes on in her life. That might be the reason why."

"Hm," InuYasha started to say, "is Kagome still in the house or still in the room?"

"She's not in the room, but she's still in the house."

"That's great! I can finish reading her-"

"Don't even think about, InuYasha. Now, hand me my diary and I'll give you some Ramen I made for you.