Aack! Oh my god! I haven't updated in so long oo I'm so sorry. My excuse for the long update is:
My laptop needed to be taken in two times.
Homework.
Exams.
Writer's Block
Internet didn't work for awhile.
Thanks for the reviews you guys rock! Anyways, I don't own Teen Titans.
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'Oh, god. What was I thinking?' Raven thought as she ran towards her room. She kissed Robin, Starfire's man. She felt…
Scared.
Shocked.
Angry with herself. In her mind, she heard many screams of her being an idiot.
And yet, she couldn't deny the fact that she didn't regret kissing him. She liked the feeling of his lips against hers. Although she was surprised that Robin returned the kiss.
Raven opened the door to her room, and clumsily stumbled on her bed. She squeezed her eyes tight. Tears streamed down her cheeks, and died out on her lips.
'Star's going to hate me and most of all…' Raven thought bitterly before yawning.
Raven cuddled into the mattress, and relaxed slightly. She needed sleep. Raven got comfortable, not even bothering to change into more comfortable clothes or getting into the blankets. Her once hitched breath calmed down into a slow, rhythmic one.
'…Robin will hate me...'
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Robin sighed shakily, his fingers lingering on the door knob. There he stood, outside of Starfire's room, too afraid to open the door. It didn't help that Starfire's cries were so heartbreaking. Uncertainly, Robin knocked on the door, his fist shaking.
"… Star?" Robin said, tripping over his own words.
"Go away!" Starfire shouted, sobbing uncontrollably.
On her side of the door, she was sitting on the floor, leaning against her door weakly. Starfire wrapped her arms around her knees, rocking back and forth repeatedly. She squeezed her eyes shut, causing hot tears to fall down her face.
A shaky sigh came from the other side of the door, and a jiggle of the door.
"Please, Star… Let me in." Robin pleaded, still jiggling the locked knob.
Angrily, Starfire wiped her tears away. "No! I will not! You don't love me… Not anymore…" She said bitterly, more tears forming in her emerald green eyes.
"Star…" He breathed his voice barely audible.
"No!"
"Please…"
"No."
Robin's lip twitched into a sad frown, his mask hiding his eyes. He looked down at ground, sighing once again.
"Look, Star. I don't what came over me, when I kissed Raven back. But I do know one thing… I love you, not Raven. She is only my friend. I care deeply for Raven; of course I do, because she's my friend. But I love you, Starfire. I love you more than anything. Hell, I would sacrifice myself just to save you. I'd do anything to make you happy, even if I have to kill myself." Robin murmured. He stroked the door, wishing it were Starfire.
There was silence on Starfire's side, only a sniffle was heard.
"Please, Starfire... Open the door." Robin pleaded once more.
More silence came, until the door swung open. Starfire's face was tear-stained, and tears were brimming in her eyes.
"Robin!" She cried, sobbing into his shoulder. Robin wrapped his arms around the Tameranian girl, and rubbed his hands up and down her back.
After several moments of blubbering, and sniffles, Starfire looked up at him, smiling. Robin smiled back tiredly, but then frowned.
"Starfire… Don't be angry with Raven, okay?" Robin pleaded, again. " I'm sure she didn't mean it…"
Starfire smiled happily, and nodded.
"Of course not! I am not angry with Raven. Well, I was upset at the beginning, but Raven is my best friend, and she always will be." Starfire said, stroking Robin's cheek. Robin smiled.
"Okay, good." He said, leaning his head onto her shoulder. He yawned tiredly. Starfire giggled softly, and smiled.
"Robin, you are sleepy." Starfire pointed out.
"No… I'm not…" Robin said stubbornly, yawning once more.
"Yes, you are. You should get some sleep; the man of sand shall await you." She said, giggling once more.
Robin nodded, and kissed her cheek. "Good night Star."
Starfire smiled, and walked back to her room.
"Good night, Robin." She said, before shutting her door.
He paused to stare at the closed door, before he tiredly dragged himself to his room.
Robin paused once again, this time by Raven's door. Hesitantly, he opened her door. Raven was lying on her stomach, her hands under her pillow, and mild snoring was heard.
He smiled lightly, and walked in quietly. The Boy Wonder slid the blankets over the dark girl, and kissed her forehead lightly (A/N: O.O; He makes up with Starfire, and kisses Raven? I'm twisted, I know. XD).
"Sweet dreams, Rae." Robin whispered, as he shut the door behind him quietly.
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Raven stirred slightly, groaning in agony. She rolled over to check the time. Groaning more, she turned around to go back to sleep. She knew BeastBoy wouldn't wake her up today.
10 seconds later, running was heard, and loud knock disturbed her sleep.
"Raven! Breakfast!" BeastBoy shouted, and then ran back to the kitchen.
Raven groaned, and groggily got out of bed. Slowly, she put on her leotards, and her cape. After washing her hair, and combing it neatly, she grabbed her book and walked out the door.
As she got closer to the kitchen, she heard laughter. Starfire's, Robin's, and Cyborg's laughter. Her heart started beating harder, wondering what they would do when she came.
Nervously, she walked in, expecting an awkward silence. But it didn't greet her. Although she was greeted by milk splashing in her face.
…. Okay… Now the silence greeted her.
BeastBoy had milk running down his nose, while Starfire and Robin looked surprised. Cyborg on the other hand, was fighting back laughter. Raven wiped her face off with her cape, glaring at BeastBoy.
"Why must you aim for me, BeastBoy?" Raven sighed, grabbing an apple.
"Dude! It was totally an accident! I'm so sorry!" BeastBoy babbled nervously. Starfire giggled, making BeastBoy blush.
"Friend-Raven! Come sit by me." Starfire exclaimed happily. Raven looked at her, taken-aback.
Robin blushed, and looked away. She couldn't blame him, since she did kiss him. Starfire did not notice this; because she was too busy patting a place next to her.
"Right here." Starfire said. "Sit right here." Her green eyes sparkled happily. Hesitantly, Raven walked over to the place slowly. She sat down, her knee shaking nervously (I do this during class. Oo ;).
Blinking, Starfire looked at her knee.
"Friend-Raven, your knee is shaking." She pointed out. Raven looked down at her knee, it indeed was shaking. She planted her foot on the floor, making it stop.
Cyborg and BeastBoy ate in silence, while Starfire told them about something she had seen on a commercial. Cyborg hit a toast crumb at BeastBoy, which hit him in the eye.
"Ah! My eye! It's gone! I'm going to have to wear an eye patch! Just like that chick on Kill Bill!" BeastBoy said dramatically. Cyborg rolled his eyes, while Starfire gasped, fearing for her friend.
Robin sent Raven some glances, but when she looked back at him, he made motioning signals. She raised an eyebrow. Robin got up, still looking at her.
"Raven, I need to talk to you…Can you come with me?" He asked, looking a bit jittery.
Raven glanced at the others, who didn't seem to notice, because Starfire was trying to pry BeastBoy off of Cyborg. She looked back at Robin, and nodded.
Both of them walked out of the room unnoticed.
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On the roof…
Raven and Robin faced each other, both speechless and feeling awkward. The wind blew in their hair, making it fly all over the place. Raven looked at him, but he was looking away. She was the first one to talk.
"So, uh…. What did you want to talk to me about?" Raven asked, biting her lip nervously.
He looked up, and a whoop of amazement hit him…. It hit him hard.
Raven's short, violet hair floated in the air gracefully, the sun made it nice and shiny. The sun also did wonders for her eyes. Her eyes shone like violet diamonds (Corny, I know...). She looked pretty. No… Not pretty…
Beautiful.
"Robin?" She called softly.
Robin snapped out of his trance, and blushed embarrassedly.
"Huh? Oh...Yeah…" He cleared his throat. "About that kiss-"
"It was an accident!" Raven interrupted.
"Huh?" Robin said, confused. She sighed, and inhaled loudly.
"I didn't mean to kiss you. Honest! I wasn't thinking. It was an accident; I didn't mean to cause any-" Two fingers came to Raven's lips, shushing her.
She blushed, and looked at him with bewilderment. His touch gave her a tingly sensation. His masked eyes stared into hers seriously, and at the same time soothingly.
"R-robin…?" She stammered.
"I don't care." Robin stated. Raven blinked confusedly. He continued to stare into her eyes.
"I don't care… I don't care that you kissed me." Robin said, taking his fingers from her lips.
"…. It doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't mean anything to me."
Those words hit Raven in the face, in the stomach, and left a pang in her chest.
"Everything is okay now. I got Starfire back, I'm happy… And that's all that matters now." Robin said happily. She flinched, unnoticed.
The cruel and hurtful words stabbed her in the back, piercing through her heart. She felt tugging at her hair.
Raven blinked back tears, furiously. She held her right arm, as if it were wounded, and looked at ground.
"…. I see…" Raven said, managing to keep her voice calm and monotonous.
"Yup! And do you know what the best part is?" Robin questioned, happily.
"….What is it?"
"Starfire isn't mad at you. Isn't that great?" Robin said, before walking back into the Tower.
Raven sighed shakily, and closed her eyes tightly. Tears fell down her face freely; she didn't try to wipe them away.
"…. It doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't mean anything to me."
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A/n: Wow. huge writer's block! That just came to me instantly. It probably wouldn't happen with real friends, and one friend kissed the other's boyfriend… But we need to keep the team together, don't we? ; Anyways, sorry for the long update, I hope you liked this chapter, and Read and Review!
