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Chapter 19- I want to feel you breath me

"Kagome this is going to be so fun!" Sango squealed. They had already decided they were going to rent a house at the beach in Fuji (I know it's a volcano but now it's a new island off Japan in my story! Deal with it!) for a week. To have fun, and party in the sun.

"I know! I have to tell me mom though. I mean I can't just pack up and leave." Kagome said digging through her closet to find all her swimsuits, so she would have a different one everyday. "And what about Sota, what if something happens while I'm gone... But we're going and that's final." Kagome said laughing and grabbing a pink swimsuit from the drawer.

"Oh, quite being such a worry wart. We're going to have fun." Sango said hugging Kagome from the side, to emphasize her point.

"Hello ladies," Miroku said strolling into the room and talking a seat on Kagome's bed. "Do you need any help packing Kagome?" he asked scratching his head, and looking at the pile of cloths on the floor near the bed.

"No, I've got it all covered." Kagome said laughing and grabbing some bras out of another drawer.

"Well, I'm all set. Inuyasha's still over at his house packing though. And remember to pack enough clothes for the drive there. It's going to take 2 days, since we're stopping to see the sites, and then a whole week of fun." Miroku said smiling as Sango bent down to grab Kagome another suitcase for her stuff. "Sango dear, have you started packing yet?"

"Nope, I'm more of a last minute kinda person."

"Oh...Kay. I'm going to go get something to eat down the street you want to come?" Miroku asked raising an eyebrow.

"No thank-you. I do need to pack if we're leaving tomorrow." Sango said sticking her tongue out. "I'll be in my room Kagome." Sango got up and walked out of the room, Miroku following her.

'Well, at least now I'll get some packing done.' Kagome thought, missing the company of her friends. 'I better just pack and then go help Inuyasha.' Kagome said smiling and shoving some of her stuff into her red and pink rollie suitcase.

"Swimsuits? Check. Shorts? Check. Flip-flops? Check. T-shirts? Check. A few sun dresses? Check. A book to read? Check. Lip gloss? Check. Purse with cell and wallet in it? Check. Bras? Check. Undies? Check. Camera? Check. iPod? Check. A few cute hats? Check. Shampoo and Conditioner? Check. Some cute necklaces and earrings? Check. Toothbrush and toothpaste? Check. Facial Wash? Check." Kagome recited to herself, reading a note making sure she had everything.

Kagome put her two giant suitcases by her door, note on top, and walked out of her room. She walked down to the hall closet to get a towel, and on the way passing Sango's room, heard giggling. 'Figures, always messing around.' she taught rolling her eyes and smiling.

"Kagome!" Sota said running from his room door down to where Kagome was standing. "Kagome, I'm worried about Shiori. I've called her about twenty times, and no ones answered."

"Sota, maybe she's out with her family. Enjoying her summer." Kagome said grabbing two towels and walking into her room, Sota fallowing right behind.

"But Kagome! She said she would be right home. And she's not one to break her word." Sota said sighing heavily.

"I don't know what you want me to do about it." Kagome said shoving the towels into a beach bag, then turning to her brother, who was giving her a dirty look. "Don't look at me like that Sota." Kagome said glaring at him.

"You only care about yourself Kagome. Everyone else other than Inuyasha could go to hell, and you wouldn't care!" Sota yelled running out of her room, slamming the door, and then his own once he was inside.

"That's not true." Kagome whispered, tears welling in her eyes, one falling down her face.

And like a night in shinning armor, Inuyasha walked in from the balcony a serious look on his face. "Kagome..." he said touching her shoulder. She flinched at the touch and moved her shoulder from his hand. A knife in Inuyasha's chest twisted. "Kagome, he didn't mean it."

"Yes he did!" Kagome said, her voice braking off from the heaves of tears.

"Kagome, I know you would care. And he's just mad because his so called girlfriend is gaffing him off." Inuyasha said turning Kagome to face him. He pulled her to him and kissed her neck. He could feel her breathing on his shoulder. And even though she was crying and upset, he wanted her. Wanted her for his own, and only his. Wanted to claim her, to mate with her for life. But right now wasn't the time, and he knew it. "Kagome just lay down, it's late and your upset. I'll tell you mom about the trip. And take care of everything." Inuyasha said picking Kagome up and pulling the covers back and laying her under them.

"Thanks Inuyasha." Kagome said looking up at him. He leaned down and kissed her, then pulled away to look at her. Her hair was messy, her eyes were red from crying as well as her nose, her chest heaved up and down as she took in shaky breaths. Her eyes held pain and concern. Like she were a stranger in her skin.

"Kagome, you get some rest. You want me to get Sango to come and lay with you?" Inuyasha asked rubbing her hand softly.

"Just," she started trying to clear her throat "go tell my mom about the trip then come back." Kagome said softy, bringing the blanket up to her chin.

"Okay." Inuyasha let go of her hand and stood up. He walked to her door and opened it, he walked out leaving it open. He walked downstairs to find Mrs. H. He walked into the kitchen and...

"Oh, hello Inuyasha dear." Mrs. H said smiling at him.

"Hi." Inuyasha said sighing.

"Did Sota and Kagome have another fight?" she asked sighing as well.

"Yeah, but what I'm going to tell you about isn't about that." Inuyasha said leaning on the counter.

"Okay, but first dose this have to do with sex?" Mrs. H asked rolling up her long sleeves.

"Well maybe, but not intentionally...I mean not at the moment." Inuyasha said fumbling on his words.

"I see, well why don't you just tell me and we'll work from there."

"Okay, me, Miroku, Sango, and Kagome were planning on going to the beach for a week. We're renting a house right on the beach. And then when Sota and Kagome got into that fight just now, I was mentioned and since I am half demon I heard everything from my room. And I don't like what Sota said. About Kagome, about me. It makes us sound self absorbed about our love. When its really not like that. Not like that at all! I mean we never have time to cuddle, or experience the falling into love. I mean we love each other, but we want to, well I want to feel every bit of the love process. And just now when I was looking at her sitting there sad, puffy, and beautiful. I came to the semi conclusion, realizing that I want her. I want Kagome for myself, and only me. And the problem is, I don't want to rush her into doing something she's not ready for. And I don't want to hurt her. But that yearning for her, is only growing stronger." Inuyasha said bowing his head. He had just confessed his deepest feeling for his Kagome to her mother! But he wasn't he done. "I want to feel her breath me. I kissed her neck a few minutes ago and I could feel her breathing on my shoulder, and I loved it. It was like hitting an ultimate high. Its like everyday I write her a letter but she never reads them. And their about my love. And when I do tell her I love her, I always ask myself 'why wont she believe me?' and I just can't take this anymore. I want her to tell me, she loves me and be sure of herself." Inuyasha said smiling to himself, how foolish he was sounding.

"Inuyasha, she loves you. And don't mind Sota, he's just mad because he wants what she has. Not a man or anything, I hope, but he wants that love. And he thought he had found it. But it seems he hasn't. And I know you love her and wont force her, even if it means having to chain yourself up. You love her Inuyasha. Love takes time. I mean look at me and Kagome's father. It took us ten years of close friendship to finally admit we loved each other. But unlike you, I hope you wont get taken from her, like Tinchi was taken from me. I can't help you with the yearning. I will tell you one thing, if you didn't yearn for her, your love wouldn't exist. But you do yearn and so there is love. And I hope you four have fun at the beach, since your probably leaving early I wont get to say bye. Just tell Kagome to try and call every night, or I might worry." Mrs. H smiled at Inuyasha, and he understood. She was willing to hand Kagome over, and just like he was, was waiting.

"Okay." Inuyasha said walking over to the stairs and then going into Kagome's room. The door was still open, and Kagome lay there. Her breathing slow and steady. She had fallen asleep, and was now peacefully dreaming. Her face wasn't red anymore and she looked like a tired angel.

"Inuyasha!" a harsh boyish voice said from behind him. It was Sota standing in the doorway. Fists clenched and an angry look on his face.

"Sota, Kagome's sleeping. Come back later." Inuyasha said trying not to get overly protective of Kagome, since it was her brother.

"NO! You both need to be punished. She wont except that I've found love. And your clouding her vision." Sota said taking a step closer.

Inuyasha looking back at Kagome, who was still sleeping peacefully. "Sota, not now. Kagome's had a lot..."

"Kagome's done nothing! She's found her happy ending and has left me behind! She just...she just doesn't want me to be happy." Sota said falling to his knees.

"Sota, I'm sure you have found something. But I'm not the one to ask. I'm just in love, and I didn't plan it, or really want it at first. But it happened. It all started with her stupid trick of pretending to drown. And the ball, her being hit on by Koga...my brother...me. Our love started with the stupidest things." Inuyasha said laughing slightly. "Go to bed Sota, you need to think about...the girl you like." Inuyasha said trying to remember the girls name, but couldn't.

"I guess I should." Sota said getting up and walking down the hall to his room.

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'Well I'm glad that wasn't weird.' demon Inuyasha said out of nowhere.

'That kid has some serious problems.'

'You guys need to shut up. He just likes someone. But what's been with Kagome lately? Have you guys noticed anything?' Inuyasha asked walking over to where Kagome lay and sat down by the bed.

'I haven't picked up any unusual scents, other than those fools who keep coming around trying to take Kagome.'

'I haven't felt anything either.' human Inuyasha flashed into Inuyasha eyes and turned to see Kagome facing them, but asleep.

'Why do you get to look?'

'Because. But I suggest we get this night Inuyasha. Since you get to see her at the beach all day, while we keep look out with your other senses.' human Inuyasha said smiling proudly at his idea.

'I guess. Just let me kiss her good night.' Inuyasha said standing up and leaning over Kagome. But nothing seems to go as planed with him.

As he leaned over some of his silver hair fell and landed across Kagome face. And the ticklish feeling woke her.

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"Inuyasha? Why aren't you in bed yet?" she asked rubbing her eyes and looking up at him to see him blushing.

"I just got back. And wanted to give you a good night kiss." Inuyasha leaned down and wrapped his arm around Kagome, his hand resting on her back, bringing her forward he kissed her neck softly, receiving a soft moan from Kagome.

"Inuyasha..." Kagome moaned as he kissed her neck again, but rougher.

"Kagome, wait. We can't do anything remember." Inuyasha said leaning her back down to the bed, and turning away to try and control his demon instincts to mark her.

"Come on Inuyasha, we can just have a little fun." Kagome said smiling sweetly. In truth she wanted him to hold her and kiss her. Like he just had. "Just a few touches and kisses." Kagome said rolling her eyes.

"Stand up!" Inuyasha said in a rough voice, his bangs covering his face. The demon in him went crazy with her requests and wanted it.

"What?" Kagome asked slipping out from under the blankets.

"Get up." Inuyasha said staying in the same position. Kagome stood up, and was quickly welcomed to the floor. Inuyasha was pinning her down, his silver hair falling around her like a wave of glistening silver. "You want some Kagome?" he asked hungrily.

"Sure..." Kagome said shakily. Inuyasha let go of her hands and she lifted his shirt over his head and threw it to the side. She then ran her hands across his firm chest and abs. Enjoying the curves and feeling of his flesh in her hands.

Inuyasha watched her as she inspected him. Her sent changing from scared to pleasure within a few seconds. And the demon knew what he was doing. They weren't going to go all the way, because he himself wanted to wait for her approval. And he could smell what she wanted. She wanted what he was going to give her. And he wanted her to get sleep as well so this wouldn't be for too long.

"Kagome, you want me." Inuyasha said (he is demon now.) leaning down and licking Kagome's collar bone and then pulling back up to see her, her eyes closed. "Look at me Kagome." he said softly reaching up and stroking her cheek. She opened her eyes and looking up at him. His eyes red and blue with lust, purple strikes on his face giving him a rugged look.

"Inuyasha." Kagome moaned as he moved down and bit her earlobe softly. He then moved from there down to her lips. He first licked them, and then forced them open with his tongue. He searched her mouth, ever inch of it, tasting her. Every second getting more aroused. He wanted her, but he knew when they would stop and it wasn't yet. He bit her lip enough to draw blood. He licked the blood up with his tongue and then licked her cheek, some of her blood getting on her cheek. After doing that he moved his body down so he was closer to her chest, than her face. He slid her shirt off and rubbed the skin that was right beneath her bra line. He moved his body slowly up and down on hers.

"Kagome." Inuyasha moaned in a raspy voice as he began to move his hands up more so he was touching her breasts.

Kagome lay there, in pleasure. Even though they weren't really love making, the contact was enough to make her happy, and hit a type of climax. After a few moments of stillness Inuyasha moved even further down and undid Kagome pants and slid them off. Leaveing a thin white fabric between him and Kagome. He moved his head down and rubbed his cheek against her underwear line, growling along the way. Kagome reached down and rubbed one of Inuyasha's ears making him even more aroused. More into her.

"Kagome." Inuyasha growled as he moved back up so his face was mire inches from Kagome's. "Kagome, your so beautiful." Inuyasha said thrusting himself upward more until Kagome's face was by his navel. Kagome lifted her body a bit until her lips met his skin and she began kissing her way up his chest when finally she came to his neck. She kissed his lower neck, and moaned when Inuyasha started rubbing her calf, somehow.

"Inuyasha...I love you so much." Kagome said laying back down on the ground, a few tears leaking from her eyes that she closed when Inuyasha moved down and was his normal self.

"what?" Inuyasha asked picking Kagome's up and laying her on the bed, and then getting into the position they were just in.

"I love you Inuyasha." Kagome said again, opening her eyes to be met with Inuyasha looking at her, a big goofy smile on his face.

"Kagome, you know how long I've wanted to hear you say that?" Inuyasha asked leaning down and capturing Kagome's lips. "Kagome Higurashi, I love you. And just for the record I could still be ruthless if you'd let me." Inuyasha said smiling once again.

"I know." Kagome said wrapping her body around Inuyasha's and laying her head on his chest. Inuyasha turned over on his side, so Kagome wouldn't have to put up with his body on her the whole night.

"Kagome, what do you want to do for the future?" Inuyasha asked putting his nose in Kagome's hair, savoring her sweet sent.

"I want to be with you." Kagome said rubbing Inuyasha's bare chest affectionately. "Like yellow dose with blue." Kagome said laughing slightly.

"Clad to hear that. But Kagome, you know what I see when I look at you?" Inuyasha asked rubbing his forehead on Kagome's cheek.

"A girl who's totally clueless?" Kagome asked laughing.

"Kinda, but I see my life. Your my good feeling." Inuyasha leaning over a few centimeters and kissed Kagome's lips, biting them softly then pulling away. "But my silly love words can wait till tomorrow, because your tired." Inuyasha said smiling at Kagome who blushed.

"No, I their not silly, it's sweet. And I love it when you talk like that. Or when you talk dirty." Kagome said smiling and kissing Inuyasha's cheek and laying her head on her pillow, looking up at Inuyasha who was propping himself with his elbow.

"Good, cause that's the only way I talk." Inuyasha said laying down more as well, never breaking eye contact with Kagome. "Get some sleep lover girl, tomorrows going to a long one." Inuyasha said as he watched Kagome nod and fall into a peaceful sleep, next to the one she loves.

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Chapter 19 is done! I know it's shorter than most, but it's hard thinking of cute things sometimes when your heart is being played with. But enough about me...my story! Like it? Didn't like it? I hope you loved it, but as long as you review I'll be happy. I miss some of my old reviewers who I've come to know and love. So if you review for this one, try to keep up and help me out like you have before. And that goes for everybody! REVIEW!

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