A/N: WOW GUYS! I can't believe in two days I got 11 reviews outta ya! Geez guys this is freaking spoiling me and I got 3 new reviews I love you guys your so good to me granted the only reason I got a few of you to review I bet is because I left it at such a nasty ending you all just wanted an update and well it worked so pat yourselves on the back. Ok onto the chapter im begging yall to keep reviewing I love reading them almost as much as a love writing them. Here are my thank you's...

Pureevil230: 'You've got mail' grave understatement I have more than expected. I like the little fighting rolling around protecting Courtney when not needed fight. It was very MACHO! Lol!

middiegurl08: Your favorite chapter? And to think I was iff on this chapter and look what it drew out 11 reviews. And yes Journey's connection is head strong and will never go away no matter how the mask it or shove it in the closet. So glad you thought it was "One hell of a way to end the chapter".

ImJustKidding89: Yea nothing ever seems to be so open and shut. Unfortunately Journey don't know what's good for them...That's why I'm here to put them through hell and to make them have oh so heart melting reunion just to prove it can be done and eventually will be done.

Leanna R.: My best one yet eh? Hmm and I thought you liked my writing? Well I must say you're my inspiration for making all of my story's as agnsty as I can get them so anyone wanna blame someone it's all her fault. Hehe im kidding I'm to blame!

Taylor: I can, I will, and I did just leave it there what's you gonna do about it?

tydavislover: Confusing you how?

emmalee05: I was picturing Court standing in a doorway or sitting behind Jase and just staring down at their little girl and my heart was just like awe. No really my heart said awww.

theblondeone07: Yes Raped! I know mean mean Bre but you know a story's a story and I love Court I do but I felt bad that In every story I read it's Jason getting the meat of the bad bad situations I thought it was Courtney's chance. Not that I'd ever wish rape on anyone.

sexyt: Yea I thought that I'd make Courtney play mean for a second. I realize even suggesting that Katie was someone else's was kinda mean to do that to Jason but he's a good daddy and Katie's a daddy's girl. I knew that in the show Jason being Jason would no ever give a baby to AJ as Courtney was suggesting. I also knew Court had already dared him to do a paternity test so Jase wasn't going to bite.

Alexa: Yes! I'm twisting in the wind now all I have to do is remember the twist I put in and think of what's going to have your mouth watering.

gh: Look we have a new reviewer! Well thank you for reviewing and I hope you enjoy my story. See guys while I lost one reviewer I gained another!

Ok so I'm done and I know a lot of space but I promise an extra special chapter! So heeeeerrrrrreee we GO!

Chapter 12

"It's raining." she observed her feeble voice barely above a whisper.

"I know." he said gently placing his hands on her arms relieved she hadn't pulled away. "Just like the night we first kissed."

"And the night I was raped and the night Katie was born." she whispered her voice a sardonic tone. She felt his body tense up behind her as his hands stopped rubbing against her arms. She slowly turned to face him looking into his deep blue eyes that were mixed with so many emotions. They were filled with anger and grief and understanding and something she hadn't seen in a long time love.

Raped? Right there and then he promised himself that the son of a bitch would die. But for now he needed to be supportive for Courtney. Not knowing anything else to say he said the first thing that came to mind. "Let's sit down" he said motioning to the bed.

She took a deep breath before starting "In that car, when I thought we were gonna die...I...I knew I loved you...even before then. But that moment...the moment I realized that I could lose you...God Jase...it flashed before my eyes, you know? All the time you were guarding me, through the stalking, the kiss in the rain, Aj, my thank you dinner. And then the loft...our own little heaven. I dunno I just...in that car...I just started to imagine...you know, our wedding...our life" she laughed softly as she looked back on their sleeping baby girl "our children" she let out a frustrated groan as she got up and stared out the window.

He gave her a moment to herself before cautiously getting up to stand behind her. He softly rested his hands on her shoulders anticipating her to pull away. Relieved when she didn't pull away he spoke his voice barley above a whisper but still loud enough for her to hear and clearly understand what he was saying "I loved you to...I still do...and I'm sorry..."

"Sorry?" she spat, accenting her statement by rolling her eyes after turning to look him in the eye."Sorry Jason?... 'sorry' is what you say for forgetting my birthday. 'Sorry' is what you say for breaking a date. But you Jason Morgan, you broke my heart, you made me feel like I wasn't good enough."

She might as well of just slapped him cause her words had done just that. "It was never that you weren't good enough"

"Really? Than what was it? Hmmm? And don't you dare say Sonny cause you and I both know that before we even got in that car you seemingly didn't give a damn as to what Sonny thought!"

"I was protecting you!"

She laughed. "News Flash Jason I am a big girl I have been protecting myself my whole life I didn't and don't need you to protect me." she clarified more or less. "What was I to you Jason? Was I the girl to stick it to AJ? No No I know I was the rebound girl. You were getting over Elizabeth and I was there. Unfortunately you got me knocked up. So tell me Jason why did you bring Katie here? What does Elizabeth not want her and you're here to return her? Or are you here to make me sign away my rights like you made AJ with Michael? Which is it Jase?" she asked her voice dangerously calm.

His head was reeling why was she deliberately trying to pick a fight with him. "What are you doing? Why are you picking a fight with me?" he asked dumb founded to all of her accusations.

"SO your not denying that you are either here to give Katie back or here to make me sign away my rights." she asked amazed that she was actually possibly right.

"No No I don't want you to sign away anything and there is no way in hell I would leave Katie here with you and give the chance that I'd never see her again."

"So why are you here?"she asked throwing her hands flamboyantly in the air and sighing over dramatically.

As Carly sat on the hospital bed holding her little boy, AJ watched through the window. "How cute" he laughed taking on last look before entering the room.

"Sonny" she smiled looking at her son for a moment before looking up to greet presumably her husband. "I think he...YOU!" she scoffed as her eyes fell upon her scum of an ex. Husband.

"Nice to see you to Carly." he smiled as he walked closer to the bed. "Cute kid!" he commented little to enthusiastically.

"What the hell do you want AJ" she scolded as she readjusted her son in her arms so that he was facing away from the filth that now occupied her room.

"Come down Pistol...all I want from you is to know where golden boy is AND my wife" he smirked.

"Ok first Courtney is not your wife and second Jason's whereabouts are absolutely none of your concern" she glared

"Ah maybe not but the whereabouts of my daughter are. You see I may of signed away my rights to Michael Not of my own free will might I add" Carly rolled her eyes "but I never signed away my rights to this child"

"Woo! No! Katie is not your daughter and if you don't get the hell out of my room im going to shut your ass up myself" Carly yelled as she gestured towards the door.

"Your wish is my command Carlybabes" he smiled before exiting the room only seconds before Sonny entered.

"What's wrong?" Sonny asked when he saw the annoyed look on Carly's face.

"AJ was here!" she sneered before turning her attention back to her newborn son who was starting to fuss. "Shh it's alright baby." she soothed.

"So wait! You are Courtney's mother and you want Courtney's daughter for yourself?" Liz asked not understanding any of Janine's reasoning.

"Yes" Janine nodded an affirmative before taking another sip of her water.

Jax and Janine had been with her in her studio for a good three hours now. They were supposed to be figuring out a plan and what not but since AJ left they hadn't gotten much done. She was still trying to understand why Courtney's mother would want her grandchild as her own daughter. But nevertheless after Janine had confirmed her intentions for the fifth time she dropped it. After all as long as the child didn't end up living with Jason she could care less who had it and what they did with it.

A/N: ok I know probably my shortest one yet but I needed to end it there for purposes of the next chapter being ok. And im sure you'll be thrilled to know the next chapter is pure journey no exceptions or interruptions. Well maybe Katie but hey what did you expect she's a baby! Go now and update so ill be tempted to update sooner.