…Cuz the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart
I was… am sick of it. I have been treated like every little bit of me is worthless. I have a life. I have better things to do than to grovel at his feet because of how badly I want him. I'm through with it. I'm through trying to make things work when he wants nothing more than me to leave him alone.
Do I still love him? That has yet to be decided. I know I have some feelings still left for him. You don't just forget someone how you tried so hard to get. But I'm tired of being ignored. Others ignored me enough. I didn't need him to add on to it.
Excuse me for not introducing myself. My name is Raven. This is my story. This is what happened between me and Richard. This is how I slowly began picking myself apart.