Wishing You Were Somehow Here Agian
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Summery: As Vickie Guerrero watches Phantom of the Opera with her kids, she can't help but cry at one scene.
As Vickie watched Phantom of the Opera with Shaul, Sherylyn, and Kaylie, she could'nt help miss Eddie.
You
were once
my
one companion . . .
you
were all
that
mattered . . .
You
were once
a
friend and father -
then
my world
was shattered . .
Flashback
Vickie sits in the living room as the phone rings, she picks it up.
"Hello?" she answers.
"Vickie, its Chavo." she could tell right away something was wrong.
"Chavo, are you alright?" she asks.
"No Vickie, I'm not."
"What's wrong?" Chavo was really worring her.
"Eddie didn't answer his wake up call this morning and when I went to see what was up..." he couldn't continue.
"What Chavo!" Vickie pleaded.
"...I...I found him on the floor, dead." he broke into sobs as Vickie collaped on the couch, her whole world falling apart around her.
End Flashback.
The pain still consumed her.
Wishing
you were
somehow
here again . . .
wishing
you were
somehow
near . . .
Sometimes
it seemed
if
I just dreamed,
somehow
you would
be here . . .
She dreamed of him all the time, all ways the same thing. Eddie slipping away as she tried to keep up. It gave her chills.
Wishing
I could
hear
your voice again . . .
knowing
that I
never
would . . .
Dreaming
of you
won't help me to do
all
that you dreamed
I could . . .
After he left, she had bought the DVD he'd made just to hear his voice, to see his face. God how she missed him.
Passing
bells
and
sculpted angels,
cold
and monumental,
seem,
for you,
the
wrong companions -
you
were warm and gentle . . .
When she was in his warm arms she felt so safe. The gentle embrace she missed so much. The love and compassion you could always hear as he spoke.
Too
many years
fighting
back tears . . .
Why
can't the past
just
die . . .?
She always avoided crying in front of anyone save Eddie. Now, no one's shoulder to cry one, no warm, caring voice telling her ity would be all right.
Wishing
you were
somehow
here again . . .
knowing
we must
say
goodbye . . .
Try
to forgive . . .
teach
me to live . . .
give
me the strength
to try . . .
Over time the pain seemed to lessen a little, even though she still wished he was still there with them.
No
more memories,
no
more silent tears . . .
No
more gazing across
the
wasted years . . .
Help
me say
goodbye
She realized that it was time to move on, not forget, but live once agian with the memories of him.
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In heaven Eddie smiles down on them, happy that Vickie is finally moving on. He would never truly leave her, ever.