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I made it back to my room before anyone really noticed I was gone. I walked into the small hotel room that Donald and Goofy got me, I didn't even take off my shoes or my jacket. I went right to the bed and fell face first into the pillow. I totally hated myself right now, Roxas really wants to be with Axel but I can't stand him at all! I lay there with my head above the pillow as I hugged the large lump of feathers. "Why do you hate him?" I heard inside of my head. It was a voice that sounded sort of like mine, but I knew it wasn't me at all. "Why?"

"He's a Nobody." I answered out loud but only in a quiet voice.

The voice, Roxas, spoke again to me in my head. "Why do you hate me?"

"Because you're a Nobody, and you're trying to use me." I bit back, I didn't want to be used anymore.

I could feel Roxas' emotions starting to gather up but tried to ignore it. Now it wasn't hate, but more of anguish. "Just because we're Nobodies doesn't mean we can't fall in love! Maybe Axel and I finally found a way to make a heart, maybe it's because we both fell in love!"

"It can't be!" I finally yelled back, I then hid his face into the pillow as I kept talking to the boy that only existed in my own mind. "You're both guys, you're not supposed to fall in love. Not only that, but Nobodies don't have hearts or emotions so they can't fall in love. This feeling..." I didn't want to finish, I could feel Roxas pulling at me to not continue. Then again, I wanted to make my point clear, I wanted everyone to know that only I could control my own body. "This feeling is entirely fake."

"No!" Roxas yelled, I could see him crying in my mind. He stood there looking at me while he yelled and the tears started down his cheeks. "It's not fake! If it's fake then what you feel for Kairi is fake too Sora!"

"Shut up!" I yelled into my pillow, Roxas finally decided to leave me alone as I lay on my bed and thought things over. I kept my face hidden in the pillow, the torment in my heart was hurting as if I just killed someone that I truly cared for. There was a knocking on my door, "Go away!" I yelled out to whoever it was. Apparently they didn't listen to me, and walked inside. It was Donald and Goofy, they were worried about me after all and couldn't bare to leave me alone all day, let alone up to the moment of nine in the morning. I looked up to them a bit, my eyes brimming with tears while I was lost in my confusion. Donald yelled out my name as Goofy came over and made me sit up, I still didn't want to say anything as I tried to hold back the tears.

Goofy sat to my right while Donald sat down on the bed to my left. I just kept looking down to my hands, these were the same hands that pushed away Roxas' lover and made him hate me so much. "What's the matter?" Donald asked me, he was really concerned.

"Yeah Sora, this isn't like you at all." Goofy finished up their combined thought.

I tried to think of how to say it, but the tears started to fall little by little. I just kept looking down to my hands as I tried to speak. "Roxas... my Nobody inside me... he's in love with Axel... another Nobody... and he's using me to get to him... I... I can't stop him at all! Roxas... he really loves Axel and- and he'll do anything to me to get his lover. I don't want to be used anymore!" I yelled out the last part, the only clear part that wasn't broken up by many tears. Goofy put his arm around my shoulder as I kept crying. They were right, this wasn't like me at all. "Roxas really loves Axel, but I don't want to be used anymore. The thing is that if I don't do what he wants-"

"Roxas and Axel can never be together." Donald finished.

I nodded, he was right at seldom moments in life. Goofy tried to comfort me but I still didn't know what to do. If I was doing the same thing to get to Kairi I too would be upset with the person I needed to control. If Roxas was doing this to me I would probably make him feel the exact same way just to get to her. "Why not try to find a way to make Roxas whole again? To make Axel and Roxas normal?" Goofy asked. I looked up at him as I tried to stop my stupid crying like a baby. He smiled and repeated it again. "Axel and Roxas should never have fallen for each other, so maybe we can bend the rules even more and make them real people instead of Nobodies."

"Maybe..." I muttered again, putting my hands over my heart and closing my eyes. Donald and Goofy were still there, I could feel Donald still sitting next to me and Goofy still tried to comfort me like a big brother would. "His heart, it was racing when Axel called for him. I could feel his emotions running high... Roxas would give anything to be with Axel again." In the darkness of my closed eyes I could see Roxas standing in front of me. I opened my eyes inside my mind, then knew I was only inside my mind and was ignoring the outside world.

Roxas looked at me, he stood up right with his arms to the side as I also stood up right in the darkness. I put my arms down to my sides, I didn't shed one tear and my eyes weren't even watery. We just looked at each other with stern faces and didn't want to turn away. Roxas opened his mouth to say something, but for some reason he stopped. I waited for him to say something. After a few more moments of silence he tried again. "That night that you keep dreaming about is when I left to find you. I thought that if I could find you and gain control of your body I could find a way to make Axel complete too."

"You wanted to control me?" I just wanted to make sure that I heard it right.

He shook his head, his true intention was to take control of my body and to go back to his lover Axel. I didn't want to listen anymore but Roxas got my attention back in no time. "I'll leave you alone, let you be complete." Roxas blurted out. He was offering to leave me alone, now I was ready to listen to every word he said. I crossed my arms as Roxas started his proposition. "Just give me one night with Axel, with total control of your body. All I'm asking for is one night! I'll give it back, I won't try to find a way to make us real or anything! Just please... let me be able to say goodbye to him."

I kept my arms crossed even after he finished, but I didn't look at him either. I thought over the words that he told me, just one night is what he wanted. I had a good idea of what would happen in that one night and it disturbed me a lot. I finally let my arms down and looked back at my other half. "What if we find Axel's other half?"

"He doesn't have one. Only I did, because you came back from being a Heartless. Axel's other half... you could have defeated it by now." Roxas spoke, his voice now shaking as well. I kept looking at him, the boy would go down onto his knees and beg soon if I didn't say anything. "Please! Just one night, let me be with Axel just one night!"

I didn't take my eyes away from Roxas, I really felt sorry for him right now and wanted to help out in any way that I could. I turned away from Roxas and put my hands over me heart once more. "Let me think it over." I said. I knew that this hurt him even more, but I also knew that he knew the decision wouldn't come quickly. I was going to give him total control of my body and trust that he would give it back. It would take a little while to think about.

I felt back to my normal self, sitting on my bed with my two friend by my sides. I opened my eyes and wiped my cheeks. "Let's find a way to make both real, we don't have a lot of time."

"Sora!" Donald started his yelling. I didn't want to listen to him right now, time was running out and Roxas would find out what I wanted to do if I took too long. I stood up and started to the door when Donald jumped down from the bed. "We can't help a Nobody!"

I knew that was crossing the line. Now that I know how Roxas feels and how important Axel is to him the only thing I could do was play matchmaker and get the two together again. I turned around back to Donald and smiled, they always told me I never smiled right. "He's not just a Nobody, not anymore. Roxas and Axel... they could be human just like us. All they're missing is a heart." That's all that Roxas and Axel needed, a heart, and I promised to myself that I would get them the hearts that they needed.

After a little arguing, the little confrontation in my room, the three of us decided to try and find a way to give Roxas and Axel a heart. Time would be against us, Roxas is going to want an answer to that one night question and Axel is going to probably try and make me into a Heartless again just to get his Roxas back. There was only one place that we thought would help us, we were going to talk with Yensid and see if he knew anything. Sense I wanted to come to Twilight Town in the beginning we just hopped onto the train that The King told us to take when we first went there, this train ran right through the Cosmos and got us right to Yensid's world! Anyway, we took that train and then got off at his tower. Last time we were here the place was infested with Heartless but now it was quiet without even one enemy. We went up all of the stairs, Yensid just had to keep his office in the top room of the tower, and then went into his office. We walked inside the circular room where there were books and lots of other documents that I didn't understand at all. Donald and Goofy both bowed to him, I still wasn't in the habit of doing that. Luckily they gave up on me. There were three books floating over the desk, it blocked my view from seeing his face. I don't even know what he was reading, the two books to the sides were black covered without any writing on the covers while the middle book had symbols that I didn't understand any of. I kept standing in my place, we couldn't waste any time. "It's good to see you back here Sora." Yensid started. I stood up right when I heard my name while Donald and Goofy also stood up to make sure they were at attention to the leader of the conversation. "I expect that you're here for information on the Nobody?"

"Yeah." I started. Goofy looked down to me while Donald gave me a glare, he wanted me to be more polite. I just wanted answers. "Is there a way for a Nobody to get a heart?"

There was a silence, I guess the wizard was thinking of what I asked. The three books closed and piled themselves up on the side of his desk. Yensid just rested his hands on the armrests of his chair and kept looking at me. Whenever he did I felt like he was looking right into my own heart. "A Nobody can never have a heart. They can never feel and can never gain existence. All Nobodies are doomed to fade back into the darkness, I told you that before when you first came here."

"I know but-" I must have sounded crazy, wanting to help out a Nobody.

Goofy knew this conversation wasn't going well, he started to slouch at knowing I would get no answers that I wanted. If Yensid didn't know then I even knew it would be hopeless. Donald took a step forward, this made me look at him and wonder what he was going to say this time. "Excuse me Sir, but what if a Nobody fell in love?"

Yensid now glared at Donald, I knew this wasn't going to go well now... he looked really upset. "The feelings that a Nobody says they feel are all fake. They excuse their actions by trying to blame them on false impulses inside of their mind." He lifted his right hand to me, I guess the next question was focused onto me. "Did you meet a Nobody that claims they fell in love? One that actually thinks they have the ability to hold such a powerful emotion?"

"Yeah, I did." I started, I didn't want to talk about those feelings right now but if it would help in finding a heart I would tell him everything. "When I first went to Hollow Bastion I turned into a Heartless, a Nobody named Roxas was born when I did that. He met with another Nobody, Axel, and... they fell for each other. Now that Roxas is back inside of me I can feel what he feels, he still wants to be with Axel but they..." I started to slouch, this wasn't going to help any. "they don't exist..."

The wise man listened to every last one of my words, after I was done he nodded and closed his eyes. Donald took a step back and looked up to me while Goofy kept quiet and waited for an answer from Yensid before running into any plans or ideas. Yensid opened his eyes again and looked right at me. "Sora." He started, I looked up to him and hoped for the best. "Your Nobody was unique, he found his way back to you and even went back into your body. I never heard of Axel but she-"

"He." All three of us said.

Yensid was taken by this, yeah... my Nobody loved another guy Nobody. "Interesting." He started. I just sighed, I was ready for him to kick us out of his office now. He sat up a bit more now and put his two hands together as he kept talking. "Roxas is a very unique boy, but he is still a Nobody in the end. As much as he might think he loves Axel the truth is that it is all in his head. The same is with the other Nobody, Axel. He must also have the false emotion residing inside his mind."

"But I can feel it!" I finally yelled out, I wanted an answer that would help instead of all of this negative stuff. "I saw Axel! I met him last night, he came up to me and Roxas took over my body, I felt it inside my heart! Axel told me that Roxas made him feel like he had a heart too..." I remembered last night in the usual spot, Roxas taking over me and allowing Axel to have his way with my body. I shook the memory out of my head and calmed down a bit. "What if Roxas and Axel found a way for a Nobody to have a heart? What if they really did fall in love?"

Yensid finally stood, sending chills down my spine. He never stood up in a conversation. Either he was very interested in my case or he really hated me right now for always saying more and not leaving. "Stop your search for his existence." Yensid told me. I was taken by this, it wasn't like him to tell me this. "It will only hurt more then help."

"So there is a way!" Goofy blurted out. I smiled, if there were a way to make Roxas exist and be with Axel without bothering me then I would go for it.

"Enough!" He yelled at us. Goofy hid a bit behind me while I took a step back. When Yensid yelled he was really scary. "Go on with your former mission, looking for a Nobody's existence is a waste of time and very dangerous."

Donald and Goofy both bowed to Yensid and started out of the room, I just stood in my place and looked down to the floor. They must have turned back to me, I didn't hear their footsteps moving anymore. "Please..." I asked, I then looked up to the wizard and kept going. "Just give us some info about how to help. Anything will do. A lead, even give it to us in a riddle of something! Just... I need to know of some way to help them." Yensid kept looking at me, he wouldn't tell me anything. I stood my ground in the strange silence. "You're a wise man, just giving us some info wouldn't hurt you any bit!"

"Fine." He finally gave in. Yensid waved his hand a bit and a small book came off from a pile on the floor. It went to his desk while a feather pen and paper also was summoned to his desk. I waited while the book opened and the pages flipped themselves, it looked like a personal journal that was written as some research or something like that. The pen started to write a few things on the paper. When the pen was done it went back to it's jar with the other feather pens while the book closed and returned to its original place and the paper folded itself up nicely. I walked up to the desk as Yensid took the paper, he then placed it into my hand but didn't let it go. "This is your final warning, trying to find something this valuable will make life very difficult."

"I think we can handle it." I finished off. Yensid nodded and finally let go of the paper. I put it into my pocket and finally bowed, I could hear Donald gasping for air at the surprise of me remembering to do that. I went back to them and walked out, Donald was on me heels while Goofy took the tail and shut the door behind us.