Summary: Sam is sick of Danny's crush on Paulina, and when he finally decides to ask her out, Sam can't bear it. Bad summary okay songfic!
Disclaimer: I don't own Danny Phantom or the song Solitude by Evanescence.
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Solitude
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I stand, staring hopelessly at you, my eyes brimming with tears.
Today is the day you decide to finally ask Paulina out. You've said how much you love her, how much you want to be with her. You have no idea how much I wish you were talking about me. I love you more than you can imagine, yet you still break my heart continuously, not even realizing how much I long to be with you.
How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me
You look at her shallow flawless face, and with a trembling voice I hear you ask her.
This is just too much.
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
I turn around and run all the way home, tears streaming down my face. I lie on my bed cry. Cry because you'll never see how much I love you. Cry because you should be mine. Cry because I'm alone, and I can never be with you.
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Your secret admirer
Who could it be?
Our friendship would be ruined if you didn't love me back. And I know you don't. The only reason I hide my feelings for you is because I can't risk losing you. You're my life, my love…my best friend. That's all you see me as. A friend. And I can't take it any more.
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
I look over at a picture on my dresser. It's of you and me smiling and giving each other the infamous bunny-ears. I choke down a sob and bury my face in a pillow. We're the best of friends. We used to tell each other everything, and we still do everything together. We've grown closer over the years, and I've grown to love you even more with every passing second. But this is too much, and I imagine you and Paulina kissing and holding hands, laughing and loving each other. My eyes fill with tears once more and I wish more than anything that you would love me back.
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
Suddenly I hear a knock on my window, and my room is suddenly much colder. Automatically I know who it is. I open my window, letting you in, quickly wiping away my tears. But it's no use. You ask me what's wrong, your glowing green eyes filled with concern. Shaking my head I sit down on the side of my bed, only to have you follow. You lift my chin and look me in the eyes, repeating the question. A tear slides down my cheek as I whisper the only word I can.
"You."
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
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Wow, that was really short and the ending sucked. The lyrics took up most of the story and overall I just wrote it out of boredom. Please review anyways though lol, it'll make me feel better