a.n hey guys I know I lost some interest in Final Fantasy X, but not all. lol so here's another chapter! Hope you like! Also if you like Kingdom Hearts fanfictions please read my semi new one that I posted! Much appreciated-
-Gigi --TgIiDgUiS
--Y-- Yuna's point of view.
--T-- Tidus's point of view,
Disclaimer- I don't own Final Fantasy X, but I do own a Tidus and Yuna action figure-
So that's something right.
Life is not the same any more…
--Y--
My mother lay dead in front of me. I never thought this would happen to me. Never. My family was now wrecked, and will never be intacted again, without her I don't even know how I will live. However, I had to for my father and for Tidus.
I left my mother's room shortly and locked myself into my room. For hours, I sat there staring at the wall, still shocked about my mother's death. Her last words were never going to leave me, because I knew she meant it, her very last breath was for me only.
"Yuna even though I am parting this world I will always be with you. Please understand that this is my time to leave it is destiny. I love you. Never go into darkness always live a happy and joyful life. I will be with you every step. I love you." Silence
--T--
Tidus entered Yuna's house but did not find her in her mother's room. He saw her mother said a little prayer; then left. Jecht came in shortly and shook his head. Tidus felt a little tear slip and roll down his check and before he knew it, he was sobbing. Jecht went over to his son and hugged him. Tidus held his father and cried. He knew after this day after between him and Yuna will change, nothing would be the same anymore.
Braska emerged from his wife's room with a tear-stained face and slowly walked over to Jecht and Tidus. He glanced at both them and smiled. Not the kind emotion people express when they are happy, no. This smile was displayed because he had friends who cared, friends who he can trust. Jecht departed from his son and went to hug Braska it was like a commitment. Like saying that he was there for his friend, without words, what a true friend does in their time of need.
Tidus calming down a bit, look upon his father and Yuna's father, their friendship was true and he knew that his family will help Yuna's through this tough time, he would never let her go. Thinking about her made him want to see her, he left the two fathers, and went to search for Yuna. Upon reaching Yuna's room, his mother stopped him.
"No Tidus she needs more time, do not disturb her. What she is suffering right now could not be cured, not even with soothing words. I know this feeling trust me."
His mother told him. He nodded his head and took one last glimpse of Yuna's door then went back downstairs with his mother beside him. Downstairs Braska and Jecht were sitting on the couch talking. Tidus noticed more dried tears on both their faces; he kept his down not wanting the tears to appear again. All four of them said another small prayer; then shortly after Tidus and his family left the house. Tidus had a bad feeling something was going to happen and his feelings were always true.
-x- One week later -x-
--Y--
My life is now dreadful. I never thought something this drastic would be a big affect in my life. Yes, I knew I would gloomy, I would cry, and be miserable, but right now, all I want to do is run away, not breathe, and die in despair. My mother's death will haunt me until I make the pain go away, and the only solution is suicide. Yes, I know me Yuna thinking about Suicide, too radical right even for me, but it is the only way for this pain to go away. Somehow, I have to figure out a way to leave this world and it would not be easy.
I thought about suicide after the funeral, I did not even want to attend my own mother's funeral, but I had to. I saw many people I knew from the neighborhood but I did not care, my mother is dead, lying in front of me in a coffin. Many people around me were crying, I was too but stopped a while ago, I didn't want to feel more depressed even though I knew nothing will help. Tidus even tired to talk to me a couple of times, but I just blocked him out, I did not feel like expressing my emotions to others right now even though Tidus was more then just anyone. I'm only seven years old but I know what love is. I know what it means to love someone and to receive love, my mother taught me that, but now she is gone. I do not think I could love someone now, though my love between my mother and I was different I do not think I could share it.
The funeral is over and now I am in my room once again, I have not really left my room, but just to use the toilet. My father brings me food but I refuse to eat, so he force-feeds me. I know my father is also sharing my pain; that we should help each other, but I cannot, what I feel cannot go away. I apologize to those that I am suffering but I cannot help it that is why suicide is the only way.
--T--
I have not talked or really see Yuna in while, this is not like her. To shut herself form the world is not the way, she is slowly killing herself and she knows that but does nothing to stop it. That is why I have to help no matter what. I do not care if she keeps ignoring me or blocking me out I must help her to save her. Therefore, I decided to visit her. It's just been a week since her mother's death and 5 days since the funeral but that is long enough, I listened to my mother I gave her time, but this is too much. Someone has to be with and that someone will be me.
I slowly approached her home, and knocked on the door, her father greeted me and told me Yuna was in her room, he knew I would come for her, I bowed and made my way towards Yuna's room
--Y--
This is it I must leave this suffering; yes this is the only way. Jump out Yuna jump to your death it will make all your pain go away, and I listened to the devil inside me and prepared to jump to my death out my window, which is three stories high with rocks underneath perfect suicide. I slowly opened my window climbed on the edge and took one last breath before I fell.
--T--
I knocked on her door and waited for her answer, because I just could not barge into her room and say, "Hey Yuna what's up?" No. This was a tough time for her and I had to be cautious. I knocked again and there was still no answer, I thought maybe she was in the bathroom, but her bathroom door across the hall was open. Lingering around her closed door for another couple of seconds, I decided to enter. If she was not there, I simply leave and look for her around the house, but if she were, I would tell her I knocked on her door and she will forgive me. Okay good plan, let's go in! I told myself. When I opened the door, I never expect this to happen.
--Normal--
Tidus opened the door calling out Yuna's name; in pure shock Yuna swiftly turned around to see who was calling her. Their eyes met for a second before she accidentally slipped causing her to fall out of her window. Tidus sprinted next to her, grasping her hand before she fell to her death. He told her to hold on to his hand and then effortlessly pulled her back over. Both falling back into the room with Tidus on top of Yuna, they both froze in place not saying a word, until Yuna burst into tears. Tidus got off her and held her while she cried. He knew from day one that she needed someone to help her through this tough time, but did not do anything about it. When her crying ceased, she held Tidus firmly until her father came in.
"What happened here?" Her father asked the two children that were clinging to each other on the floor. Tidus and Yuna hesitated for a moment till Yuna told her father that she tripped over chair and feel hurt her ankle and that Tidus was helping her stand. A nice simple… white lie, but he wouldn't notice Yuna thought. Her father stood still examining both of them; then simply nodded and left. Tidus and Yuna were still clinging to each other and stayed that way all night, after Tidus asked his father and Yuna's father to stay over for the night.
a.n ok done with this chapter I believe this chapter is way better then my old chapter six. Oh and by the way they are still seven years old not eight. . thanks for sticking with me! And please read my new kingdom hearts story! Thanks!