Hopefully, this one doesn't suck XD Sorry the last one was so short and cliche-ish. This one is longer and full of ANGST! 3 I'm a sap for angst.
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All I wanted was to be held by you.
All I wanted was to hold you in return.
All I wanted was to be kissed by you.
All I wanted was to kiss you in return.
All I wanted was to have you love me.
All I wanted was to love you.
Let Me Love You...
Please Love Me...
Please...
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Sasuke had searched for me all last night. By the time he found me, it was probably 4 in the morning. I wasn't bleeding too badly by then, but fuck, it hurt. My eyelids were drooping heavily, and I had not the strength to lift them any higher. I had been drifting between sleep and awake the whole night. I worried for Sasuke, but I was so tired, I dozed for only around 10 minutes before jolting awake from the pain in my abdomen. The girls had cut deeper than I thought, and Kyuubi was complaining quite loudly in my head. I told him not to worry, and he continued healing me. Whimpers escaped my mouth involuntarily, and he laughed at my pain, torturing me further with heavy fox chakra in pin needle sizes, stabbing me in my most precious place.
My heart was being torn into pieces like paper.
I would have liked to tell him this was his fault,
Because it was.
But I don't go around blaming people selfishly.
What happens to me is my own fault and my fault always.
This is punishment for thinking that it wasn't.
Sasuke stared at me for the longest time, seeing if I was dead or something. I turned my head in his direction, and he flinched as if I was a zombie. My head lowered, stretching my neck muscles to their limit as I stared at the ground with sad weak eyes.
Do you see what they do?
Do you see what will happen to me?
I'm going to die.
He sat down beside me, looking up at the sky silently. It was his and my own chance to scoot closer. I went first, he went second, and I was the last, as there was not even a tiny smidgen of space in between us anymore. I rested my head on his shoulder, my eyes finally closing without the panic of Sasuke in my thoughts. He had come, and now was my chance.
"...I love you, Dobe..."
"You have...No way...To back that up..."
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"Oh my god, you're a disgrace to this village!"
"What were you thinking!"
"...I was thinking we were in love, sir."
"That's not love, its lust! You demon!"
"I know what I am, there's no reason to point it out."
"Shut up! You have forced the last of Uchihas into marriage with you!"
"Sorry, but he's the one who suggested it."
"I have never heard of such lies! You know of what he is trying to do!"
"Revival of the clan, sir."
"Yes, little fox! And do you know what you are!"
"...A fox?"
"A MAN!"
The councilmen had sent ANBU to capture me, to interrogate me, and force me to break of the marriage.
I needed to divorce Sasuke.
"You can NEVER give Sasuke what he needs! You are a MAN, incapable of birthing children," one of the elders squabbled at me, "but thank god, you can't! We'd never allow you to marry a woman and have baby demons rampaging through our dear village!"
I narrowed my eyes.
"...So what you're saying is that I can love no one. Not a man, not a woman."
"Yes."
I eyed the floor, a dangerous smile on my lips.
"...And you can control this? This feeling of love? You have the power to stop it? If you have the power, then use it! USE IT ON ME NOW!" I yelled at them. They fell silent, murmuring becoming louder and louder as they talked amongst themselves. I laughed loudly, the sorrow hidden inside.
"He's gone MAD!" one of them screamed. I laughed louder.
"If you could stop me from loving, I would have to be DEAD. I can love whomever I want. I can kiss whomever I want. I can have sex with whomever I want.
You're all just angry that you can't stop me."
"W-We'll throw you out! You are officially banned from Konoha!"
"You can't throw me out for LOVING. You can't kick me around for what's INSIDE me. That isn't me. Fuck, you know absolutely NOTHING, and you call yourselves the elders of Konoha? What a load of shit."
My chakra was boiling. Boiling with anger. They all stopped whatever movement or sound they were making as not to be killed by Kyuubi. I stood up from my stool in the center of the large room, looking extremely threatening with the red chakra flowing from me, showing the 9 beautiful tails and the long ears poking through my sunshine hair. They cowered, sinking into their long connected desks. I smiled.
"If you think you can kick me out for having the Kyuubi in me, you're sadly mistaken. Did you ever think that if I got angry, I'd just come back and kill you all?"
"Y-You're bluffing!" One of them called out. I had a claw to his throat in an instant, my smile growing.
"Does it LOOK like I'm bluffing?"
They all shook their heads nervously. I pulled away gracefully and headed to the door, trying to get the chakra under control. My tails twisted and turned and some cracked like whips, scaring the elders even more. Before I left, I bowed to them.
"Thank you, elders..."