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A/N: This chapter, well, like other chapters, will be short. I'll try my best to make it longer. Enjoy it!
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Chapter 4: Wedding Preparations
As Kira reached home, all the children came out of the house and ran to Kira, asking him why he came back late and for their drinks.
Lacus came out last and told the children, "Children, Kira must be very tired. Why don't you let him go him and have a rest, and we'll give out the drinks, shall we?" "YAY!" The children shouted happily, they obeyed Lacus and went inside the house.
Lacus faced Kira and said, "Let's go in." Kira nodded, and they went in together, while Lacus took the initiative to hold Kira's hands. Kira's guilt overcame him once again, but he wasn't going to show it, not in front of Lacus.
As night approaches, Lacus tucked the children to sleep and Kira was at the other room's balcony, he was sitting in his chair and thinking of the past, of how Fllay treated him…
6 years ago…(A/N: Each open inverted comma refers to Fllay talking and in each of different events)
"I don't want any of you coordinators acting friendly with me!"
"You said everything's going to be alright! You lied!"
"You didn't do anything out there, did you? That's because you're a coordinator too!"
"Don't worry, Kira. I'm here. I'll always protect you."
"Yes, Kira, I really love you." (A/N: This is from chapter 3)
In the present…"Hey, Kira." Kira snapped out of his thoughts and turned around, just to find that Lacus had just entered the room and called his name.
"Hi, Lacus. Are the children asleep?" Kira asked, Lacus nodded and then silence fell upon them. "Kira?" Lacus said and Kira faced her. "Shouldn't we be planning out for our wedding? It's in two weeks time." Lacus continued.
Kira nodded and said, "What kind of wedding would you like to have? I want to make everything memorial to you, it's a once-in-a-lifetime wedding after all." Kira tried to sound alright.
Lacus begin her thoughts about the wedding, "I would like to have a simple affair, just a few of our close friends and other people. We'll have the wedding at the garden and there will be flowers everywhere and…" Lacus continued and continued. She must be really excited, Kira thought.
Kira tried to listen but failed to do so. His thoughts mainly concentrated on Fllay. It'll be great if the person standing there was Fllay instead of Lacus. I know Lacus is a nice girl, but I really love Fllay. Kira thought.
"Kira?" Kira looked at Lacus, who apparently called his name. "Are you alright?" Lacus asked, her face filled with worry, "You've been spacing out often." Kira walked to the bed and sat on it, "It's nothing. Maybe it's some wedding jitters." Kira reassured her.
Lacus sat beside him and looked at him, "There's something in your mind, isn't it?" Lacus asked. Kira shook his head and kissed Lacus cheeks, trying to reassure her, and to stop himself from saying all the truth out to her.
Lacus smiled and she laid her head on Kira's shoulder, falling asleep in the process. Kira looked at the sleeping angel and thought that she was a rather sweet girl. He laid her down on the bed gently and went to his desk.
Taking out a notebook, or rather a diary, he begins writing in it, about all his thoughts about Fllay. He was finally writing it inside regarding this matter, he never done so for fear that Lacus might stumble on it. But he couldn't care less now; he might explode if he doesn't pour out his feelings to someone or something.
After writing, he begin planning out Lacus's desirable wedding, surprisingly, he remember every detail of it although he wasn't very attentive. He found himself very happy planning this, and there was a lot of reddish-pink stuff, Fllay's favourite colour, Kira thought. He was happy doing this, that's because he had imagined that the wedding was plan for him, and Fllay…
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End of chapter 4. Scrap the beginning A/N, I realized this chapter is longer that I thought. Hope you enjoyed it! I'm sorry for the part where there were Fllay's flashbacks, not sure if I'm correct in all those statements, ahh, too lazy to check. Next chapter will be about Lacus finding out about the diary and all. Look forward to it! Oh yeah, by the way, pls review! I've been getting a reasonable number of reviews and I thanked those who reviewed. Arigatou!