"Raven its good to see you out of your room. Is every thing okay?" Robin asked giving Raven a hug. What was a surprise was that she had forgotten why she was upset but Robin asked her if she was okay and it all came back to her. She nodded and sat down on the couch next to Starfire. Starfire was also happy to see Raven out of her room. Starfire had the urge to talk to her. Since Starfire has been on Earth for many years her Tameranain accent was almost gone but still talked differently than her teammates.
"Friend Raven I am also filled with joy you are better now." Starfire also gave Raven a big hug almost crushing her.
"I'm happy to Raven." Cyborg said as he gave her a gentle hug that showed he was happy. She appreciated all of the hugs but hugging really wasn't her thing but Beast Boy was an exception since he was her boy friend. "Raven, I really would like to talk to you but I'm tired so I will see you tomorrow, goodnight." Robin walked off but stopped when he passed the couch.
"Star are you coming or are you coming in later?"
Starfire blushed and got up and walked up to Robin as they both started walking towards his room.
When they got to his room Robin grabbed Starfire in his arms and started kissing her on her neck. Now that they were in private he was free to show his affection. He picked her up bridal style and laid her on his bed and climbed on top of her still kissing her non-stop. They started to crave each other but tiredness got the best of both of them. Robin laid down and Starfire laid her head on his muscular chest. As a few minutes went past both of them were sound asleep.
In the living room Raven sat on the couch in Beast Boy's arms and Cyborg sat a couple feet away from them watching TV. She still couldn't keep her mind off of her problem she knew with her emotions she would have a very hard time being Pregnant with a baby that would share her problems including sensitive emotions and maybe Beast Boys color or even powers. She almost laughed at the thought of a green child with a personality no body found funny. She then frowned at the thought of a depressed child and a depressed mother. She couldn't think about any longer because the never-ending want to cry became stronger every second she thought about it. She stood up and turned around to face Beast Boy.
"I am going to go outside for a sec to get some fresh air, I'll be back." She walked to the door and went outside.
The sky was dark considering how late it was. The light wind kissed her face and wrapped around her skinny frame and a big stomach that sort of stuck out. The fresh air refreshed her lungs, dried her tears, and relaxed her. She looked up at the stars appreciating the brightness they gave off. She never recognized the pure beauty of the sky before. Raven looked at the full moon and closed her eyes as if she was soaking in the glow as if it was giving off a relaxing warmth. She breathed deeply and opened her eyes back up. Though it was bitterly cold outside she still stood there in a tank top and short shorts. Raven acted as if nothing was wrong and let the cold air wrap around her body like a blanket. She then started wishing that her soul and inner self could be peaceful as the nature that surrounded her. She was sucking the entire calm atmosphere in when she felt two strong and warm arms hug her as if they were never going to let her go. She knew who it was and let him lace his hands with hers. She then thought Now every thing is perfect, only if this could last forever. She snapped out of the dream she was having and turned around to look at Beast Boy whom was smiling back at her.
"You should have a jacket on its literally freezing out here. You will end up getting phenomena. "
She smiled and started walking back to the door. Beast Boy walked behind her opening the door trying to be a gentleman that neither Raven nor anybody else saw. He let her walk in and shut the door behind them. She sat on the couch and realized Cyborg wasn't there any more.
"Huh he must have went to bed." Raven looked at where Cyborg previously was sitting. Beast Boy sat down next to her placing his arm around her waist making the space between them smaller. He held onto her and kept rubbing her back. Beast Boy realized Raven was zoned out so he made his move. He kissed her and looked to see her reaction.
"Beast Boy I need to go to bed I have been up for awhile now. I hope you don't mind." Beast Boy backed up taking her words as a rejection.
"You can sleep in my room tonight if you would like." Raven gave a forced smile and hoped he wasn't mad at her. Beast Boy perked up and took her offer.
"That sounds nice. I haven't been able to sleep near you for a couple days." Beast Boy stood up offering his hand to Raven. She stood up and took his hand but was startled when he picked her up. He carried her to her room and laid her down on the bed. He took his shirt off revealing is toned body. He stretched out making his AB muscles more obvious. Raven looked at him but quickly turned her head before he saw her looking at him. She picked up her covers and slid her small body in but she realized that her stomach was sticking out so she put her arms over it trying to disguise her pregnancy.. She fluffed up her pillow and laid down closing her eyes. Beast Boy smiled and crawled in with her. Beast Boy put the front of his body against her back and wrapped his arm around her. He closed his eyes taking in Ravens aura. After a couple of hours Raven knew Beast Boy was finally asleep. She quietly crawled out of the bed. She went out of her room and walked to the couch. She sat down on the far left and put her arms around her legs. Raven looked like a scared child in a dark room. She thought about what exactly was going to happen to her. She had an unwanted child growing in her and all she could do was carry it with her for 9 months. She wanted to tell Beast Boy but she could not find the strength. She had ignored the sign effects for 2 months now and told her self it was nothing but when she started to gain a little bit of weight She was still a small sized person just not as skinny as she once was. She knew that her stomach wasn't all that noticeable but she was self-conscious over her body afraid some one might find out about her secret. She sat there with a blank stare thinking of what was happening. She was thinking silently when she felt a hand touch her shoulder. She jumped at the sudden contact and yelped.
"Rae it's just me. What are you doin up?" The voice was a mans voice and had a familiar ring to it.
"Robin you could have given me a heart attack! I couldn't sleep so I came out here to relax. What are you doin up?" Raven tried to look at him in the darkness but she could hardly see him. He walked around the couch and sat down beside her.
" Well I couldn't sleep either. Just saying but you've been acting a little weird lately Rae and I know you didn't have a cold, what are you hiding? You worried the team half to death over you. I am one of your best friends you can tell me. I love you Rae and you not tellin me is making me feel like you don't trust me like you should." Raven was surprised he confessed his feelings so quickly to her.
"I can't tell you Robin. I love you too but you know I don't confess my feelings nor my problems all that well."
"Damn Raven just tell me I can keep a secret. If you need help or anything I can give it to you JUST TELL ME." Robin now spoke with anger in his voice. He was getting frustrated at her keeping secrets and hated being so curious. Raven recognized his frustration and considered telling him what was happening. She then felt embarrassed thinking about telling him that Beast Boy and her self had sex.
"Robin I want to tell you but I am so scared of what you or any body else will think about me."
"Rae this team loves you and you know Beast Boy would never leave your side no matter what."
"Are you sure you want to know?"
"Yes I want to know now tell me damn it." Raven wanted to laugh at his impatience. She took in a deep breath and decided she needs to tell some one because she needed comfort from some one besides her self.
"Um I am uh… pregnant." The sentence took 30 seconds to say because of her stuttering. She looked at his face trying to see his reaction in the dark.
"Oh this is interesting." She gave him an evil look and she hoped he saw it. She just told him the truth and that is all he could think of.
"Who is the father?" Robin almost slapped his self for saying that how could he, he knew she had been dating Beast Boy for awhile now.
"Well BB of
course."
"You should tell him."
"I know that but it's hard."
"I could tell him for you if you would like."
"He would probably get angry with me considering I didn't tell him my self."
"I promise he won't I could tell him tomorrow afternoon when we are weight lifting okay?"
"I guess. I need to go get some sleep I am sorry for cutting the conversation short."
"It is ok I will talk to you tomorrow." He watched her get up and walk away. He was stunned but didn't want to show it. He knew she was having a hard time dealing with her emotions and he didn't want her to see his.
She walked the bedroom looking at the clock that read 3:30 am. She wasn't tired but talking about her pregnancy was about to bring her to tears. She walked around the room when she felt a gust of air pass her. Before she could see what it was she was backed against a wall with her hands pinned above her head.
