Raven was finally act like herself but she always wore long sleeves and baggy pants. She was gothic before but now everything she put on was black even her shoes. Her eyes were covered in dark liner and her skin became paler. She was happy though living life as if she was a regular person but when she thought of her lost baby she would grab the blade and take it out on her wrists until her mental and emotional pain was covered up by physical pain.

" Rae…"

'What?"

"I just got a call from Terra." Beast Boy announced.

"And?"

"She is pregnant and…"

"Terra is pregnant!"

"Yeah and she is giving it up for adoption."

"WHY? Why in the hell would she do something like that as if that baby means nothing!

"I don't know really to tell you but the problem is her and Cameron broke up and she has no place to go."

"Hell no!"

"Come on Rae she is desperate."

"Well, Beast Boy when she finds out you and I are taking a break she will go in for the kill once again."

"Like I am going to fall for that trick."

"Beast Boy I don't know if you can deny her."

"Rae don't you trust me?"

"I trust you but when it comes to her I don't think really anyone can help but fall for her trick."

"It is not going to happen like that."

"WHAT THE HELL EVER! You know how she is but though you still trust her!"

"I don't trust her I just feel sorry for her and if I can get her back on her feet she will be on her own way."

"Yea when you least expect it she is going to go for it and when she gets you in her grasp, she will just get rid of the baby and all. Then getting her back on her feet will be hard when she will be laying on her back with her legs spread wide opened. How are you going to resist that?"

"I am going to resist believe me! When everything gets worked out and we get back together I will not have to worry about that nor anything else because I will have you." Beast Boy grabbed her hand and looked at her. She sat down on her bed and yanked away from his grip.

"Rae I still love you and I don't know what and the hell is going on with you." She was pissed off and got up but the blade she used a couple hours ago was wrapped up in the sheets and it fell on her floor with a thump. Beast Boy looked at it and glanced back up at her.

"Rae what in the fuck have you been doing to your self?"

"Nothing!" HE looked back at her and grabbed her arm and with a little fight he pulled up her sleeve to see the scars and fresh cuts all over her arm. HE kept his head down until he looked back up but he had tears streaming down his face. She collapsed on her bed with her hands held up to her face. Beast Boy kneeled down and placed his hands on her knees.

"Why Rae? I could have helped you…. No…. I am not strong enough to help you… I did this to you…" HE cried harder.

"No you didn't! I did this because I wasn't strong enough and I was to stubborn to ask for your help." She lifted his head and kissed him. The kissed became more passionate. Before they knew it clothes were flying every where.

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They laid there silently. HE had his arm around her and their hands were laced. Raven then broke the silence.

"Beast Boy I still want to be friends but not boyfriend girlfriend ok?" He didnt reply except for a little shake of his head. Beast Boy tried to hold back his tears but the pain was to great so he covered his face up and cried until he fell asleep with the one he loved.