She woke up and she realized that Beast Boy was gone. She sat up and looked around the room. She put her face in her hands and cried because she remembered what she told him the night before. She wish she knew why she did want to be with him but she wasn't ready for another relationship even though it was with the same person that she had once dated. She longed for his touch and she usually got what she wanted but for some reason she didn't want him to be any thing other than a friend to her. She lifted her head up and up and looked around the room once more but this time she was looking for her knife but it wasn't any where to be found. She laughed at this because not only did she refuse him but he seemed to not to care and still did not want her to harm herself with that god forbidden kitchen utensil. She laughed harder so hard she began to cry! She thought to herself I love him O God do I love him! I am going to settle this. We are going ot be together. Enough of this, I have been a complete ass and now I am ready to love him and let him show it! She got up and ran to her bedroom door and opened it. She then ran out trying to find him. She looked but no one was around. She ran to the kitchen but he wasn't there! She ran to the weight room but again he wasn't there. His bedroom was the last place to look. She came to his door and lightly knocked waiting for his reply but nothing. She knocked a little louder but still nothing. She then tried to open it and the door opened open revealing what was inside. Darkness, was all she saw so she walked in further calling out his name.

"Beast Boy? I am sorry for what I did earlier." She walked further in until her bare feet touched something wet and cold. She stepped backwards and afraid that it was something like rotten milk or anything along that line. She found the light switch and turned it on. She screamed suddenly at what she saw.

Beast Boy was on the floor in a puddle of his own blood. She slid down the wall crying staring at his lifeless body. She worked up the nerve to crawl over to him. She gave his body a little shove but nothing. She then looked for the wounds that were causing the bleeding. She found it and she began to cry even more as she looked at his wrists. His wrists were sliced and to her horror they were more than skin deep.

"Beast Boy I am sorry for what I did! I should have never pushed you away, I love you so much!." She cried as she bent down to hold his body in her arms. She prayed to God that it wasn't suicide that some how he was just experimenting on himself to see why she did it. She knew that that was a very small chance.

"Beast Boy I can't lose you! I just can't not after losing Zackeria GOD NO! I want you back I want you back!" She let go of his body and stared at his forest green face hoping for a sign there was some life in him. NOTHING! PLEASE WAKE UP PLEASE! Again his body laid there with no movement at all.

"I can't believe I did this you! I had to be a bitch I just had to push you away! YOU BASTARD I AM NOT WORTH DYING FOR! WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO THIS! WAKE THE HELL UP! WAKE UP!" She lost it. She started shaking his body calling him foul names even though she didn't mean any of them.

"Fine I will die as well! I have nothing to live for! I have no baby and now I don't have you!" She looked around for the blade that he used on himself. She found it laying a foot away from his left hand. She realized that the knife was the same one she had used. Not caring about anything she lifted the knife to her wrists and looked at him one last time.

"I love you and if you die I die." She slid the blade across her wrists with as much force as possible. She didn't even feel the pain so she kept on doing it until her blood was all over her hands. She laid aside of him and cuddled in close waiting for her death to come.

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Hey Guys! I haven't left an authors note in awhile so I thought it was about time to. I might be writing more chapters in short amount of time because my computer at my dads actually lets me choose what format I want. YAY! I know this was an extremely short chap but I am writing more tonight so just be patient cause this cliff hanger will be continued very soon! But please leave me some reviews cuz if no one is going to read this tonight I am going to wait till tomorrow but if you guys want I quick update I will be glad to update tonight! Bye Bye and have fun reading! J Smiles!