"Rae! Raven!" Who was yelling her name? She then opened her eyes and saw Beast Boy standing over her.

"Your up! Thank God! I have never heard you whimper in your sleep before nor scream." He gave her a light smile but when she got up and pushed him aside he felt as if he had done something wrong. She went to the bathroom and looked at her self in the mirror. She smiled and thanked god that it was just a dream. She thought about what had happened in that dream. She walked out of the bathroom and went back to her room. She walked through the door and saw him leaning against her wall. She walked up to him and grabbed his hands. She laced them with her own. She kissed him passionately without a thought. She broke away and laid her head against his built chest listening to his heart beat.

"Rae what are you doing?" He asked cautiously but he still placed his arms around her, taking in her scent that he had missed.

"I am sorry for the way I have been acting. I just… there isn't an excuse for the way I acted." She looked up at him, looking into his green eyes hoping for some sort of forgiveness.

"You had a right Raven to act like that. You carried our baby for almost 9 months and some one deprived you of that and it just hit you hard, harder than it hit me." He tried to comfort her.

"I don't care that you think I had the right because you didn't deserve my attitude or anything else I put you through in the past."

"Raven but….." He was interrupted by Raven as she pulled away from him feeling ashamed of what she had done to him.

"I led you on to the point where we slept together and I still said we were still friends but friends don't show that kind of love to each other it isn't right and it isn't the truth. I love you as my lover, boyfriend and I know it will all ways be that way between us so that is why I ask you to forgive me and do you want to be together once again?" She stared blankly into the air waiting for his refusal.

"Of course Rae, I love you and I know you have been pushing me away but I understand that some people need more space than others." He wrapped her in his arms and rested his head on her shoulder. She turned her head and fell into a deep kiss. He broke the kiss and lightly took his hand and touched her face. He leaned his head against hers and looked deep into her eyes.

"Rae I will always love you. I love you to much to let you cut yourself. Don't ever think about it again because you die I die." She froze at his words. They were the exact words that came out of her mouth before she killed herself in her dream.

"What's wrong?"

"Huh? Oh nothing, nothing is wrong."

"Well, do you want to go do something since we haven't been out as a couple in awhile?" He smiled praying for a yes.

"Yeah that actually sounds enjoyable. Where to?"

"How bout the mall?"

"Yea that sounds like fun."

"I am going to buy you anything you want."

"Anything?"

"Anything."

"Oh well in that case lets hurry up." He gave her one last kiss and let her go. She walked to her dresser and pulled out some clothes.

"Are you taking a shower?" He asked with a curious voice.

"Yes why?"

"Well do you mind if I join you?"

"You have to behave yourself."

"I will don't worry, it wasn't like I was planning on doing anything anyhow." He smiled and walked out her door into his own room to get some clothes. She stood there smiling at what just happened. She placed her hands over her stomach and tried to remember when her baby was present. She then thought about Terra and how she was gifted with a baby and was planning on giving it up. She was thinking about adopting it herself but she already knew Terra wouldn't allow it. She over heard a telephone conversation between her and Beast Boy but still he insisted in letting her come to stay with them. She snapped out of her thoughts and started to walk to the bathroom. She heard Beast Boy already in there setting the water to the right temp.. Raven stopped at the door and smiled one last time for she hasn't felt this way for awhile now.