"You haven't bought anything." Beast nagged impatiently.

"Well, give me some time."

"Time TIME it has been 2 hrs and you still haven't gotten anything."

"Chill I am actually considering getting something at Hot Topic so you can shut up now."

"I ask why didn't you go there in the first place?"

"If I went there first I wouldn't have to go to the other stores but I want to give the other stores at least a chance and since didn't find any thing I wanted I can just go there and get anything I want."

"I didn't understand one word you just said or I just didn't understand your whole reasoning."

"You complained about not being a couple and going out but now you are complaining in all."

"I am sorry I am enjoying everything we are doing just I don't like to shop for long periods of time."

"Lets go eat and then I can go to Hot Topic then our shopping day will be over."

"Sounds good to me! Do you want to go eat at Wen…" He caught himself before he said it. "I mean do you want to go to Wen Wuus that new Chinese restaurant they put in."

"No I rather go to McDonalds."

"Fine with me." He grabbed her hand and started walking towards the other end of the mall.

"Beast Boy I want you to understand that I am no longer touchy about the whole losing my baby incident or anything about it."

"I am sorry for acting as if it was forbidden to talk about it."

"It was forbidden to talk about there for awhile but I feel better now and talking about our baby actually makes me happy cause to think about how he would have looked liked and things like that it lightens my heart." She smiled as Beast Boy opened the door to the fast food restraint. They went up to the counter and ordered what they wanted. They found a booth and sat down continuing their conversation.

"Losing him hurt me as well but I wanted to stay strong for you but when you pushed me away I thought I has to be even stronger." He down at his food. He jumped when he felt Ravens leg caressing his.

"You didn't have to be strong for anybody but yourself the way you handled it was better than my way. My way was take it out on myself and never think twice about it."

"Raven I don't want you to ever have to do that to your self again. If you are having some trouble come to me and I will help you out." He reached across the table and held her hand.

"I know that Beast Boy but depression does things to your mind and even though you have people there you don't consider it cause the only person that you have is your self. For me I blamed myself without a reason. I'd cut and cut until I felt better about my life even though nothing had changed except for some new gashes that would soon to become scars. Scars that I will never forget. People think I am not the kind of person that would do that or it was weird cause I am supposedly the one who can usually control my emotions. It pissed me off so much that they didn't get it. You don't have to be the type, hell there is no type it is all in the mind that is where depression hits the hardest. I wanted them to learn that. Have an opened mind recognize the unlikely even though it seems impossible. I did cut myself even though some people don't want to think that way but it is true and no matter how hard you tell yourself that I would never do that it still wont change what already happened." She stared down at her food.

"WOW, that is mind blowing! I never knew you felt that way. But you are right so right." he lifted up his sleeve and showed he a deep scar that went from his wrist to the area where your elbow begins.

"O my God! I never knew you did that."

"Not a lot of people do. I did it when my parents died, their death hit me hard since I was young and already having changes of my own after my transformation. See you didn't think I was the "type" that would ever do anything about that considering my persistent humor."

"You are right but now I am more opened about that. I never thought about you losing your parents and changing in to the Beast Boy I know today, wait why didn't I see that before."

"Why do you ask?"

"Well, not to sound disgusting but I have seen you with nothing on so why haven't I seen that before?" He leaned back onto the booth letting go of her hand.

"I usually cover it up."

"With what?"

"Green paint or I would wear some of those things that you put on your wrist."

"Oh I never knew that. I do recall you wearing those on more than one occasion." She thought back to all the times he did have some of those on.

"Yeah not a lot of people recognize those kind of things."

"I am surprised that you didn't end up killing yourself by doing that."

"I almost did but I stopped the bleeding before it became worse."

"We are more alike then we thought."

"I guess you are right Rae."

"Does any one know about this besides me?"

"Yeah."

"Who else did you tell?"

"I told Terra and Robin."

"OoO, I knew you have would have told Terra but Robin, that is a big surprise."

"I know it seems as if me and Robin aren't the best of friends but we are pretty close."

"That is another thing I didn't know. Are there any other secrets you want to tell me?"

"If you got the time I will be glad to."

"Lets go shopping and you can tell me anything you please."

"Okay lets go." He threw away their garbage and they walked to Hot Topic hands laced.

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Okay well that is 3 chaps in one night! I might write the fourth one tonight if I get the chance. I hope you guys enjoy this story because I enjoy writing all of it even though it is hard to update a lot. And I hate to say that in a week or so I wont be updating all the time because I have Track coming up and I jog when I get home from school for an hour and then homework and of course my lovely story.