Hey! I appreciate all the reviews I received from everyone but they have been coming in slow and I get very worried I am losing all of my fans…. Well PLEASE review when you get the chance. Well here is chap. 18 and the story is moving at a slower pace. ENJOY
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They walked through the door smelling the strong scent of their home which they all missed. Night and Day at the hospital made them all tired and anxious to get home. Without a word everyone went their separate ways. Star and robin went to his room and Cyborg went to his while Beast Boy and Raven went to her room.
"Robin I hope Raven is ok now." Starfire said getting into bed. She laid down next to Robin snuggling up to him.
"Star I think that she will be ok now that the shock of losing her baby is warring off." He put his arm around her resting his head against hers.
"I would hate to experience the loss of my baby even though 18 isn't an age that is old I still would feel as if I would never be able to live a life that is normal. " Robin paused and lifted his head at what she said. Was she pregnant? He was shocked at the thought of being in the same position Beast Boy was recently in.
"Star are you saying that you are pregnant?" Robin asked trying to keep calm. He was 19, not that he was to young to take on the responsibility, but this was unexpected. Star just laid there silently.
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"So what are we going to do today besides sleep?" Beast Boy asked as he yawned.
"I was hoping that was the only thing we were going to do." Raven stretched out her arms laying down before popping back up "Did I tell you what happened?"
"I don't think so." He sat down beside her.
"I don't want you to get mad or think I am lying ok?" She sat up and faced him.
"I promise so what happened?"
"When you went to the cafeteria I got a little visit from Terra."
"She never told me about it."
"Well me and her kinda had a fight."
"Go on."
"She walked in and asked me where you and I said I don't know…then she started to ramble on about how she deserved you and that I didn't deserve you in the first place. She was going crazy… and then she complained about her baby and she wishes that her baby was yours and that you should've killed me, I fought back but it seemed helpless since she wouldn't quit yelling about everything that I supposedly took away from her. I never told you cause I knew that you were already worried and wanting her to live with us I didn't think you would take it well."
"I never knew she would have done that especially while you were in the hospital. I guess she never got over our last break up."
"Which was how long ago?" Raven crossed her arms waiting for a reply.
"When you told me it was over for the first time I went back out with her for a week or two and I broke up with her cause I wanted you again…"
"You are kidding right?" She gave a nervous laugh then frowned at the thought.
"No, it was just a mistake you know like a…."He stuttered for he felt her tense up.
"Like a? Like a piece of ass for the time being while I mourned."
"No I never slept with her. I was just confused at the time and I was depressed, I needed to know someone cared."
"Beast Boy I never stopped caring about you…I needed space and I figured that is what you needed, but now I see what you do with all that space." She joked harshly. She could see his face, how it saddened every time it heard the anger in her voice. "Beast Boy I don't care about the past anymore but after what she did in that hospital, I think it is best she doesn't live here with us."
"Rae, she has no where else to go…"
"No! she isn't going to live here trying ot get you behind my back! I know how you are when it comes to her and I also know you wont do anything about it until it is to late."
"I aint going to do anyting with her or even think about it."
"You shouldn't be so fucking sure of that."
"Well you shouldn't be so sure that I want her or going to want her."
"She is demented! I don't want some one living with me who told me that my lover should have really killed me and that he should have been her baby's dad." She through her hands up in the air explanating her point.
"Rae, I just realized something."
"What is it?"
"I was thinking about what you said. How would Terra have known that you dreamed of me killing you or that in that dream I was her baby's dad?"
"She never said that I wish your dream was true?"
"In words she did. How she said I wish he really should have killed you and I wish he really should have been my baby's dad. If there was no other period in time where that was once true then hse would have said he should, not he really should have. Do you get what I am saying?"
"Oddly yes I do… then she knows about that dream and probably every other dream I have had."
"Dear God I hope she doesn't have anything to do with this."
"Not only this but she might be the one to blame for losing our baby."
"Rae I don't know about th…"
"Beast Boy I don't think it is her… probably just a coincidence." She stood up and walked to her door. "I am going to go get some air… I really don't feel like fighting any more ok?
"Yea me either. Be careful."
"I am going right out side the door nothing is going to happen." She smiled then walked out the door. She walked outside and started to walk. She knew Terra had something to do with all of this and she was going to KICK SOME ASS cause no one messes with her life especially some one who has done damage before. She walked at a fast pace eager to be able to get her revenge with or without the help of Beast Boy. She was doing this for him and her and for their lost baby.
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She pounded on the apartment door waiting for her to come. Soon she could hear a muffled voice. Then Terra opened the door.
"Raven what and the hell are you doing here?"
"What are you trying to do? I know it was you who killed my baby and I know you have a part in all of the nightmares I have been having."
"Your fucked up!"
"No you are! You cant have Beast Boy so get over it for once! If you weren't pregnant I would kick your ass but I am not punishing that baby for what you have done." Raven pushed Terra back as the door flew open. Terra hurried up and closed it before she could see what was behind it. "What is in there?" Raven pushed the door open and paused. She fell to her knees and she began to shake. Terra smiled and picked Raven off the floor and dragged her into the apartment shutting the door behind her. Raven stood up and leaned on a wall as Terra walked towards her but first picking up a knife that was laying on her dirty floor. She put the blade to Ravens throat putting enough pressure to make her feel threatened.
"See Raven, do you see now? All of this was your fault and now you are going to pay for it." Raven waited for Terra's attempt to kill her but it didn't come. A couple of footsteps and a dark male voice was heard before she blacked out.
Raven woke up and when she looked up a dark figure stood before her with bloody hands and a smile that made her skin crawl.
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Well that is it for rite now! Bye Bye and please review. Sry to any body who read the other Chapter 18 because it wasnt finished but this one is. :)
