A/N: I figured Spike and Wood and Willow got nice long conversations with the First, Faith just got Wilkins... what if she got more? One shot.

Faith bit on her jerkey stick, "You killed me... I have kids. A family. A loving wife."

Faith slid down to the floor, gripping her head as she looked up at Finch who turned into her first love, "You didn't save me Faith. You promised you'd always be there. And here you are... alive... and I'm dead."

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry fucking sorry Amber..." She sobbed.

"You're sorry! I'm dead and all you are is sorry!"

Her Watcher appeared in front of her, "You never were a good Slayer... not to bright I must say."

"All you are is a whore baby. You gotta admit that." Her mother stated gently, kneeling next to her.

"You know Faithy. Being dead isn't all that bad." The Mayor smiled and Faith shook her head, sobbing harder.

"You should have saved me... you promised you'd always protect me. He raped me and tortured me Faith..." Faith clamped her eyes shut, shaking her head violently, trying to ignore Amber.

"No. No. No." Faith whimpered.

"I had a great future you know? I was a great professor at UCS... and you stabbed me."

"Look what he did to me Faith." Faith looked up and cried harder at the sight of her mutilated lover, "He laughed so much... you're dad was a sick bastard and you let him hurt me."

Faith looked up and cried harder at the sight of her mutilated lover,

Faith screamed out of anger and self-hate and banged her head against the wall of the bathroom, Amber disappeared and was replaced by Buffy, "Second choice, second-rate Faithy." Buffy sneered and Faith stood up angrily.

"I'm not second-rate." She snarled, "You're the First." She made a motion to slap the blonde and her hand went through, "Can't hurt me." Kennedy called her name from downstairs.

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Faith walked downstairs, wiping the tears from her face, "What up brat?" She asked and Kennedy looked at her weirdly.

"You okay? You're all pasty." Willow mumbled.

"Yeah... workin' out... what's up?"

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"You're on the loosing team Faithy." Mayor Wilkins sighed.

Faith sighed, "Fine. I'm good." She stated, looking Wilkins in the eye.

"If you join me... you can see... well... me again." Amber stated and Faith gripped the counter top so hard that part of it broke off.

"Perfectly fine." Faith forced a smile, "Don't worry about me." She breathed and walked upstairs to have a private conversation with the First.

A/N: Ya'll like? Hit that lil' button perty plz?