A/N – Okay the very day I was about to update I found out that my grandfather in Mexico was dieing so, I had no way of updating in Mexico, until now. Yes, I found a computer that was very old but I fixed it. Oh, and don´t worry about me, since my grandfather has been dieing since I was born. It´s probably for attention again!
Also this is going to be extremely short since this isn't my computer, and it doesn't really matter because I'm going back home tomorrow. I will be able to update a few more chapters the next day I come back so don´t worry.
The walk to the medicine cabinet was a very long. Sora was debating whether to actually open the cabinet up and take the anti-depressants she was neglecting since she left the island.
´I need to make up for the time I didn´t take them,´she thought to herself with a morbid laugh.
She opened the white door leading into the bathroom which was just outside her bedroom. She reached for the golden knob to the door, but something was preventing her reach.
NO! Don´t!
It was such an innocent voice, it was a young voice.
Please Sora I love you!
She recognized that voice from somewhere, but it was a voice from far way, from a very long time ago.
You promise we'd go to other worlds together!
´ I don´t remember´
She tried reaching the door knob, but the voice came back freezing her as she touched the golden knob.
Sora don´t I mean anything to you!
"I don´t know who you are!" Sora screamed. She fell to her knees and gripped the sides of her head in agony.
Yes you do! Remember Sora! Think!
" I…,¨" she thought hard in her memories, but she found nothing but the brutal memories of her father, and what he would do almost every single night. "I don´t know…"
I was your first friend! Your best friend…
Sora raised her head and saw the door knob just a few centimeters from her. "Leave me alone!"
She touched the door knob again and quickly opened it before anything could stop her. She made a bee line to the medicine cabinet and opened it quickly; shattering the glass in the front with the floor it met with.
I love you! Wouldn't you miss me?
"I don´t know you!" she screamed as she looked through the medicine cabinet. Pill bottles flew but they were all empty. She grumbled as she looked for the last ones. Why didn't her mother get her prescription filled again?
Sora laughed, "She doesn't even love with me! She can't to look at me, too busy with her new family." This reminded her of even more pain. Her mother lived with her new husband across the island. She came by once in a while.
"I wonder if she ever knew I was gone…" Sora thought out loud.
Sora It´s no use there aren't any more pills…´t any more pills…
"Pills aren't the only way to kill yourself…" Sora said
Please! Don´t you're the only thing that matters to me!
"Lies…I never mattered to anyone!" she screamed at the voice.
But don´t I matter?
"Don´t I mater?" Riku mumbled to himself and halted. Kairi who was a short way behind stopped as well and walked to Riku.
"Are you okay?" she asked.
"Daddy is something wrong?" Hikaru asked stopping next to his father.
"Sora…she…doesn't…" Riku trailed off after lost in his own words. His eyes were beginning to lose shine, and he stared off into space.
This left Kairi and Hikaru to worry.
"Why do you keep speaking?" she asked the voice angrily.
Because maybe I can talk you out of this…remember how much I was annoying when I used to talk like this. But you pulled me out of the darkness…and I want to return the favor.
Sora laughed bitterly, "So you being concerned for me is a mask to hide the need of paying me back?"
No Sora, I love you!
"No one could love me! Look at me! Look at what I have become!" Sora cried.
Yes, you have become a smart, strong, and beautiful young woman! One that I have come to love!
"Why can't you just let me die?" Sora sobbed going on her knees again. "I hurt so bad!"
It´s okay to hurt, Sora. Sometimes I hurt too, but you always make me feel better. You are my light…can't I be yours?
"Please…Sora," Riku muttered.
Kairi looked at his eyes again, only to find them blank. Kairi looked at Hikaru with an annoyed face, "I think your daddy broke…"
"No, daddy not you to!" Hikaru hugged his father.
"Everyone is going crazy!"
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Sorry for such a short update because I really meant to make my very late update longer, but like I said this computer isn´t mine and my cousin wants to use it now so I have to go! Till next time!