The eyes of a unwanted girl
Ok my second story! And don't worry; Change Of Life will be updated soon. Just as soon as I get my creative butt working on chap 7 and I will soon. Hopefully
But ok enjoy the new story and do not think on the title b/c it will be eventually explained. I hope.
(Ok we all know how the disclaimer works, so yah I don't own HP blah blah but I own Lady Rache, and her family and I don't own any name from the Sevenwaters Trilogy (Which is an awesome book series. I suggest u read them)
Ok people
This is normal speech
This is a vision
This is a thought
This is raven speech
As for the songs on last chapter:
They were:
Avril Lavinge- Slipped Away
Avril Lavinge- I'm With You
Evanescence- Whisper
Chapter 5: Meeting Harry
Anne stood by her father on top the astronomy tower, being held in a tight embrace as she refused to move. She was afraid that it would not be real and that she had just had a dream. But it was real. She was in her father's arms and it was the potions master that ¾ of the school hated. Anne never felt safer then she had right then and there. Severus moved back and let her go.
" You have ten minutes, then you report to your house. I will direct Mrs. Norris away from here for the next half hour, so get your butt moving." He said, moving to leave.
" Yes father."
She did as instructed and no one was wise to the fact that for 3 hours, a first year wasn't in bed.
Anne was humming as she walked down to breakfast, not noticing that Ginny was walking behind her, walking with three redheads and a brunette boy. Was unaware that her own brother walked behind her, until she heard Ginny call her back. Anne stopped and stood, waiting for the five to catch up.
" Hi. I wanted you to meet my brothers. The twins are Fred & George and this is Ron. But I want you to meet Harry." Anne shook the Weasley's hands and turned to Harry.
" Hey, Anne, can we talk privately?" Harry asked, shacking hands with Anne.
" Sure." Anne followed Harry into an empty classroom and sat on top of one of the desks.
Harry started to pace the room. She watched him almost talk but stop for five minutes before she stopped him.
" Ok, what is wrong with, Harry? You are acting like I am an alien specimen that you have to tell that I am not from this world." Anne joked, as Harry stopped and sat next to her.
" Can I call you big brother?" Anne prodded him.
" If you want to. Can I call you little sister?" Harry laughed, wrapping an arm around her shoulder.
" Please, I beg you, just sister or sis. I have so many people in my family call me 'little owl' or 'little elf' or 'little one' or 'little Anne', that I am officially sick of the word little." Anne laughed and leaned into Harry, absorbing his warmth, his happiness. It would help her.
" Something tells me that you did not come here to discuss what to call me." Anne said, standing up to turn around to look at Harry.
" Your right. Can explain this and why I had it instead of you?" He held up a little, brown leather pouch that matched Anne's. She gasped as she drew her's out of her pocket and sat down next to Harry. She pulled pout the lockets of hair that was in them, but when Harry opened his, a piece of paper fell out and on it read 'Anne Potter'. A lock of hair also fell out and Anne recognized it as her own. She fingered it as her mother's voice echoed in her head, 'James wishes to rid Harry of you little one, but will never happen.'
" She it left with you because she feared that James would make you forget that I even existed. He didn't want me near you, for he feared his son would become tainted because of the 'tainted thing' that was sleeping next to you." Anne was crying again, realizing just how close she was to being killed that night.
" Why? Would our father do that?"
" That right there. He is not my father. Mother had an affair. Yah, it seems impossible, but it's true. I am proof." Anne had drawn her legs up and stared at Harry through her arms.
" So, do you know who the father is?" Harry asked, putting an arm around her again.
" Yah, but if your reaction is worse then the others, I swear, I will wipe your memory." Anne joked, looking up at him.
" Ok, I promise not to freak out, no matter what." Harry held up his hand.
" Ok, ok my father is….my father is….his name is Severus Snape." Anne heard him gasp lightly under his breath, but true to his word, didn't show his reaction. But Harry had noticed that Anne's eyes were now a light blue as she recalled the vision she got that morning.
" There is a reason to this Harry. James had a very bad anger problem, and while they were at school, they only person who knew it was Severus. It was unknown to anyone that until mom and James's seventh year, that mom and father were dating and were planning on getting married. But Severus's father forced him to take the dark mark and then Lilly found out and started to go out with James. Father was heartbroken and he fell into a deep depression." The song that played drowned Anne's voice out.
"It seems that nothing ever goes my way
Since you broke my heart when you left that day
There's nowhere to go so just stay with me
Cuz since you've been gone, I've been begging' you please
To tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
To tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
I need to hear from you
Since you've been gone
It seems that every time you swear to God that you're leaving
I'm down on my knees begging' you to stay
There's nowhere to go so just stay with me
Cuz since you've been gone, I've been begging' you please
To tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
To tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
Please don't leave me here alone
Just stay awhile
Make me smile
Please don't leave me here alone
Just stay awhile
And, baby, smile
Since you've been gone
I need to hear from you
Since you've been gone
I need to hear you say
Tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
Tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
I need to hear you say
Since you've been gone
Don't tell me
Don't tell me
I need to hear you say"
Harry looked alarmed as Anne's eyes returned to normal and she crumbled against him, weeping against him. He rubbed her back until he felt her calm.
" What was that?" He asked once she was normal again.
" I was talking about the vision I had this morning. Whenever I have a vision when I am awake, a song that related to it plays. I never know what song will play."
" How are you a seer?" Harry asked, moving up to standing up so he was in front of Anne.
" I was raised by elves, Harry. I was taken away from you because James threatened to kill me because I was not his. Mother had to take me away. She was going to leave James and then come get me, but it was the same night that Voldemort killed them. She never even got the chance to tell father about me. She left me with a clan of Vampiric Elves. I was well taken care of, but when I was 6, the fates deemed me worthy of being a seer. It's a pain in the ass sometimes yes but it is also a gift and I am blessed to have it. The truly horrible part of the whole thing was I have had to watch you get beat by our uncle and I could do nothing to STOP IT!" Anne threw the nearest chair when she threw her hands up and stared at the broken remains.
" What the heck was that?" Harry asked.
" Outburst of emotions. It happens when I can't control my emotions." Anne answered.
" Ok. Remind me never to get you mad at me. But, Anne, I will be here for you. No matter who your father is. Just ask and I will help with anything that you need me to do." Harry took her hand and brought her into a hug, which she sank into, but soon pulled away and looked into Harry's eyes.
" Good, because you and father both need to be briefed on how to help me when a vision is overwhelming me and Sorcha is not always able to help with them. You are going to basically tryand sent happy thoughts into my mind. Kinda corny yah, but I will work, you just have to give it time and I have to have a calming potion or I will revert back into the vision and if that happens, I could die and you really don't want that to happen." Anne said, smirking up at Harry.
" Why?" Harry asked, regretting it the minute he asked.
" Because then Halloween will come early. Jamie is a master prankster and Halloween is his favorite day. Just listen to me, if I warn not to go someplace on Halloween, listen to me, for it will be in your best interest. Jamie is ruthless when it comes to pranking and he will take mercy on no one. Not even his little sister. Come on Harry, I am hungry and so are you." Anne laughed as Harry's stomach agreed and they headed down to breakfast.
The first week of classes passed smoothly and it ended with a class of double potions. Everyone at the breakfast table was groaning, but Anne couldn't wait. Potions were quickly her favorite subject because Lord Tucker, Finbar and Uncle Red all had taught her this and she was as good as any seventh year. Severus saw this an made notes to talk to Dumbledore, which he did that evening, but he regretted it instantly, because the look in his daughter's face as the headmaster approached her told him that she already didn't like the old man.
" My dear Ms. Potter, I have been told you are excelling in your classes and I would like to start teaching you some things." Dumbledore said when they had her in the hall outside of the great hall.
" No. I know what your up to old man. You may fool my brother, but you will not use me. You lost me eleven years ago." With that, Anne turned and stalked towards the dungeons, quietly singing. If she thought to have no one hear her, her efforts were in vain, for anyone in distance of her were captivated by her voice, all but Severus, who seemed immune.
' What is running through your head, girl? What could have the old man done?' Severus thought as he watched Anne walk away.
' It's what he didn't do father.'
' What..how can you do this?'
' It's a special gift that only a parent and child can share and only if both has a strong magical core. Don't worry. I can only read your open thoughts, as you can only read my open ones. But if I cannot speak, I can still contact you.'
' Clever little girl aren't you?'
' Yes, I get the best.' The mind connection broke as the song broke the silence.
"Change my attempt good intentions
Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
But I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
And please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt
Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
but I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know
Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition
Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I"
((A/N: ok I like this chapter. What do you think?))