Ok my second story! And don't worry; Change Of Life will be updated soon. Just as soon as I get my creative butt working on chap 7 and I will soon. Hopefully
But ok enjoy the new story and do not think on the title b/c it will be eventually explained. I hope.
Ok we all know how the disclaimer works, so yah I don't own HP blah blah but I own Lady Rache, and her family and I don't own any name from the Sevenwaters Trilogy (Which is an awesome book series. I suggest u read them)
Ok people
This is normal speech
This is a vision
This is a thought
This is raven speech
As for the songs on last chapter:
They were:
Staind- For You Smile Empty Soul- SilhouettesShinedown- Save Me
Evanescence- Missing
Seether f/ Amy Lee of Evanescence- Broken
Kelly Clarkson- You Found Me
Chapter 7: The Nightmare
She was tossing and turning I her bed, but so lightly that no one even noticed.
' She was standing on top of the hill, overlooking the lake that sit near her home and near sat a boy about three years older, with bright red hair and blue eyes. Not far behind them, a man was in the shadows, silently guarding them as they played.
" Conor lets go swimming. It's a nice day and I don't want to just stand here and not do anything fun. I wanted to leave because I didn't want to have to have another lesson. I have had five since dawn and its not even one. Can it even be possible to be this tired?" Anne said, spinning around to face Conor.
" Alright. Lets go. I want to go swimming too."…
They were now in front of Lady Liadan, who had amused look on her face as she gazed at Conor and Anne.
" Well, it's good that you two are so close. I want you two to know that it has been arranged. You will marry on Anne's 18th birthday."
Anne looked over at Conor, who was looking at her. She blushed as she nodded to Liadan…
Now we are in a place that Anne didn't recognize. Maybe it is a vision of the future.
Conor is in front of her and he had his back to her. Anne reached forward and touched his shoulder, but as if she burned him, he pulled away and glared at her.
" Don't touch me. I don't know you anymore Anne. You are nothing more then a cheating rat. How could you? How could you do that? I trusted you…" His voice faded off as she was in darkness again and surrounded by a sudden cold and wrapped her arms around her as his words ran through her like poison.'
Anne shot up and bolted out of the dorm room and was now in the common room. As if by another will, she ran to the astronomy tower and was shacking, standing near the edge and watching as the stars twinkled and enraged her. Why where they happy when all she could think about that somewhere in the future, Conor rejected her.
" What could I do to make him so angry? Could it be that it's not even real?"
She sat there rocking back and forth as gentle, piano music floated out of her.
"I've been looking in the mirror for so long
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side
All the little pieces falling shatter
Shards of me too sharp to put back together;
Too small to matter
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
If I try to touch her
And I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no more
I take a breath and I try to turn off what my spirit's will
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child
Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better
But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection
I just can't help but to wonder:
Which of us do you love?
So I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no-
Bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe
I breathe
I breathe...no...more"
Conor was there, but he couldn't touch her. It was like a wall of flames enveloped her when he got near and again she was falling into the vision.
"Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and I'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it
I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting"
They were all there and yet no one could help her.
" How bad could it have been, Finbar? We can't even touch her." Maggie asked, turning towards her brother.
" It's not the strength of the vision. It's how close are we to All Hallow's Eve. Its four days away. Remember when she was eight and on Halloween she had a vision so bad she was bleeding? She told me later it wasn't a horrible vision, simple really, Harry being belittled by his aunt, but because it was on Halloween, the gates were open completely and she had every ounce of power given to her through that vision, she couldn't handle it, so she bleed."
Finbar fell silent as he watched Anne, curled up in pain, but what worried him the most was that he couldn't feel anything from her, not even the slightest ping of pain.
Anne uncurled, sat up and stared into the distance and again gentle piano music played.
"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me"
As if by magic, a woman was there, standing over Anne's limp, sitting form. She had her hood up, but everyone knew her at once.
" L-L-Lady Liadan…. impossible. How can you be here? You died." Jamie's voice came out shacking from the back.
Lady Liadan said not a word, but gently placed a hand on Anne's shoulder, which caused the flames to shoot up only to die as Liadan seemed to blend into Anne, who glowed a bright blue.
!In Anne's Head!
Liadan walked through the rain searching for Anne.
" Anne! Anne, where are sweetling?" Liadan's voice seemed to carry on the wind and echoed everywhere. Liadan was growing frantic. All ready she had been in here ten minutes and still she had not found Anne, that is until she came upon a hill where she sat, cloaked in green flames. Liadan approached and sat down next to the little seer.
" Anne, it's Liadan." She said softly to the child before her, nothing like the warrior she trained those 6 years.
" No…dead…not real..just illusion…not here…she's….dead..gone…" Anne whispered as the tears were flowing down her face.
" Yes, sweetling, I am dead, but I am here now to help you. I do not care how close to Halloween it is. You must gain control of this curse. If you don't, it will kill you. Now, tell me what has caused you such anguish?" Her voice was gentle, but strong.
" I saw…I saw Conor and I and we were playing..then you were announcing our betrothal and then….i think it was the future because he has never yelled at me, ever. He said I betrayed him and that he didn't want me and couldn't trust me….oh auntie Liadan, I don't know what I will do…" Anne's voice faded off as the flames fell and she fell into Liadan's lap, gently stroked her hair.
" Child, the Sight is cruel. It can show us things that may never happen or it will show you things that have to come to pass. The path that lay before you and Conor always changes. If you had not met him when you were 3, you most likely would not be marring him. The fates do not completely control us. If they had their way, you and Drak would be together." Liadan now had Anne sitting up and was stroking her back.
" But he is like a brother to me." Anne said, startled.
" Yes, now you are, but if it had gone the way the fates wanted it, you both would fancy each other right now. But you are strong amatrix, and you broke the pattern and now you can't keep your mind off of Conor." Liadan leaned in and whispered into Anne's ear. " Go back to him. He's worried." Liadan faded and Anne stood up and the rain stopped as the door appeared.
!No longer in Anne's Head!
Liadan didn't not reappear again and still everyone was worried and watched as Anne's body glowed a fierce bright red and then she spoke, in a voice so soft only the Vampiric Elves could hear it.
" Conor." She whispered as she began to fall, only to have him there, holding her tightly as she wept into his shoulder.
" Conor, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. For anything I will ever do. Don't leave me. I need you and I don't know what I will do if I lose you." She said quietly into his shoulder as he rocked her slowly, rubbing her back.
"Amator, hush. I'm here. I will never leave you." But she wouldn't stop weeping, so he did something that no one had ever heard him do, only Anne.
He sang to her. In his voice, he poured his love and quietly she calmed down.
"What would you do if we woke up and the whole world was gone?
Well, would you believe with me is where you belong?
Well there goes the world and we're right in the middle
There goes the world and we're right in the middle
I said leave me here
I said leave me here with you
As the city crumbles I see that there's nothing left behind
As we lay here together I feel your heart beat with mine
With time standing still, here is where we've always been
Well there goes the world and we're right in the middle again
I said leave me here
I said leave me here
I said leave me here
I said leave me here with you
Hey you, where are we going from here?
Hey you, where are we going from here?
Hey you, where are we going?
Cuz there goes the world and I'm right in the middle with you
I'm right in the middle with you
I'm right in the middle with you
I'm right in the middle with you
I'm right in the middle with you"
She was sleeping in his arms and he was too, holding her tightly as the nightmare passed and Anne dreamed only of the days when she had noting but happiness. Even while she slept, a song came out of her softy and she curled into him even deeper. The others left them where they were, for they would not ruin what may be the happiest she would be until they saw each other again after the group left Hogwarts in 7 days.
"So denied so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm going to be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon.
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon.
To soon
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon"
((A/N: Now that just brings a tear to your eye. But ok the two Latin words
Amator- means lover
Amatrix- means sweetheart
But I love this story, although I don't have anyone reading it….))