Misao: XD Wee I'm glad you all like the story and junk! Here's the last half.
Pairings: Marik x Bakura (Psychoshipping)
Summary: Marik and Bakura, two ancient spirits that were once lovers. But fate tore them apart in a frenzy of anger and heartbreak. Now, 3000 years later, the truth of why things happened as they did is revealed.
Disclaimer: No, I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh! Or the song "It's All Coming Back To Me" by Celine Dion. / Man I'm a freak… one minute I'm listening to something like… Dir en Grey, watching Kyo mutilate himself and vomit all over the stage and then I'm listening to…. Celine Dion? Wtf? XD
Warnings: The usual, Yaoi (Boy/boy love) And OOC-ness… / Bleh… trying to keep them in character in situations like this is oddly difficult. But like… yeah… you'll all get over it. XP
Note: Flashbacks are italicized. Also, I took some of the lyrics out because either they didn't fit in with it, or they were repeated so I didn't need to put them in there again. If anyone wants the song, for some odd reason, feel free to PM me and I'll send it to you.
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
I yawned as I strolled down the street, heading to the park. It was early morning, and the park was rather relaxing around this time. I knew I couldn't get back to sleep… not after that dream. I dreamt of my first time with Marik… he had been so gentle…caring. What had happened to that?
I sighed as I reached the park, going over to my usual spot underneath a tree. Why was I letting this get to me? I was over it. Marik…. He hurt me, there was no way I could let him back in now.
"You were no more then a good fuck. Did you actually think I could love you?"
I shook my head in an attempt to erase his voice and hurtful words from my mind. I knew I should have never trusted him like that…..
"What are you doing out here so early, Bakura?" I tense as I hear Marik approaching me from behind. I glance over my should and glare at him.
"What do you want Marik?" I growl out.
He sits next to me and leans back against the tree like we're best buddies or something. He looks over at me and smirks that irritating smirk, "What? Am I not aloud to talk to my lover?"
"I'm not your fucking lover!" I yell and stand up, glowering down at him.
He frowns slightly and stands up as well. He looks down at me, seeing as how he's taller, before leaning down and placing his lips against mine. My eyes widen slightly and I move to push him off, but he wraps his arms around me, holding he against him. Somewhere along the line I ended up kissing him back…
As soon as that registered into my mind, I struggle even more against him, even going as far as biting his lip. He pulls back and his tongue darts out to lick the blood from my lips, and then his own. He leans over and whispers, "You know…. You taste just like you did back then…I missed you."
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
I pushed away from him and took a few steps back, "You son-of-a-bitch! How dare you! How fucking dare you! After the shit you pulled, you expect me to just get the fuck over it and take you back like shit didn't happen? I don't think so you bastard!"
He stepped forward and I took another step back, ending up trapped between him and a tree. He reached up and gently caressed my face, his eyes gazing intensely down into my own, "You know I didn't mean that…."
I snorted, "Didn't mean it? Then why the fuck didn't I ever fucking see you again huh? You fucking left and that was the last time I heard or saw from you!"
"I never realized until recently….how much I want you… how much I need you…" He whispers, completely ignoring my question.
"Well where the fuck were you when I needed you Marik? You were the one who was leading us to the next town! When you left, I had no clue where the fuck I was! You left me there to fucking die!" I screamed, feeling all the emotions from that time returning. Hurt, anger…. Fear.
"I didn't think about that back then… and by then time I got back to where the camp was… you where gone… I searched for you Bakura… but I couldn't find you…" His eyes held sadness, and I felt compelled to believe him….
No… I couldn't believe him. I believed him when he said that he loved me… why should I believe him now? He probably just wants to get on my good side so he can fuck me again. After all the shit he's put me through, I should walk away from him right now. That or I should kill him.
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
"Ra damn it Marik! Where the hell have you been? I've been sitting here for fucking hours waiting for you! Does it take that long to steal some fucking food?" Bakura growled.
Marik narrowed his eyes at him, "Better watch it there asshole or I just might slit your throat in your sleep so I don't have to fucking hear you bitch anymore. Maybe next time you can get your ass out there and get the food."
"I usually do! It was your turn to get the food today retard! You're the only one who knows how to get around here! It's never taken me that long!"
"Well fine, I'll show you the way and we can get our own fucking food ourselves from now on if your going to bitch about it!" He retorted, crossing his arms and sitting down in the corner of the tent.
"Well then I guess your going to fucking starve! You didn't even bring any fucking food back with you! Or did you eat it all on the way here and decided to let me starve? I don't know why the fuck I put up with you! Your just a selfish bastard! I'd be fucking better off if you were gone!"
Marik growled and stood back up, "Fine. You want me gone? I'm gone!" He stalked towards the tent opening, but was stopped by a hand grabbing his arm. Marik wrenched his arm from Bakura's grasp and turned around, grabbing Bakura by the hair and pulling his head back.
"Don't fucking touch me." He growled.
Bakura growled back and dug his nails into Marik's arm, bringing his foot up and landing a blow to Marik chest, causing Marik to release his hair.
"What the fuck is your problem, Marik?"
Marik snarled and tackled Bakura to the ground, straddling his waist as he glared down hatefully, "You want to know where I was Bakura? I'll tell you! I was in town at the brothel."
"The brothel? So what, your saying you were cheating on me?" Bakura yelled back in disbelief.
Marik snorted at him, "Cheated? There was never anything between us thief,"
"What? You said you fucking loved me!" Bakura struggled to push Marik off of him, "You bastard! You were just playing with me weren't you! You lying son of a bitch! Why-" Bakura was cut off when Marik's hand whipped across his face.
"I did, I loved your body….You were no more then a good fuck. Did you actually think I could love you?"
Bakura sat there, frozen for a minute. But then anger took over and he rolled over on top of Marik, he went to punch him, but Marik caught his fist and through his own punch, sending Bakura off of him. He quickly stood up and kicked Bakura in the stomach to make sure he stayed down.
With that, he turned and walked out of the tent.
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
After that, I had spent day searching for the nearest town. I couldn't go back the way we came, it was too far and I would have died from lack of food and water before I got even halfway there. I finally found one, and from then on I traveled alone. I forced myself to forget the time I had spent with Marik, and continued my goal of collect the Millennium Items.
Later on I had learned that Marik had been killed, his soul trapped within one of the Millennium Items. And as much as I loathed the bastard, the news of his death hurt me. More then it should have.
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
"Bakura…" I snapped out of my thoughts as Marik's voice brought me back to reality. His hand was still on my cheek. Very slowly, I brought my own hand up and placed it over top of his. I missed the feeling of his skin on mine.
He leaned down once more, and kissed me for the third time since we were awakened in this time. But, unlike the other times, I didn't resist…. Why? Why was I letting him do this to me?
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
And…. Why was I kissing him back? He slowly wrapped his arms around my waist again, pressing me up against his chest. I brought my hands up and ran them through his spiky hair. And just like the first time we kissed, he flicked his tongue across my lips. And, even though my mind screamed at me to bite the fucker, I parted my lips and let his tongue explore me one again.
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
His hands slid down to rest on my hips and he pressed me against the tree. When we broke apart, he buried his head into the crook of my neck and inhaled deeply. I stood there, torn between wrapping my arms back around him or bolting down the street.
He backed up slightly and looked at me, and I was surprised to see tears in his eyes.
If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
"I'm so sorry Bakura…" He whispered, "I… the only reason I did that, was to protect you…"
I blinked, "Protect me?…" I repeated slowly.
He nodded, "When I went into town… I passed some guards. I overheard them talking. They knew where we were, they were going to attack. So I ran back to our camp, and purposely started a fight with you. I knew that you wouldn't agree to get away while I distracted them… so I made you hate me. When I left, I passed the guards and had them chase me back into the town. I finally lost them, and when I got back to camp you were gone….and… the guards did eventually catch me." He explained.
I felt my heart clench in pain. Marik.. He did that to protect me? He died… protecting me?
"Marik…" I felt my own tears roll down my face, and I launched myself at him,"You idiot… you shouldn't have done that… I'm not worth it…"
"I meant it when I said I loved you… I don't regret dying trying to save you…" He tightened his hold on me and buried his head into my hair.
"Then why…. During Battle City.." I mumbled.
"When you teamed up with my hikari… I got mad…I figured you either still hated me or didn't remember me… and either way I had to beat you to get to the Pharaoh… afterwards… I realized it wasn't worth it…I was surprised when Malik stopped the Pharaoh from getting rid of me again… but I was glad… it gave me the chance to make amends with you…"
"Marik…"
"Will you forgive me?…."
"… Of course"
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we...
"Marik… Ana ohebak."
Misao: / Now Wtf was that? Can we say…. Crap? That was too sappy and… bleh for my liking. It turned out no where near what it was suppose to. . Eww… that's screwed up. After re-reading this I was so totally going to delete it. But then I thought… well… might as well see what other people thing before I delete an hour of my life. O.o Hope you all were slightly interested in it. I can't stand it when I write crap. Bakura was so OOC it wasn't even funny… but… oh well / Guess I'll have to get over it because there's no way in hell I'm re-writing it. XP