Behind these Hazel Eyes

A/N I know that Sandry has blue eyes but for this story her eyes are hazel-blue. If you have a problem with this, all I have to say is when it's your story you can choose her eye color but for now it's my story so deal with it.

Bold- Independent Thoughts

Italic - Mind Speaking

Normal- Narrative

Disclaimer: Not mine end of story

Sandry-

Lady Sandrilene fa Toren walked along the southern walls of Winding Circle Temple. She only came up here to think away from her sisters and Briar Moss. Every so often, she'd let the mind barriers down. When she did, she'd hear Briar or Trisana Chandler or Daja Kisubo begging for her to say where she was or to come home or, in Briar's and Tris's case, to forgive them. Sandry couldn't forgive Briar for what he did to her. He'd hurt her so bad. He had said he would love her forever but she had caught him kissing Tris, who she also couldn't forgive. Briar and she had once been so tight it was hard to say where she ended and he began. She had given herself wholly, heart, body, and soul. Now she didn't ever want to see Briar or Tris again. When they were together, Sandry had thought that nothing could go wrong. He had held her every night. Now, Sandry would never get that feeling back. She hated him and yet still loved him.

Then she felt unbreakable. Now, she couldn't do anything. She couldn't sew or spin. She couldn't use magic. She didn't sleep or eat anything. She didn't care if she died or her sister and they were worried. So she was very much underweight and she looked awful from late nights, so what?

Briar-

He couldn't believe what he had done. How could he betray someone he loved so badly? He knew she was on the roof every night or out doing something during lunch and dinner. That she lied about eating before everyone was up or that she'd grab something at the Hub kitchen. Now she was missing. She had put up mind blocks against them and wouldn't say where she was. He felt torn about her.

Sandry-

She knew what she wanted to do. She wanted to jump off this wall into the sea. She wanted to never feel again. She just wanted it to go away. She decided she was going to sneak in tonight and gather her things into a bundle with some food. Then she'd leave Winding Circle Temple and go away, away from everyone. She'd wait until way after dark. Then she would climb up to the roof and go into the house though the door and down into her room and gather her stuff. Then go downstairs to the kitchen and gather some food then go out the front door. For now, she'd just have to wait. Opening their mind connection, she listened for a call or yell from one of her siblings. She was shocked when she heard a sob. A whisper filled her mind. "Sandry, come home. I love you. Please come home. Please, I can't live without you. Sandry." Sandry wanted to answer him, wanted to go home but he had hurt her to bad.

Briar-

Briar was upset. He hated himself for freezing-up when Tris had kissed him instead of pulling away. Tris had caught him in the garden and kissed him. He had frozen-up and Sandry had come out to see him. Sandry had seen and ran. Now he couldn't find her and she wouldn't respond. He hated himself just as Sandry must be hating him.

(A/N I have no clue where this story is going so I'll just have to see as it comes.)