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Chapter 8: Rage and Want.

Remus hated the full moon. He really did. And the full moon just happened to be tonight. Now, Remus had gotten over the fact that he had to be confined to a broken down old shack once a month a long time ago, but now…it just..wasn't fair! The full moon just had to be on the night right before a huge Transfiguration test! Maybe the world hated him. That was it. Well, either that or Professor McGonaggal had developed a severe dislike for him over the last few days.

He sighed, slumping down onto his rumpled bed. It was already 7:30. He'd have to leave soon. Groaning, he massaged his temples, trying to ease away an ever increasing migraine. Really, how the fuck was he supposed to study in werewolf form! Werewolves couldn't even read.

But they could see. And they could smell. And they could sense presences.

And right about now, a certain someone was walking up the stairs. Shit.

The door opened, and a rather rumpled, yet still amazingly gorgeous, Sirius Black traipsed into the room. Remus noted his ruffled clothing and flushed cheeks. Probably snogging some bloody girl. Or more. Wincing at the thought, Remus moved to get up. He couldn't stand it anymore. Being in a room alone with him. It was just too much. And he really couldn't deal with it on the full moon.

All of his senses heightened as he walked by Sirius, and they began screaming at him to tackle the boy and ravish him senseless. But Remus couldn't. Sirius didn't want him to.

Chocking back a small sob, Remus reached the door and grabbed the brass knob. Before he could open it, Sirius stepped in front of him, blocking his way out.

"Sirius…what?"

Remus' voice hitched, and he looked away. He couldn't stand being this close to him. A rich musky smell drifted off of Sirius and filled his nostrils, almost as if it was teasing him. Tantalizing him with its seductive scent.

Remus backed up, trying to pull away from Sirius. God, this was just too fucking hard. And quite suddenly, Remus banged into the door, a lean body pinning him roughly against it. Sirius' whole form was pushed against his, and he could feel every contour of Sirius' body pressing into his. It felt like sweet torture. He gasped, trying to stop himself from pressing his lips against Sirius' full red ones. God, his lips were tingling with want, and a passionate burning ache filled him, an ache of need. The need to be filled completely. By Sirius, only by Sirius.

"Why do keep doing this Remus? What did I do to deserve this? Every time I walk into a room, you leave. What did I do Remus? What?"

His amber eyes darted to floor in shame. They prickled slightly with tears at the sound of Sirius hurt tone, but he pushed them back. He wouldn't cry in front of Sirius. Not now.

"I'm sorry. You did nothing Sirius. Nothing at all. I…I have to go. It's almost time."

Still refusing to look Sirius in the eye, Remus tried to shift out of Sirius' iron grip without touching him too much. This closeness, Merlin, it was eating him alive.

"Fuck, Remus! What do you mean nothing! Look at you! You can't even look at me," The sharp ringing tone in his voice trailed away, and he spoke with a quiet reserve that almost scared Remus to the point of breaking down and giving into the temptation, "What have we become?"

Remus couldn't stand it anymore. This nearness. And Sirius voice. It had him way to aroused for his own good. It pained him to not be able to touch Sirius. This deep, burning pain. Oh God, the piercing need, it was destroying him. Everything screamed at him, screamed at him to take Sirius in his arms and show him just how much he wanted him.

"I'm sorry," He chocked out, "I..I need to go."

Using the werewolf strength in him, he shoved Sirius away, almost crying at the loss of contact, and bolted through the door.

Sirius watched Remus run out the door, run away from him. Why was his friend doing this to him? Couldn't he see that it was killing him? Wasn't Remus supposed to be the observant one?

And, quite suddenly, Sirius felt angry. Furious. A red haze clouded his vision. Why couldn't Remus just fucking listen for once?

Involuntarily, his fist flew out and slammed into the wall in his anger. He screamed in frustration. But the pain had felt good. It had taken some of the pain on the inside away, the pain of being unwanted.

He hit the wall again. A loud crack resounded from his hand. Something had probably boken, but, shit, he liked the pain. He wanted more.

His clenched fist smashed against the brown plaster again, and again, and then again. Blood seeped out of the cuts and scrapes on his knuckles, but he didn't care. He didn't care about anything. Only about the pain.

Grabbing the nearest thing next to him, which happened to incidentally be a picture of just him and Remus, he chucked it at the wall. It shattered. The sounds rang sharp in Sirius ears. Shattering was good.

Wildly, he looked around for another object. A Chudley Cannons poster stood out proudly on the wall above Peter's bed. He ripped it.

When he couldn't find anything else satisfying enough, he smashed his hand against the wall again. Hitting things took the ebb away. Wooden splinters dug into his palm.

"Pa…Padfoot?"

Sirius whipped around only to come face to face with James Potter. His chest heaved in harsh pants.

"What do you want?" He growled.

James looked offended.

"Don't get mad at me! I didn't do anything. I'm not the one you were bloody snogging a we-"

And, quite suddenly, a bloody fist rammed into the side of James' face. His head snapped to the side with the sharp impact, and the bitter tang of copper filled his mouth.

"What the fuck!"

Sirius towered over James.

"It's all your fault you know," Sirius ground out, "You just couldn't have been bloody happy for me and Remus. No! You had to go and fucking ruin it!"

James gaped. Sirius stared at him imploringly, willing him to hit back, to let Sirius take out his anger. The reality of what he'd done to his friends seemed to dawn on him right then. Oh God. What the hell was wrong with him?

"I…..," James had never been good at apologizing. He gulped nervously, "I'm sorry."

He looked down at his feet, ashamed.

Sirius' shoulders slumped as the anger drained out of him.

"It's ok," Sirius sighed dejectedly, and his voice cracked slightly with emotion, "I just….I just want him so bad."

James smiled softly. He'd seen how Remus had looked the past few days. Like hell. Vowing to concoct a plan to get Sirius and Remus together, James gently put his hand on Sirius' shoulder and motioned to the clock.

Peter suddenly burst through the door, panting heavily. Looking around wildly, he noticed the James and Sirius were still in the room, and he calmed down tremendously. Sirius nodded and James fetched his invisibility cloak, throwing it over the three of them. They had a werewolf to accompany.

That should be the end of the chapter then. Now that James realizes he's been a jerk, things will get a lot more interesting. Hehehe.