-
Disclaimer: Hhhmm very hard.
-
She punched me, She held a gun to my head, She agitated me, She got under my skin, She challenged me, She went off with jack, She tried to get a gun from me, She kissed me, She got my gun,
She got murdered with that gun,
The gun I left her on the jungle floor,
The gun which I should have kept,
She got killed because of me,
Because I wasn't there to protect her,
Because I loved her and wouldn't give her a gun so she could protect herself,
I hate myself for it,
Jack hates me for it,
The whole fricken' island hates me for it,
Kate has become a ghosts, Staring through things as though they were not there, Floating
round with nothing to do and no-one to say anything to,
Jack has become more and more frightened, Even right at this moment he's pacing round
the caves, trying to think about something else,
I decide to give him something to think about,
"You shouldn't have left her alone," My voice cuts through the thick air, it is croaky, i
haven't used it in a while,
"what? I shouldn't have left her, You shouldn't have left her," His voice is cold and distant
but as i make him angry, he comes back alive, He's becoming human again,
"Yeah you shouldn't of left her, You knew her before the flight, You wanted her help with an
army, It was all you." I shout at him and watch as he becomes more and more angry, I need
to feel something other than sadness, so does he.
After our argument I feel angry and empty, Despairing and distant, Back to the way I was.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------