Blue Rose
Chapter 3:

Tala's POV

Two Weeks Passed:

After two weeks had passed, Tala looked more of a human than a mummy, his wounds, most of it were already healed. Able to stand and move on his own around his room and sometimes out on the garden by the hospital he was staying in. Even though he was able to get out from time to time, he still felt kind of cooped up on that recooperating place. Its a wonder how he still holds his sanity intacked1 after all the scolding and constant lecturing from the doctors and even the nurses on the floor he was in.

Shit! I really need to get out of here. I can't stay here no more, not anymore. I need to train...I need to become stronger...to be able to fight. But...but what am I really fighting for? I know to get back at Bega, specially at that moron Garland. But...What is it that I'm fighting for? But, more importantly...who am I fighting for?

Tyson... I can't stop thinking about him. He plagues my mind and haunts the very depts of my dreams at night, when I'm vulnerable with his soft whispers and glowing touches. Ugh! How could this be happening! Right when I try so hard to stop thinking about him! I know that...that he will never be mine no matter which angle I look from. The bastard doesn't know how lucky he is to have someone as lively as Ty-Tyson. Tears began to run down across his face as he thought about this over and over again. Not really getting the whole message of all of these to him that...He and Tyson were never meant to be.

I love you Tyson, why can't you see that? Why can't you understand how much you mean to me? How could I have been so blind to not notice the way to look at him? I thought nothing of it, confident that...that I would surely have your heart as you have mine, but I guess I was wrong...oh so wrong. If only I had seen through those deep blue eyes how he meant to you, then I would have made a move...so that I may never would have lost you to him, but I didn't. Instead I held back in the sidelines, watching and loving you from a far... How I deeply regret for my actions back then, if only I could turn back time then...then maybe I would be the one owning your affection...your love and above all...you heart. He felt so much pain within his chest, where his heart lays. Crying in turmoil with both reality and its cruel actions towards him. He suffered so much pain and still fate continues to torment him. Is loosing sanity what it strives to reach, to gain to achieve? A certain goal in life? He did not know. He did not know.

Somewhere in the Park:

Tyson's POV

The Bladebreakers were all practicing for the up coming match against team Bega. As usual, Max and Tyson were complaining about trainning too much and not having to rest or a break at all, all day. Tyson was even grumbling about being hungry, which is very much quite normal, in his part that is.

"I think this is it for today, don't you think Kai?" Ray asked their team captain as he looked at Max and Tyson who were both currently sprawled on the ground, whining.

"Hn. Fine, whatever." Kai replied onced he looked at the rest of his so called, 'pathetic' teammates complaining like babies.

Turning his to them as he went to one of the blade dish and prepared to luanch his Dranzer into the dish. "But all of you better be here at 7 sharp for trainning, understood?"

"Yes sir. Alright! Thanks Kai. Okay then, later." the rest of them answered with cheer.

Kenny turned his laptop off and headed home. Max and Ray went to the dojo together.

"Tyson?" Ray called to Tyson. "Aren't you coming with us?"

"Nah. I'll catch up later. I have to do something, later guys." Tyson replied as he headed back to where Kai was practicing.

The others nodded to him after a quick goodbye and headed on their way. As Tyson headed back to the trainning area, he couldn't help but feel a bit nervous in the inside out as he approached the place.

I stopped at the clearing as I watch him blade, showing so much power and determination. Watching his muscles from various parts in his body reflex and show with each movement he makes. Seeing his sweat making his skin glisten with the light as it reflected around him. Navy blue hair and gray waving and swaying as the wind blew through them, oh how I envy the wind rigth about now. Wishing I coul dbe the wind running through those soft silky locks. I wonder how soft they are? Drinking up his figures with my ass, landing them to his tight ass. Oooh...how I wish I could touch them, giving it a small squeeze even. Roaming his body, wanting to run my hands all over his body, touching and feeling every crevices of that os-so-godly-sexy form. Suculent li-

"What are you doing here Tyson?" a sharp voice asked him, causing for him to shake out of his thoughts.

"Wha-what?" I asked, a bit dazed.

"You've been spacing out for quite awhile now." Kai told me. "So what the hell are you doing here? I thought yoou went with the others to eat since you've been complaining about being hungry."

"Um...well..you see..." Taking a deep breathe then releasing it out, not really sure of how to start it. "Kai...I-I need to tell you something." I whispered bare audible, so I don't think he heard me, but I was surprised when he picked up his blade and turned to face me.

Seeing his actions surprised me with his hearring capability, but what shocked me more was the look on his face. His brows were furrowed together, going along with that scowling look on his face I never seemed to like it at all even though that's pretty much how he looks nearly everyday except when his asleep. Yes, I admit. I Tyson Kinomiya does watch my beloved Kai when he sleeps at night, that's pretty much the only time that I could look at him for all I want and not have him barking at me about it. One of those nights I would even go far as running my fingers around his soft face with ghostly touches, making sure he doesn't wake up when I do so.

"Ty-son." shaking my head a bit to clear off my mind, seeing him watching me with irritation, suddenly realizing I was just standing here spacing out on him. I can feel myself blush to this but quickly hid it before he sees it.

Walking up to him at arms length, taking a deep breath as I closed my eyes then opened them to face him directly to his eyes.

"Kai...We've known each other since that bey-battle we had nearly three years ago, ne?" I began to talk, but actually going up a diversion while thinking up a really good way to tell him my feelings for him. "And...well as we continue to battle as a team...well... a lot of things had happened during those times with all of us. Like nearly loosing Dranzer, Drigger and all, and we-"

"What are you getting at Kinomiya?" Kai asked me, by the looks on his face his now completely angry and annoyed with me.

I lowered my head to look at the ground, not daring to look at him in the eyes. Staying quiet, sighing to try to release some tension and nervousness out of my system. I think I've been sighing a lot.

"Well...are you going to continue or is that it what you wanted to tell me this whole time?" He asked with sarcasm.

"No, that's not it. Kai I-I Kai I thi-noIloveyouKai." I quickly blurted out, its not how I envision myself confessing to him, but...

"What?" Kai asked not catching the last parts quite clearly.

Starring at him, through his eyes to see what he feels. "Kai...I love you."

The next thing that happened wasn't what I was hoping at all. If there was anything in my whole life that I trully regret on doing, this would be it. Regret to looking at his face, regret on ever telling him my true feelings for him, regret for not thinking this over thoroughly and most importantly...regret for being so weak to doing this to the both of us. At first he looks somewhat shock by the news, but that soon changed with anger, hatred but worst of all...disgust. In a blink of an eye, piercing like daggers none stop towards me at full blast. No matter how much I tried to prepare myself for the worst blow of rejection, but still his words hurts like hell, as if I'm suddenly engulfed in flames, suffocating with each burn, but in this case each blow of his words.

"That's so wrong, it's disgusting." He spoke with loathsome in his voice.

"But...Kai! I love you." I protested sounding desperately, I know but I don't care right now.

"You love me?" He asked as he took a step closer to me. "Tyson, do you even know what 'LOVE' is?"

Everythings going all wrong, falling apart right before my very eyes. I can't believe this is happenening to me, what went so wrong, what did I do that I have to pay such a price, such as this? Please Kai, don't do this. I love you so much I don't think I can't take it. Please, I beg of you, don't leave me.

"I thought so." He said in a low voice as he slowly turned around to leave.

"Kai! Pease!" I clung to him from the back, holding on to him afraid that he would leave me all alone to pick the pieces of my broken heart. Tears were flowing out my eyes, but I didn't care, right now all I want is for him to love me back, to be able to return the feelings that I have for him. Tightening my hold on his shirt, but only to be ripped away by his forceful strength.

Grabbing the colar's ofmy shirt with both hands, snarling viciously at me. "Get your filthy hands of me."

"But, Kai-"

Pulling me closer so that we were only a breath away from each others face.

"I said Get.Your.Filthy.Hands.Off.Me." He said with malice of hatred with each word that came out from his mouth. Then out of nowhere, I felt a painful blow from my lower abdomen, close to my stomach before being tossed carelessly to the dirt.

I tried to get up but I couldn't the blow left me immobile as I tried to regain my breathing. Tears flowing even more as we locked eyes with each other.

"Pathetic, impotent and a faggot. Disgusting combination Tyson, is it not?" He spit to the ground for more emphasis on what he had just said, befor eturning his back on me and left. Not once bothered to turn and look back.

I watch him walk away from me. It hurts so much to see the only person I have completely fallen inlove with walk away from me, having the pleasure to brake and smash my heart that I had so willingly gave to him out of trust and love. Leaving me to pick up my shattered heart. He slowly stood up and began to head back home at the dojo, going straight to his room.

His right...I am weak, because if I wasn't so weak then...then I would have st-stopped him. I-I would have b-been able to show him how much I love him, but I wasn't. Why him of all people that I could have handed my heart to...to fall inlove with, why him? I hate him for tossing it away as if it were something easyly dispossable.

Looking around his room, unable to control his emotions that he began to savagely lash out to everything in sight in his room. Not caring what or whose it was, just tossing, shoving and flinging objects all over the room. Smashing to bits and pieces.

I hate myself for graciously handing my heart to him like that. I hate myself for admitting to him. Above all, I hate myself for loving him the way I do. Feeling so weak and drained, is there even a reason for me to continue living on? Falling onto the mess on the floor, curling into a tight ball as I continue to cry, trying so desperately to take away the pain inside me.

Ray POV

That's odd. Looking around trying to find him. Where the hell could he be? He didn't come in with Kai and his not even in the living room with Max nor outside trainning. Hmm...maybe he's in one of the rooms fallen' asleep as usual. 'Silly Tyson.' Going through every room in the dojo and been calling out his name for a couple of minutes now, still no Tyson in sight. I even went to the extend of asking Max and the others where Tyson is. Great! I hope he didn't went galloping off somewhere, getting into trouble.

"Tyson."

"Tyson. Tyson?"

"Tyson."

Ugh! where the hell is he!

"Tyson!"

"Tyson!"

"Ty- BANG!CRACK!SMASH!PHSS!" What the hell was that! Turning around to try to find where that noise was cominig from. What the- its coming from Tyson's room. I ran quickly heading to his room as I heard another loud smashing commotion coming from the room. Shit! What is going on in there!

Sliding the door paper doors open, what I saw completely caught me off guard. The room was a mess, no...a dissaster. Its like some kind of hurricane or typhoon hit this place dead set, with all the things all over the place. bits of broken pieces were littering the floor and the bed along with other things that seems to have been tossed across the room with much force. Even pieces of broken glasses coming from picture frames and some kind of glass, must be a miror or something littered the place as well. Upon a much more closer inspection of the room's status, nearly everythings' too late to salvage except for the furnitures that were not tossed because of its weight. Trying to go around the objects that were all over the floor, trying to get to the small curled up figure on the other side of the room. Quietly kneeling down infront of the figure, as I gently lay a tentative hand on his shoulder which surprised him a bit causing for his head to snap up at me.

I could see his tears stricken face, eyes all puffy and red even his cheeks were tainted red from all the crying. I didn't know what to say to him, nor not really sure on what to do next. Only doing the first thing that registered in my mind at this moment, wrapping my arms around him to gather him into a tight comforting hug. Surprisingly he didn't try to pull away nor began to wail in protest, just allowing himself to be engulfed into the hug. Its really odd how he fits gracefully into my arms as if he rightfully belongs there. He feels so warm and soft like an infant whose just been newly bathed. Getting a snif of his scent which happens to be some kind spice with a small tint of vanilla added into the mix.

"Ty? Tyson?" I tried to call to him. "What happened? Are you hurt?"

After a couple of seconds gone by without any response coming from him, I held onto him a bit tighter, which he gripped onto my shirt even more. I could almost see his knuckles turning white with his tight grip.

"No."

"Nani?"

"No. I-I'm n-not o-o-ok-kay."

"What happened? Please Ty, tell me what happened." I asked him again hoping he would tell me what really happened although I pretty much have a hunch on what really did happen, even though I'm not quite positively sure, but if he talks then maybe I'll know whether to confirm it to be right or false.

"K-Kai...(sniff)..he...(sniff)..re-rejec-ted m-me..(sniff)...K-Kai H-hates me...(sniff).." he said as a new set of tears broke freely from his eyes, burrying his face into my shirt.

So, I'm right with my hunch after all. Oh, Tyson...why can't you see how much I care for you? It hurts so much to see you like this, crying and in pain. I held onto him so closely against my chest.

"Shh...shhh... It's okay, its gonna be okay, Ty. I'm here now." I tried to soothe him with words. "I'm Kai must have been confused, that's all. Maybe that's why he acted that way. Shh...stop crying now, okay. Everything will be alright." I tried to reassure him more.

Soon his sobbing began to decrease and turn into little sniffles then into soft even breaths. Shifting a bit to look at his face, his fallen asleep. Stealthily brought him on his bed adn tucked him in after silently managing to change him into his pajamas. Laying him down under the covers before giving him a feathery kiss against his tender lips, turning to exit out of the room. I'll just help him clean this mess up tomorrow when his okay. I turned to look at his sleeping form for the last time before shutting off the lights and heading to the room that me and Max share.

Normal POV

Within the deepest depths of the night a lone figure lurks within the shadow. Moving through the shadows in dead silence that even a person would have heard a pin drop rather than the strangers presence. Creeping through the long hallway only to stop infront of a door. Giving a sinister smirk before quietly entering the room of the unsuspected figure laying in bed.

...Love is pain, and you shall pay, severely...

He thought darkly as he hovered over the sleeping form.

Well, here it is! Thanks for all the previous reviews and stuffs. () As usual, please excuse the grammar & spelling mistakes.(-.-)

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