Something is not right now. Ever since I found out my real name was Tenshi. The memories of my past... or portion of them. I decided I won't go and ask my grandfather questions anymore. I'll just let them come back to me. I'll forget about that little book. It was pretty obvious the shadow in my dreams was Kai. This is going to be end of this entry, because then I will let life go and I'llgo with the flow.

Disclaimer: akkiangel doesn't own Beyblade or Raine.

I was sitting on the laptop still trying to recover from what is almost a week ago embarresement! I mean who would stupidly walk into a... into a closet and then ended up getting attacked by all the things in it! Inspite of the way Kai was trying to hold in his laughter Kai seemed pleased to see me, but then I just left the mansion instantly. And now here I am reading rated M stories with lemon warning signs written everywhere on it! What the fuck is up with that! I only read them when I am really distrubed! And I swear I am not that disturbed... okay maybe I am just a bit. I let out a large sigh. Reading these wasn't helping me much now. It was just making me horny and start thinking about hot guys and how much I'd love to do something to them. I hit my head instantly.

"What the fuck!" I yelled to myself. I closed the window to the story so I would stop reading it then started to lean back in my chair making it only two legs on the ground. Hmmm something is wrong. Is there something I have to do today? I look at the time. It is only 2 PM on a Friday I think... I havehigh jumpon Saturday... wait. If today is Friday then I should be a school, only one more day for it to be a week from the closet embarresment... SHIT! Today was Saturday and I have to go and do that weird high jump practice today! I seriously didn't want to be in is, but Alex made me do something or else he would have dragged me to his basketball practices and trust me they weren't pretty.

Flashback

"Awww Alex do I have to come?" I whinned as he started to drag me to the area the team was going to practice at.

"Yes! If I leave you alone that would be like leaving you in a store so you can destory it!" Alex yelled as he continued to pullme towards the gym. When we got in I saw about 15 other boys including Kai and Tala. The coach looked up to see me and Alex and smiled.

"Alex you did bring someone here today! Is she going to be joining us?" the coach asked.

"She might. She's just here to see how it will be going," Alex said. I saw a couple of guys sended me a seducive smile, except then I just ended up giving them all a level 3 glare. Most of them turned away except for one guy. Grrrr the horror! I gave him a level 4 death glare and he just gave me a grin before turning to his coach.

"Jason stop staring at the girl!" The coach yelled. Thank god the coach learned to stay strict with his basketball players! The ones that kept on staring at me recieved 50 push-ups. I first thought it was cruel, but then Alex told me they would usually do 100 so okay not sad. The ones that didn't learned their lesson got it doubled each time. I was laughing in my head, but then only a smile danced across my face.

"Hey Amber you alright?" Alex asked me. I gave him a puzzled look.

"Of course I am. Why you asked?" I asked.

"Because you were smiling!" Alex said.

"Oh well it's funny to see other guys get in trouble," I said then looked over at Kai. Alex then left being called from the coach to go and change. I was sitting there waiting for the three boys to come out, but then I wasn't paying attention for them when a pair of arms was wrapped around my waist.

"Hey let go!" I yelled instantly as I tried to wiggle free. Whoever was the guy he refused and attacked my neck! I was getting pissed off as I started to trash around, but then he held down my arms since when he was hugging me he aslo caught my arms.

"Let go!" I yelled again, but then he just went harder. I swear he was a vampire or something trying to puncture a hole in my neck! I felt the guy lifting me off the ground and taking me somewhere, which would most likely be under a tree or in an alley which I was hoping wasn't where I was right now! I felt my back pressed on the ground and looked to see Jason sitting on my stomach.

"Get off of me Jason," I hissed as I tried to wiggle away, but failed with the guy sitting on me.

"Don't worry it's not like I'm going to hurt you... much," Jason said as he leaned in again and started to kiss my neck. While he was at it I felt him unbottoning my black shirt slowly. I then slapped his face which was a big mistake. He gave out a growl as he pulled out a rope in the process.

"I didn't want to use this, but it seems I will have to," Jason growled as he started to tie my hands together to a steel pole stuck in the ground. Yep I was in for it. He was still sitting on my stomach and was now smiling. I tried to get the rope off my wrist, but then Jason went off undoing my shirt and was staring at my body.

"Hmm looks like I did catch myself a beauty," Jason said before he went off licking my stomach. I swear if this is a nightmare I will instantly barf from what is going on, but then he snapped me back to reality when he bit a piece of my skin.

"Yewoch! Man get off!" I yelled, but then Jason taped my mouth with duck tape! I swear it tasted horrible!

"Well looks like you can't rebel anymore Amber," Jason said as his hands went off around my body. I swear I will never feel clean ever now! I wanted to cry, but then I never did cry for a long time. The time I look like showering is when water runs down my face, not my tears so instead I went off trying to scream, but they came in muffles. I started to kick the air, but then pulled my legs back so far it hit Jason on the head. Jason gave out a low growl.

"Stupid girl! Do I need to take you to my place so I could fuck you!" Jason yelled. Hehe looks like I pissed him off badly. I went off moving left and right while kicking him with my feet when I saw someone in the distance. I tried another yell, but it still came out a muffle! Dam it! I look to see a trash can in my kicking range. That would do! I kick the trash can over attracting the person's attention. Whoever it was they started running this way. Oh shit... now that I think of it. What if it was Jason's friend? Then they'd both fuck me at once! Man that was really a bad idea right there, but to my luck for once it was Kai! Kai looked at me then Jason. Jason gave him a glare.

"Leave Hiwitari," Jason growled.

"Get off of Amber," Kai hissed back. Jason smirked at Kai.

"No I didn't even get a chance to fuck her yet," Jason said. Kai's eyes narrowed as he clutch his fist. This will be a rather pretty sight for me to see now. Kai punched Jason in the face, but then Jason punch Kai in the stomach. Ouch gotta hurt. Kai gave out a slight growl as he and Jason started to fight. Didn't it occur to anyone I was stuck on the ground while I was shirtless? Apparently it didn't, but then I felt someone pull me up. So now I was standing, with my hands on my back, shirtless! I started to curse Jason when a hand started to go everywhere on my stomach and the blade of a knife was now only centimeters away from my neck.

"Hiwitari! Stop attacking Jason! It'd be a shame if this beautiful body got hurt," the guy said behind me. I so now wanted to puke. Kai looked at me and froze, but then Jason was just smirking.

"Thanks Joe," Jason said as he started to walk over to me and the guy.

"Hey we are now even," Joe said. I so wanted to just have someone stick something in my heart right now! I mean I might get rapped right now! AHHHHH MY LIFE IS TRUELY HORRIBLE!

"S-stay a-a-away from me!" I said instantly as I back up on the pole... wait a pole? I could climb it, but this pole looks like a stripper's pole. What should I do? I look to see Jason only about 8 feet away and the pole was only about 3 feet taller than me. Okay that would work. I instantly jumped on the pole and started to climb up, but at the same time I looked like a stripper. Not the plan, but then I got my hands free of the pole and rope! I grabbed my shirt that was on the ground and slipped it on while running. As I ran I grabbed Kai's wrist and we both ran out of the abbey. I swear I need to take a shower 30 times now.

--End of Flashback--

I swear I don't want that to happen ever again! I ran out the door grabbing my key. I know that as the time pass while I'm spending my time here I will have new memories... memoriesI would love to keep... and friends I want to stay with. Ever since that incident I started to discover my feelings for Kai. The feelings I had ever since we met, but stayed hidden; or it might have been because I was denying it. It seems to me that Kai also has the same feelings for me, but I'll wait for him to reveal them to me first. As soon as he reveal his feelings about me I'll keep my feelings about him hidden. I changed. I'm no longer that silent type of person who would want to stay away from people. I'm now the happy, opened typed of person. Short tempered still! Raine and Tala are now dating including Alex and Alexandra. The other two people in the ground that isn't dating is me and Kai, but then who knows? We may end up dating, but for now we are just friends. I turn to look at a picture I took with all my friends. Raine, Alexandra, Tala, Alex, Kai, and me. This picture was rather rare to me, because it has everyone and I mean everyone including Kai smiling! That's why in my locket it has the same picture, just smaller. I smiled at the picture as I left the house seeing what will my life have in stored for me.

The End