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We entered Edward and Al's house. Al was still at homecoming. I sat down on the couch and turned on the T.V. Edward was off preparing my new room. He came back out and sat next to me. "We'll go and get all your things tomorrow, Okay?" He said. I nodded. "Okay."
It was now 12:00 and we where on the couch watching T.V. Edward had his arm wrapped around me.
Al finally entered the apartment. "I figured you guy would be here" he said.
Edward didn't say anything. "What happened?" Al asked.
"None of your business Al." Ed said.
"Whatever." He said as he walked away.
Edward yawned. "Well I. Think im going to go to bed" He said. He softly kissed me on cheek "Good night." He said. "Good night" I replied.
I decided I would go to bed too. I went to my new room witch only had a bed and a dresser. I took of my dress and slipped into some of Edwards old clothes he had given me. (A/N: )...)
I don't want to be alone tonight. I'm scared of where my thoughts will wander. What happens if its to overwhelming?
Then what those girls said to me tonight poured into my mind, and once again I felt worthless. I sat up in my bed and looked around the room for anything sharp. I then spotted a nail half sticking out of the wall. "That'll work" I said to myself. I pulled the nail out and began.
"Cut the skin to the bone, fall asleep all alone. Hear your voice in the dark, lose myself in those eyes. Choke my voice, say goodnight as the world falls apart."
I watched as the blood dripped down my arm onto the white bed sheets. I smiled. I loved to watch this crimson liquid pour out of me.
After the bleeding had stopped I lied down on my bed. I tried to fall asleep but it was useless.
This is one more sleepless night.
"Please daddy stop it"
"Shut up you little bitch"
Every hit was harder than the last. "Mom help me." She ignored my pleads and walked to the next room over.
I looked back over to my father. I was now holding a knife. He raised the knife over his head. "I love you" he said. And thrust it down.
I woke up to see Edward looking down on me. Thank god it was dream. I thought.
"Are you okay?" He asked..
"Yeah." I said. As I rose up, the blankets on the bed fell off of me and revealed the dried blood stains on the sheet and the somewhat healing cuts on my arm.
"You did it again?" He yelled.
"I-I'm sorry." I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my head into his chest, and started to cry. "Don't cry, it'll be okay." He said. He ran his fingers through my hair. We stayed like this until Al opened the door and said. "Are you ready to go yet br- ohh"
"We'll be there in a second Al." Al closed the door and walked away. "Now get ready, me and Al will be waiting." HE said. I nodded.
O yeah where going to get my stuff. I thought to my self. I quickly got ready so they wouldn't be waiting.
After about 4 hours or so we had gotten all my stuff transferred to Ed and Al's home.
It was now 7 o clock. With nothing to do, Edward had asked me to go for a walk down to the beach with him.
We sat there to watch the sun set. I sat in between his legs with his arms wrapped around me as we watched the sun go down. Nature really was beautiful. We sat there until the sun had set. One by one star started to appear as the night had begun. The way the moon light reflected on the ocean was beautiful.
"Do you think there are any worlds out there?" I asked.
Edward thought for a second. "Yeah, I do."
"Do you think the other worlds are like us?"
"Maybe."
"I have another question."
"Yeah?"
"What's the meaning of life?"
"Well, there is a lot of meanings to life. To live. To seek happiness. To seek freedom. To be without question. To explore the world. To learn from mistakes. To live in peace with each other. To protect your family. To reach heaven. Pursue your destiny. Or just to simply live to die. At least that's what I see as the meaning of life."
"Oh"
"Why do you ask?"
"I dunno, just curious."
A/N: Thanks for reading, and please review, and PLEASE give me some Ideas